magnus

2010-04-25T22:49:00.005+08:00

こんにちは～今日はピアノのレッスンを受けました。ちょっと難しいだよ＝（。でもね先生は面白いし、ゆっくり話せるで私を教えた。ピアノはちょっと難しいですが、上手になりたい。夏影や小さな手のひらなどの曲は引きたいんです。どのくらいかかることは、わからない、けど、アニメの曲がほんとに引きたい。それで、たくさんアニメの曲を弾けるために、習うようにがんばっている。

昨日の日本語のレッスンはちょっとびくりました。いつも同じような先生にアニメの中聞いたグラムーを訊いた。でも今回、先生は私で怒られた見たい。いつも"Jump"したいと言った。じゃ。。。これから、言わない質問があった時、先生に訊かないほうがいいと思っている。

いまはとても暇だった。アルバイトをするとか、しないとかまだわからない。そこで働くはちょっと疲れし、場所も遠いし少しお金をもらうから、働きたくない。今日も銀行へ行くました、アルバイトのお金はまたaccount
に入る、ちょっと悲しい。

何も書けるから、ここで止まる。じゃ～

Hi~ Today I received a piano lesson. It was kinda though =(. The teacher was interesting and taught me patiently and slowly. Although piano is hard, I wanna be good at it. I want to play piano pieces such as Natsukage and Chiisana te no hira. I don't know how long I need to be able to play these songs, but I decided to try my best in learning piano.

Yesterday I was quite shocked during my Japanese class. As usual, I asked my teacher about some grammar that I heard from anime. But this time she said this: "Don't jump so fast!" to me which I thought that I had made her mad by asking her those "unrelated" questions every time. Which was why I decided that questions that are not related would have to hold.

(I decided not to translate the last part lol.... Secrets =X)...

Since I've nothing more to write, I'll stop here. Bye~

2010-04-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

はあああああ！！たっと日本語の宿題を始めました！もうちょっとレッソン３５をしてしまう。明日は友たちと映画を見に行くから、日本語の宿題をする時間がないと思う。たくさん日本語宿題あるけど、ちょっとやりたくない。

今日もうずっとゲームで遊んだ。昼にたくさん寝けど、今眠くなる。年になるかな？は。。は。。

それで今日は何もおもしろい物があるから、ここでとめる。じゃまた～

2010-04-19T18:23:00.004+08:00

今晩は～～いま雨が降っている。。。雨は好きだよ。雨が降りながらこのBLOGを書いている。

今から八月までずっとなにをしない。NSに入ることがめっているから。それで、ピアノを習うつもり。でもね、いまは私もう二十歳だよ、ピアノを弾いてはちょっと遅かっただろう？でも、どうしてもピアノを弾きたい。

いまから、日本語を練習のために、BLOG をかくようにしている。日本語で書くはちょっと難しい。でも、私は日本語が上手になることがほしいです。BLOGを誰もよまないから、日本語でかくはいいかなああ。。。

今朝、Symphonic Rainのゲームは全部のrouteをあそんだ。とても暖かい物語だよ。このBLOGの音楽はぜんぶSymphonic Rainの中の音楽ですよ～～いい歌曲と思う。

最近。。。私はちょっと悲しい。理由はわからないけど。じゃここで止める。じゃまた。

2009-09-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

My Hatsune Miku Albums =).... See for yourself. I've got the latest album Memories and impact too hahah... Anyway Miku birthday is over a few days ago. Nevertheless. happy belated 18th bday miku! =D.

Hmm.. I signed up for JLPT 4, but I feel that I would fail the exam lol... The registration was kin of complicated. They provided a booklet of instructions which cost 2 dollars -_-.. what the... A booklet of about 20 pages? To aid you in filling up just one application form lol. Thats crazy o.o.. Maybe because JLPT is a major exam similar to O levels which is done globally. Well I guess i'll stop here for today. Ja mata!

2009-08-27T14:49:00.005+08:00

新しいミクとカイトとルカの歌をでた！でもちょっと悲しい。ルカとカイトはミクとカイトより好きだよ,カイトとミクはあまり好きじゃないから＝X。でもでも。この歌のメロヂはかっこいと思う。これはACUTEだ：

(A new song by miku,kaito and luka was released, but it was a kinda sad song. I prefer Luka and Kaito, because I don't like Kaito to be with Miku=X. In my opinion, this song melody is cool. Here is the song, ACUTE)

今日、僕の監事は事務所いないから、なにもする物がない。でも、つまらなくないよ。僕はMAPLEをしたり、日本語の宿題をしたり、BLOGをかく。とてもひまじゃない＝X。朝、レポトをかくことが終わった、ちょっと嬉しい。もうすぐATTACHMENTは終わった。９月１８日までに、毎日同じするものをしる。ここでとてもたのしい。９月２５日SIPのレポトを出さなければならない。レポトはまだ先生に見せた。明日、E-MAILで先生に出すと思う。

(Today, my supervisor isn't in the office, therefore there was nothing to do. But it was not boring. I am mapling, doing my japanese homework and typing my blog. Not free at all=X. This morning, I completed my report(SIP). I was a little happy. My attachment is finishing soon, till 18 September, I'll be doing the same thing everday. It is quite enjoyable here. I must hand in my SIP report by September 25. Haven't showed my teacher yet. I think I'll send it to her by email tml.)

でわ、ここでBLOGおかくことが終わった！またここへ読みに行ってください！じゃまたこんど。

(Well then, I've finish writing my blog! Please come here again to read! Cya~)

Hmm a Japanese entry... I tried to used most of the grammer that I knew in it for practice haha, So some sentence may feel weird=/. Anyway cya agin.. haha

2009-08-06T11:28:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I just watched the 4 acts on the Evil twins. Nearly teared lol!!

I decided to post them here in the correct sequence.

Daughter of Evil:

Servant of Evil:

Message of Regret:

Re_Birthday:

I'll give a short summary about the story. The entire 4 videos is about the Kagami twins(Rin and Len).

The first act is about Rin was the evil princess where people suffered under her rule. When she was captured by the angry citizens and put to death.

Second act is more of the "behind the scenes" type of thing. It is about Len telling Rin that, since he looked like her, he would take the place of death instead of her.

Third act is about how Rin regreted being so selfish to Len.

Fourth act is about how they were forgiven and Len came back to life!

There were other songs for the side characters in the act (Miku and Kaito). Their songs melody were the same as one of the songs that I've posted, so no point posting it here haha...

Anyway thats all for this entry. cya!

2009-08-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

Omg!!! Toradora in vocaloid!

2009-08-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

RIP my friend YJ. (1990~2009)

Anyway, his death really made me sad even though I'm not really v close to him. Someone I know who passed away makes me feel...... an emotion that is unexplainable. A little feeling of sad, a little feeling of regret. In short a mixed feeling.

Ok here is one song that I just found.. Quite nice.. Its not Miku now. Its RIN!

Not bad la.. Got one more song.. Later I'll try to find again den update haha.. Just came back from the plant for some meeting. The meeting was interesting, but I cannot take long talks, coz I'll fall asleep LOL.. I tried to keep myself awake for the entire 1 and a half hour meeting..-_-.. Anyway.. Lunch time soon. Will make another post later

2009-07-31T14:57:00.002+08:00

Dam sien... Today I went Chimera, there was so many people. Wth.. where do all these ppl came from.. some more all high levels 1 zzzzzzzzzzz............ I'm seriously pissed... Really.. I got nothing today. No items No scrolls ZZZZ... Why so many ppl wan come disturb my peace wif Chimera? -.-

Anyway I just watched Clannad AS OVA. It was a Kyou Arc.. Well I still prefer the Tomoyo Arc as compared to Kyou. Kyou Arc don't really have much thing except about some love triangle with her twin sister which got solved eventually. Oh well...

Working is so sien.. I really have nothing to do leh lol... Totally nothing.. Actually got la.. I'm doing my report. But I'm taking my time to do it coz no need rush. I add in new things every day lol. now got about 33 pages le. 7 till the page limit. I sent the draft to my LO to see, but she didn't reply me -.-.. I don't even know if she ahd received the email or not haizzzzzzz...

Seems that today is a really bad day, and I'm not in a very good mood.

2009-07-30T10:38:00.003+08:00

ふわふわ時間(Fuwa Fuwa Time)

私の恋はホッチキス(My love is a Stapler)

2 favourite songs from K-ON! =)

Haiz today morning I emo sia.. I heard about something happened to my secondary school mate. I was like omg.. He is only so young, and he yet is down with an incurable disease. Imagine if I'm having those now, what am I going to do? I don't know lol... Bleh...

There is something bothering me. I don't really know what exactly it is, but I don't feel comfortable. Sometimes I feel like telling someone but I don't know who to tell now... Oh well... I'm stop here then=). Cya~

2009-07-27T09:56:00.007+08:00

おはよ～

今は日本語でにっきを書く！日本語を練習する。

今会社にいる。余事がないから、とてもひまだ！

今日、僕はREPORTをしたり、マペルをしたりします。あとの昼ごはん、誰もういないから、一人でたべる。寂しいだよ。

っあ！えきで会社へ行くの時、友達を見た。JURONGEASTまで友達に話した。いろいろものを話した。楽しかったよ。

この間、ちょっと悲しかった。僕の好きな人は彼を持っている。まあいいか、彼女は幸せなら、それはいい。

I don't know what to type now oO... Anyway thats a short entry in japanese lol!!.. I tried translating it on babel fish, but the translation doesn't turn out well. I guess its because I'm using a plain form? =/..

Anyway cya!

2009-07-10T08:59:00.004+08:00

Omg I feel more horrible then what I feel I would, as I thought since I didn't do anything, it shouldn't be that bad. But I guess I was wrong. Oh well........ not gonna say anything more than this.. Don't ask me what happened.

Anyway I love this song.. From K-ON!

Don't be Lazy:

Guess I'll stop here.. Cya~

2009-06-29T14:28:00.002+08:00

Lol!!! I'm watching K-ON! in my office. Hahaha... slack slack.. Omg this anime is freaking funny, I can't prevent myself from laughing at every episode(I can't really laugh out cause in the office=/ coz of this, I decided to go home and watch lol). This anime is better than a comedy anime which I thought was the funniest(seto no hanayome). I watched till episode 6. 6 more to go before I can fully comment about this anime. Well but till here, this anime is a "BLAST" lol..

Bleh.. My 5th week in PUB... I don't really know what to do to spend my 8.30hours in the office. I did my proposal, and also typed finished one page of my SIP experience that is required to be submitted this sat. I'm leaving the 2nd page for tomorrow, otherwise I would really have nothing to do tomorrow haha...

Oh ya!! Hatsune Miku Project Diva is out! My pre-ordered UMD disc + nendoriod is coming! (I think this friday). I was too eager to play the game, so I already downloaded it and started playing, and wow! Dam fun... I only heard about 2 or 3 songs before from the song that is avaliable in the game. Surprisingly, they were all very nice, and there is a special option in the game where you can add your own customized mp3 into the game and play! Well, I'm not gonna make my own customise mp3. I'll wait for the Miku fans to set up a website where I'm able to download them haha.....

Well I guess I'll stop my post here. 3 hours and 30minutes to go=/... Gotta ren~_~... Ja!

2009-06-23T11:18:00.001+08:00

Yeah! I'm playing maplestory now lol... Really old old old game.. Now not much people in game as compared 2 years ago, and most people in maple now are really high levels. Like now a days 3rd job is a normal thing. When I was playing in the past, 3rd job was something idolized by people lol.

Anyway there is so much updates in maple which I haven't updated myself everything on everything. I just created my KoC windbreaker, and now its lvl 60. I can' wear my lvl 60 bow due to insufficient str =(. I got to wait till lvl 64 to use my 94 wa maple bow... That is like so long-.-... Need to chiong 4 levels haiz.... 10 more levels to 3rd job! wow thats fast. My character is only about 1 and a half week old. I train faster as compared to my main in the past =/.

I'm in office now and DAM SIEN!! Both my supervisor are not here due to SIWW, and the office seems so empty. There is only about less than 5 or 6 people in the office which usually there should be about 20. The whole office seems so quiet. Can I "run" home early since no 1 knows=X LOL... Bleh boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. I'll end the post here=)

2009-06-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

AH WTH!! Student portal lagging.. I can't even do my subject selection wth!!!!!!.. EH TP NO MONEY GET NEW SERVERS?

I think their servers already 20 years old liao SO FREAKING lousy!

GG liao...... ARghh

2009-06-08T15:35:00.005+08:00

Everyday I come to work without an aim in mind.

But today I did something! I started off on my major project proposal! Woo!! Finally something to do lol.. I'm still doing when I'm typing this blog entry. I don't want to complete it too fast as I still got about 3 weeks to go. If I completed it too fast, I would have nothing to do again haha. Anyway, as for my MP logbook, there are still quite a lot of things that I haven't write. Well... Anyway the submission is very very long later. I spent like 3hours in the morning to figure out how to set the header and the page number for my MP lol. It was kind of a time-killer activity. time passed very fast when I was "researching" about it on the net.

Hey I'm wondering. If I stay in the office and slack whole day or just do my log book or just read articles, how am I going to write a reflection everyweek about work? This is hilarious. Every week reflection for 4 months? I don't think even the lecturer in-charge of SIP could even write 1 months of reflection every week of what she learnt every week -.-. Dam... This reflection is x100 harder than the one I did in CPTC. I sms-ed her the other day but she dao me. WTH... She don't even want to give me some tips on how I should go about it. Seriously very BTH... ARGHH.. It is only like 3.41pm when I typed till here. 2 hours and 19 minutes more to go haha.. Well I'm going off early today, about 5.45pm(I don't care because I don't have anything to do-.-" I rather go home and play my taiko to unlock more songs hahahaha.).

Oh ya coming back to the MP proposal, what can I type for my work plan or something. I don't even know what is the format of it and what I should do. My lecturer gave such a good SIP seminar that I don't even know what to do. ZZZZZZ... Friends or someone from Chem eng in TP, please enlighten me! And, how to write a content page?? I got 2 subtopic under one page and one topic that fills up more than a page! Help!

I found this youtube and i love it a lot haha... I played this on my wii too! But I can't play oni mode=/ Only hard haha...

Anyway, I don't really know what to do now haha, but I'll end the post here. So.. Jana!...

2009-06-03T17:27:00.005+08:00

Bleh Its really really boring here.. Lol.. I brought my lappy to work to surf net for the whole day-_-... If they didn't need us, why did they even ask us to come to work lol.. Anyway, I'm going to the pliot plant tml(yay!! near my house lol). Oh I'm risking while typing this post haha... My superiors walks up and down now and then. But I decided to type this at this time is also because all the "bosses" has already left muahahha.

I spent my past 3 days in work either reading papers, sleeping, or just surfing the web. Well, actually today is the only day where I brought my lappy to work. I thought that my lappy has a lot of problems and was slightly reluctant to bring it to work. But come again, if they didn't gave me anything to do today(Which they did), I would spend another 9hours doing nothing besides sleeping. At least, in this period of time, I managed to fixed up my lappy quite a bit haha. It works better than before now, and it is not so laggy already. I guess this lappy is really durable. Even it is like about 7 years old, it is still able to be used(With some slight problems).

27minutes before my work ends... Oh ya.. My pay is 440 dollars. ZZZZ thats the minimum pay for SIP. Omg.. I thought that my company would give more since it it quite rich. It was quite disappointing=(. I can't wait to go home to play wii=p... Oh ya quite a number of people don't really know yet, but I just brought a wii 3 days ago! There were so many things to research on, like how to play downloaded games without having the need to burning a cd(which is already quite tedious to research on as I don't really have any basic knowledge about wii) and operate wii haha. As a first timer, I don't want to deny, but it was really a headache trying to figure out how to use the wii. Another thing that is quite tedious was the downloading of the games. Some of the games has sizes of up to 4.5gb. Imagine if those uploaders breaks the game up and upload them part by part. Assuming 100mb per part, there would be at least 45 parts to be downloaded. Some worse. 50mb per part. LOL.. which means 90 parts to download! haha thats insane.

21 minutes more.. Omg... Time passes realllllllly slow.. Guess what I'm playing now? UNO! lol.. I'm playing it on msn with a NYP friend I met in the Enviroment building on the first day of work haha. This is call slack=X... Anyway I'll stop my entry here and look forward to 6! Bye!

Anyway here is the drum that I have at home...(Something like that. That guy put a cover on his drum).

2009-05-28T18:26:00.006+08:00

Soul eater completed! LOL... In one week holiday, I completed 3 animes already. Now I'm aiming to finish up MAR and also FMA, and start up on several new anime like K-ON!(watched one episode, watched quite entertaining), Asura' Crying(Fighting!), Kurokami(Fighting again!). lol...

I feel soul eater was quite nice till the end. Only one word to discribe the ending. Sucks. Its like... when they were fighting at the climax where all those special power suddenly flashes out, then when suddenly the main character was losing, she just spill some psychological words to the strongest enemy, the strongest enemy loses his confidence, the main character just used a normal punch(they said it was a punch of courage) and tada!! He died! How lame. ZZZZ. Bad ending, but the anime was entertaining. I feel it is not worth to watch it the 2nd time though lol.

Oh, and I find the soul eater 4th ending quite nice. Here it is:

Well I'll stop my post here=). Jana~!

2009-05-27T18:19:00.006+08:00

Hmm just watched finished Shikabane Hime Aka & Kuro. The anime was quite exciting which made me want to continue watching after every episode. Well, there is quite a lot of fighting in this anime(coz its from a shounen manga? haha). Anyway, the concept of the story was rather unique and was interesting. If you ask me to rate this anime, I would rate it 8/10, placing clannad at 10/10, so yup. Quite a good anime in my opinion. Just to update my anime status, here it is lol. Actually most of the anime I watched, I don't remember it unless it those I think are nice ones. Like clannad, Code geass, Gundam, Shikabane Hime, Toradora, Chaos Head, Air, Kanon, Shounen Onmyoji, Vampire knight etc etc. lol...

(Sleeping Miku =p)

Well, I went back to school today and found out that I was not posted to DSI. My teacher says my results was not to their standard. If she knew that, why did she placed me there? I wanted a research institute to do my SIP, but seems I ended up with some place which I don't think they offer research. I don't mind if I land in other place besides DSI, as long as it is a research institue. I'm quite sad till now actually.

Haiz... Things in my life don't always go what I want. Nothing that I want ever happened, in fact, everything I wanted always goes in the opposite way. Like how I want a research institute, doesn't place me in one. I wonder if I did something wrong in my previous life, or my this life is cursed or something, but I always get the opposite of what I want, it is so frustrating. Haiz.. I sometimes really hate myself.

Well, guess I'll end my post here. Ja..

2009-05-22T22:45:00.003+08:00

YAY!!! I finally got this Holo figure!! Woots... One wishlist down! I was about to give up on this figure coz it was sold out on play-asia.. I was kind of disappointed, till I saw this in a figure store in Kallang Leisure Centre. It cost $135 which is slightly more expensive than the one online. Well, at least I finally got it =).

Oh ya I got 13th position out of about 170 in my final term exam. I was a bit shocked lol. I didn't expect that. I was only expecting myself to pass the exam. Well there was one thing weird in my life. When I don't expect something it always comes to me. Some example is my today's exam position and the apperance of Holo. Lol... I really didn't expect much from both, but ended up I manage to get the Holo figure as well as a good standing.

Well, I'm going to stop my post here. Cya! JA!

2009-05-20T21:44:00.003+08:00

YES!!! training is finally over lol... I won't want to go back to Jurong Island anymore lol. It's so far and tedious! Oh, and the test today is alright. I can't grantee that I can pass the final term exams, but I think overall results I'd pass lol. As long as this test gets 30 marks, I can graduate. Kinda happy haha. Oh ya! I didn't say this before. Previously, my mid-term test failed, but after my trainer remaked all the papers again, I was at a higher rank as compared to another person in my class who passed the mid-term test. LOL! I think my trainer really added a lot of marks into my script.

Oh yea. I got posted to NUS for my SIP. Kind of boring... No pay... And I'm under a lecturer who I think is a workaholic. I guess the upcoming days would not be fun lol. I wonder what project I'm gonna do. Since it is under him, I guess it would be something related to material science or catalysts. Well either way is fine with me though haha. I just want to complete my SIP and beautifully complete my major project holding on a hope that it would pull up my GPA by a lot.

Hmm... I finally got the time watch one episode of hana yori dango season 2 lol. The love relationship has so much complications that made the drama really complicated. It seems that the problems were never ending lol. Sometimes, I hope that the producer could made it a little more simpler=/.

Hmm.. I got to study more Japanese verbs! Arghh.. There is this girl in my class who is so hardworking unlike me lol. I guess one factor is that she has more time as compared to me haha. Well. How many words sound I learn a day? I feel 10 words are kind of a lot for me. I think I'll start 5 words a day first. Well.. I'll show you a vid before I end my post(Its the current theme of my iphone. I sent almost 3 or 4 hours trying to fix the theme right on my phone). JA!

2009-05-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

I found this sang by ENE lol... A nico nico douga singer.

Hahaha.. I'm obsessed with this song.

Anyway, here is the kanji lyrics:

好きな人と歩いた場所も
そのとき見た景色も
振り返らず今を駆け抜け
私は何と出会うの
立ち止まるほど意味を問うほど
きっとまだ大人ではなくて
いまみてるものいま出会う人
その中でただ前だけを見てる

十年後の私へ
今は幸せでしょうか？
それともともかなしみで
泣いているのでしょうか？
けどあなたの傍に
変わらないものがあり

気付ていないだけで
守られていませんか
過ぎし日々に思いを預け
時間だけただ追いかけてく
背に寄り添った誰かの夢に
振り向ける日がいつか来るのかな

十年後の私へ
今は誰が好きですか？
それとも変わらずに
あの人が好きですか？
けどいつか
知らない誰かを愛すり前に
自分のことをすきと
言えるようになれましたか？

大切な人たちは
今も変わらずいますか？
それとも遠く離れ
それぞれ歩んでいますか？
けどそんな出会いを
別れを繰り返して
「今の私」よりも
すてきになっていますか？

十年後の私へ
今がもし幸せなら
あの日の私のこと
思いで出してくれますか
そこにはつらいことに
泣いた私がいるけど
その涙をやさしく
思い出に変えてください

Actually the previous hiragana lyrics, there is quite a lot of errors lol... I already edited on my song tag lyrics though haha. Bleh 8pm~8am in JI. I wonder I can stand it or not ha ha ha.. Hope I can withstand lol... Boku wa Ganbarimasu=)

2009-05-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

I found this letter song version sang by 8 nico nico douga singers. Kinda nice, but I still prefer the original Miku version. Anyway, here is the song.

Oh ya! I also typed the hiragana and english lyrics for the song while watching the subbed video from the previous song, I think I'll do the kanji one soon haha.

Hiragana:

すきなひとおあるいたばしょも
そのときみたけしきも
ふりかえらずいまをかけむけ
わたしはなにとえあすの

たちどまるほど
いまをとうほど
きっとまだおとなではなくて
いまみてるものいまであうひと
そのなかでただまえだけをみてる

じゅうねんごのわたしへ
いまはしあわせでしょうか？
それともかなしで
ないているのでしょうか？
けどあなたのそばに
かわらないものがあり
きずいていないだけで
まもられていませんか？

すぎしひびのおもいをあずけ
じかんだけただおいかけてく
せによりそった
だれかのゆめに
ふりむけるひがいつかくるのかな

じゅうねんごのわたしへ
いまはだれをすくですか？
それともかわらずに
あのひとがすきですか？
けどいつか
しらないだれかをあいするまえに
じぶんおことをすきと
いえるようになれましたか？

たいせつなひとたちは
いまもかわれじうますか？
それともとおくはなれ
それぞれあゆんでいますか?
けとそんあであいを
わかれをくりかえして
「いまのわたは」よりも
すてきになっていますか？

じゅうねんごのわたしへ
いまがもししあわせなら
あのひのわたしのこと
おもいだしてくれますか？
そこにわつらいことに
ないたわたしがいるけど
そのなみだおやさしく
おもいでにかえてください

English:

Do I like that person?

But someday
I used to like someone I didn't know
That was my object of affections
Did I say things to get used to it?

Those important people
Have they changed by now?
Or else they've gone to some far place
Have they walked away?

But a meeting like that
Is a repeated farewell
Since "this is me now"
Is it a wonderful thing?

Here I am, 10 years later

Now if I'm happy
Those days I had
Will I remember them

There was especially painful
And I'll cry, but
I will cry gentle tears
So please change my memories

In short, letter song rox=p. I'll end the post here=)

2009-05-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

I heard this nice song from my Miku Hatsune folder. I fell in love with it when I first heard this song. Enjoy=)

Bleh.. training sucks lol, tomorrow is my shift work. 8am to 8pm lol. 12hour shift. Gotta sleep early and wake up at 5-.-.. Ok I'll end the post here ja!

2009-05-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

Hatsune Miku again =D..

Electric Angel:

This is one of my favourite song hehe.. Anyway I found this video in the Hatsune Miku Music video pack which I downloaded. Just wanna share it... Ok see ya!

2009-05-06T08:57:00.004+08:00

Yay.. Hatsune Miku Project Diva on PSP is coming out on July 2nd. I already pre-ordered mine=X... Its a UMD which comes along with a figure(that I couldn't get the other time). Plus the game is gonna be in Japanese. Lol. I wonder how am I gonna read if there is a storyline in it. Anyway, here is a thriller of the game provided by sega.

I initially wanted to study for my CPTC test which happens this afternoon, but... I ended up searching for Miku stuff haha. Here is another video of her song with 1.6mil viewers in youtube. I was shocked actually.

Hmm in Japan, her album is selling like hot cakes, even now. And for the place I'm living in, I wonder how many people knows Hatsune Miku. So far, none of the people I know, knows her. Kinda sad. =/... Well anyway, before going out, I better use some of this time to study=X. so.. cya!

2009-04-28T19:04:00.005+08:00

Yup... Its Tomoyo after ~It's a wonderful life~ The arc where Tomoya ended up with Tomoyo instead. I finally found the psp game which is patched in chinese, and it is suited for all ages(yay!). I read from some comments in youtube that the story didn't end very well. Some what similar to the one that happened to Nagisa in the orginal story. Well, nevertheless, I'm still going to finish this visual novel haha. Anyway watch this opening song before I say anthing about the characters.

Light colors by Lia:

Well you can see, besides Tomoyo and Tomoya, there are 3 more new characters in this arc. Tomo, Takafumi and Kanako. Well, till what I have read, Kanako has not appeared yet. Takafumi is the younger brother of Tomoyo where he always interrupt when Tomoyo and Tomoya was about to do some mushy stuff haha. And Tomo is the illegitimate child of Tomoyo and Takufumi's father. So this makes Tomo the younger sister of them. Tomo was abandoned by her mother because her mother has some mental conditions, and I think due to that, she decided that she do not have the ability to take care of Tomo(I think so! Till where I read, they didn't really say why she abandoned her, it was only said that she had some mental problems).

Tomo do not really have a place to go. If she goes back to her dad, Tomoyo's family might fall apart because her dad had an affair in the past. After some discussion, Tomoyo decided to become Tomo's acting mother and took care of her in Tomoya's apartment. Toma was quickly attached to Tomoyo, and they got along very well. Then later, Tomoya met Tomo's real mother infront of Tomoyo's house, and made a trade to her. If she meet Tomo for the last time, he would send photo of Tomo every week to her. Well, this is where I read until. Of course there were some other interesting parts in the novel, but what I typed here was the main plot which circles around Tomo.

Well, anyway sorry for the very delayed updating of blog. Lol. Going to Jurong Island made me really busy and also spoilt my mood for blogging<_<. I'm gonna watch Idolm@ster now. Haha.. This game was quite popular in Japan, So I decided to watch it first=p. so Cya! ja!

2009-04-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

Omg I found this cool Miku song - Dearest (Original is by Ayumi Hamasaki)

I was shocked. It sounded so human at some parts lol. The "robotic" feeling was not there. Gosh. Cool song. A remix of the original dearest.

Enjoy,

Anyway, CPTC is just a boring as usual lol. The plant is just soooooooooo hot! Arghh.. Hate it. I wish the 6 weeks could past faster lol.

In the morning I heard one of my classmate talking about a solar storm happening on either 2010 - 2012. It would cause death of many people. This is different from the Mayan mtyh about the world's end. Its something reported by NASA with referance to the observation of the sun's pattern. I don't really know what is it totally about yet, I'll read more and post here next time.You might want to read this first http://www.nasa.gov/vision/universe/solarsystem/10mar_stormwarning.html .Ja!

2009-04-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

ARGHH DAMMIT!! Tomorrow is my BBT, and the stress is BUILDING UP NOW. ARGHHH.. I tried doing those elearning questions and got so MANY ERRORS. OMg.. If I fail the test tomorrow, means I'm gonna waste my parents $180 as i already booked 3 of my practical driving lessons. Arghh.. DAM DAM DAM. And I have to think of a report to write for this week. ZZZZZ I wish everything can be done in a second successfully lol...

2009-04-16T20:20:00.005+08:00

CPTC is dead boring arghh... Can't sleep in lectures-.-" Once you fall asleep for 5 times and got caught, you might be terminated from the course. Dam! What is this policy about? Oh, and I hate the coverall they provided. It is a one piece cloth and it is so uncomfortable zzz. I wonder how do engineers work.

There is a test on PFD diagram next Thursday, and I'm worried that I'm not able to memorise that whole PFD diagram. It is kind of hard, and I really hate those ever since I did those PFD practical in school.

From these, I concluded that I would never in my life work in a chemical plant. There is so many safety consideration to consider and also working in a chemical plant is very tiring, especially if there is shift work. From what all the trainers said, there were many incident happened in chemical plant which causes serious injuries and death.Which were kind of dangerous. I rather work in a lab than a chemical plant lol. Anyway, I rarely seen much young people in Jurong island lol. So its probably not a place for many young people to work=X.

Anyway I'm feeling very uneasy since yesterday. There are 3 reasons to it. First is the upcoming diagram test. Second is my Driving Basic Theory Test(BTT) which is on Saturday. And thirdy, its something that happened yesterday which made me feel uneasy(I think I don't feel it now, only yesterday lol). I don't really want to elaborate the 3rd thing cause it is something I don't want people to know.

Sigh tomorrow I've to go back to CPTC and stay there till 8P.M. Damn... there is a practical tomorrow, and I guess wearing the coverall would make me sweat like mad in the plant, and which means that I've to change to a new coverall next week. I've been wearing the same one for 4 days already(tml would be the 5th). I guess everyone is doing the same lol. I don't really have a music vid or music to intro in this post today(lazy to find). So I shall leave the post here leave with an uncomfortable feeling T_T. Ja.

2009-04-12T21:59:00.004+08:00

Here is the OP1 and ED1 of とらドラ enjoy=) [There's still stuff at the bottom of the post lol]

Pre-parade by Rie Kugimiya:

Romaji:

pure! pureparaato!
tsuyoku nanka nai kedo
pure! pure pareedo!
itsuka kimi o tsukamaeru!

pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa warete baribari
pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa

yudan shi tara sono yubi chiku chiku atakku kakugo shi te
chiisai kedo hasamu no mijinko mitai na anata

hoshii no wa purasuchikku na haato ( purasu purasu dakedomainasu )
demo sore ja tsumaranai soko ni kidui ta mono gachi

koi ha amaku te nigai mono
tanjun meikai fukuzatsu kaiki na shiromono
dou demo ii koto bakkari ki ni shi tari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
onkou tokujitsu ekisentorikku na anata
tsuyogaru soburi o zenshin matotte tachiuchi
sunao na dake da to shigeki ga tsuyoku te kurakura
kizutsui chau no kizutsuke chau no junjou pureparaato

pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa warete baribari
pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa

migake ba mada kagayaku genkai nante arie nai
chiisaku te mo dare ni mo make nai nani ka ga aru no

watashi kara chikaduku made tae te yo ( taete taete konkiga daiji )
anata kara sore ijou chikadukare tara ware chau

hito ha yasashiku shigeki teki
kibun soukai nangyoukugyou no shiromono
naki tai toki ni mo nikoniko warattari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
saiki kanpatsu akuchibu zenkai na anata
tsuyoki na taido de kishuu o shikake te kataki uchi
chokushin dake da to fuan ni kara re te sowasowa
atama no naka wa itsumo ichi nin no junjou pure pareedo

koi ha amaku te nigai mono
tanjun meikai fukuzatsu kaiki na shiromono
dou demo ii koto bakkari ki ni shi tari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
onkou tokujitsu ekisentorikku na anata
tsuyogaru soburi o zenshin matotte tachiuchi
sunao na dake da to shigeki ga tsuyoku te kurakura
kizutsui chau no kizutsuke chau no junjou pureparaato
atama no naka ha itsumo ichi nin no junjou pure pareedo

English:

pre! preparation!
although I'm not strong
pre! pre-parade!
I will capture you one day!

p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare broken into crumbs
p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare

be prepared for the prickling attach when your guards are down
I'll grasp you like a flea although I'm small

what I want is a plastic heart (plus, plus, but it's a minus)
but that's boring, those who realize that are the winners

love is sweet and bitter
an amazing thing that's plain and simple, yet complicated and mysterious
worrying continuously about the trivial things
what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's gentle, sincere, and eccentic
opposing with the attitude of tough pretence with the body
just being honest is too stimulating and makes me dizzy
I get hurt, I hurt you, a naive preparation

p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare broken into crumbs
p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare

I'll still shine if I'm polished, there's no such thing as limits
there's something where I won't lose to others although I'm small

endure it until I approach you (endure, endure, patience is important)
if you approach me more, I'll break apart

people are kind and stimulating
yet they're amazing by being refreshed, yet experiencing hardships
smiling even when they want to cry

what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's quick-witted and fully active
with a weak surprise attack to take revenge
although it's straight ahead, I succumb to anxiety and feel uneasy
in my mind, I'm always alone on the naive pre-parade

love is sweet and bitter
an amazing thing that's plain and simple, yet complicated and mysterious
worrying continuously about the trivial things
what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's gentle, sincere, and eccentic
opposing with the attitude of tough pretence with the body
just being honest is too stimulating and makes me dizzy
I get hurt, I hurt you, a naive preparation
in my mind, I'm always alone on the naive pre-parade

Vanilla Salt by Yui Horie:

Romaji:

Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Burning Love

Amai dake nara
Soruto kakemashou

Dare yori mo motto motto watashi o
Shitte hoshii kara sarakedashitai
Demo dekinai no keiken nasshin
Modokashisugiru

Yowasa miseyou to sureba suru hodo
Muda ni tsuyogari subete ga urahara
Hontou wa watashi nakimushi nan da
Damatte da kedo

Demo, amai dake no ai wa chotto

Watashi ga motomete iru mono to wa chigau

Shiro to iwaretara
Kuro da tte icchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?

Amai banira ni
Soruto kakeru yo ni

Icizu ni suki ni natte shimattara
Nijuuyon jikan nana nichikan zutto
Anata no koto o hitasura aishin
Kanari kyokutan

Masaka koko made anata ni hamaru to
Dare mo yosou nante shitenakatta
Tenki yohou ja atara nain da
Koi no yukue wa

Futari de issho ni iru jikan ni
Kizamareta omoide wa takaramono nan da

Migi to iwaretara
Hidari ni magacchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?
Burning Love

Amai dake no banira yori
Chotto shioshita hou ga
Amami mo mashite yuku shi ne
Aki ga konai

Amai dake no ai mo sou
Chotto shioshita hou ga
Futari no kyori mo chijimari
Kitto
Kyou yori suteki na mirai ga matteru no

Shiro to iwaretara
Kuro da tte icchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?

Amai dake nara
Soruto kakemashou

Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de

English:

With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
Burning Love

If its just sweet
Then lets put salt on

Because I want you to know more about me
More than anyone else, I want to bare myself
But I cant do it, Ive got Nothing for experience
Its too frustrating

The more I try to show my weakness
The more I act tough in vain and everything goes the other way
Im actually a crybaby
Though Ive been mum about that

But a love thats just sweet

Is slightly different from what Im seeking

If Im told its white
Id say its black
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?

Like putting salt
Into sweet vanilla

When I fall head over heels in love
For all the time, 24/7
I think about you continuously
Its rather extreme

Can it be, that no one ever thought
That Id be this obsessed with you?
Weather forecasts cant tell
The whereabouts of love

My memories engraved into the periods of time when were together
Are treasures

If Im told its right
Id turn left
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?
Burning Love

Rather than the vanilla thats just sweet
The slightly salted kind
Makes it sweeter
I cant get tired of it

Its the same with the love thats just sweet
The slightly salted kind
Shrinks the distance between us
And Im sure
That a future more wonderful than today is waiting

If Im told its white
Id say its black
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?

If its just sweet
Then lets put salt on

With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt

~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-

I haven't really read the lyrics yet lol. I wanted to post this before I sleep so didn't really had time to go through as I got to wake up at 5.45am tomorrow morning. ARGHHH... Which means I've to sleep real soon. What am I feeling now? Sien-ed, and some other mixed emotions lol. Anyway, in short, its an uneasy feeling, I don't really want to say much. Well, I've to pack my stuff and go to bed. I'm off to Jurong Island in 11hours. Ja Mata!

2009-04-09T11:49:00.004+08:00

とらドラおしまい～The ending is kind of... erm.. no comments lol. Its not very very good, nor its very very bad. But I think its on the better side lol. And wow. Taiga changed her uniform. The black one is so cool O.O.. I'm lazy to take a screen shot of her now and post here-.-. If you are interested, go watch the anime yourself lol. Nevertheless, it is still the best J.C. Staff production that I ever watched. Even better than To aru no majustsu. Well maybe cause Toradora has Rie Kugimiya lol!

Anyway, I want to post my favourite music of the anime here, very catchy, and kinda like it=)

Orange(2nd ED) by Rie Kugimiya:

On a sleepless night
I sigh all alone
Hows everyone?
I feel kind of lonely

Thats not like me
So stop laughing
Its just that I dont know
My true self

Into the broad earth, a single seed
Extended its roots
And bore fruit that was still unripe

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But it was still sour and I cried
Because its unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all
I loved it; I felt like crying
I loved it; I loved it

Even if theyre similar, theyre different
Mandarins and oranges
Friends and lovers
And our 2 hearts, too

I didnt want to get hurt
So I fled
When I did that, not even light
Would shine upon me

Theyre miracles, right?
Encounters and love
Seeds and buds
Even for the fruit that was still unripe

The color orange makes me recall
The sunset glow that I saw
On that day
It seemed as if our 2 shadows
Held hands together
I wondered if the oranges
Would turn sweet someday
Or would they wither?
I didnt want to learn of my future
So I ate it all
It was sour
I loved it, but I felt like crying
I loved it, so I felt like crying

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But again, it was sour and I cried
Because its unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all; I loved it
I felt like crying; I loved it
I loved it
I loved it; so sour
I felt like crying; I loved it

Silky Heart (2nd OP) by Yui Horie:

Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out.

Although its easy to say I love you,
when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.

If I was good at doing everything firmly,
even if I take that trait,
no matter how hard I try, that impeding wall wont break.

I hope you can understand my feelings.
Thats why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but Im unskillful in love
Ive forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows.
Someday, the real me will say I Love You,
I must say it but today Ive become too weak {to do it}.

If I say I love you, Ill be at ease,
although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems youll distance yourself

In what way should I think about it?
Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends

It may be a beautiful thing but,
I just dont want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
Im just running away right?

It seems my silky heart will break.
This time, if Im to be hurt again, Im sure
I wont be able to love anyone else again
This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart
lies under my memoriesIm sure.
I put away and forgot about that day
My sewing kit should be somewhere

Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out. (My Silky Love)

Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out.

It seems my silky heart will break.
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but Im unskillful in love
Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, Im sure
one day the real me will say I Love You and
properly convey these feelings to you.

Ok done. Oh.. The lyrics is nice for Silky heart lol. I like both the 1st opening and ending too, but it would make the post look very long. I'll post it on my next post=)

Oh I realised that the people in Japan are legal to married at the age of 18 from this anime! No wonder there is no much thing as R21 in Japan, because at the age of 18, they are already considered as adults lol. I was kind of shocked. <_<. Ok I guess I'll stop here for now. Ja mata.

2009-04-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

My Japanese intermediate ENDED. Omg that is so fast. Now I'm going for the advance level which cost 398 dollars for the module! So expensive zzz. Anyway my Japanese test got 24/25. Dammn.. I got one careless mistake otherwise it would be full marks! Arghh.. I wonder anyone is the class got full marks cause I didn't really asked around as I feel asking someone's marks is kind of rude lol, unless it is someone I know.

Oh today I went to Karaoke. It was quite fun! But too bad there wasn't much Japanese songs there and their lyrics on screens were in Kanji. Omg... Why can't they make it in hiragana? I think singing while reading the hiragana is much easier than reading romaji. Oh ya, while talking to one of my friend on msn, I rememberd that this song is one of my favourites (I saw the it in the list on the screen in KTV):

神话：

It makes a good duet. Lol but I didn't chose that song=/. (I think the KTV is not this version, its the chinese duet version not the chinese-korean duet). Well I think I'll stop here=p... Nite!

2009-04-07T13:24:00.003+08:00

=(.. I still got a bad stomach. Sob sob. Haven't totally recovered lol. Tomorrow going K.. I wonder will it be ok then? Haha... I'm very curious what is K like, thats why I want to go. It is not that I can sing=X haha.. I go there drink drinks and listen to my friends sings ok le.

Anyway, I rejected the offer of going to China OSIP. I was wondering, if good students are offered to go OSIP, then why the top student is working in school? So going OSIP isn't that "big" either I think lol. But of course there are some other reason why I don't really want to go. I thought of it very throughly despite my sickness and came with that conclusion. Lol. Anyway, I'm not very enthu in Chemcial Engineering either.

Oh man, I'm going to Jurong Island for training next week starting on monday. The first 3 days are in the morning while the rest of the days are 12pm ~ 8 pm. I was like what the........ So late! It basically takes away all the time I have for myself. Bleh. If I go China, I would totally have no time for myself for about 22 weeks in total lol. Thats horrible<_<. it="">

I wanted to post a Hatsune Miku's song here for quite some time, but I keep forgetting.

Innocence By Hatsune Miku in HD(If you got a bad computer, watch it in normal definition):

The animation is well made in my opinion, and the song is quite nice, one of my favourites too besides Aka Hitoha. Well, I guess I'll stop here. Ja mata!

2009-04-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

OH YES!!!!! Nagisa didn't die woo=D... Just completed clannad ~After story~. This anime if not the best, its the second which ever exist in this world lol (too bad it ended). This is the only anime that made me laught a lot, the only anime that made me cried a lot, the only anime which made me feel touched, etc etc lol. Lazy to type everything out. At the end, there is a short scene with fuko, and omg its so funny lol.

Anyway, here is the last scene(Happy ending) of the show, where Nagisa returned to Tomoya's side due to the miracle from the other world(I think!).

小さな手のひら or Chiisana te no hira (The palm of a small hand) by enfonius or riya not sure who lol :

Romaji:

tooku de tooku de yureteru inaho no umi
ho wo age ho wo age mezashita omoide he to
bokura wa kyou made no kanashii koto zenbu oboeteru ka, wasureta ka

chiisana te ni mo itsukara ka bokura oikoshiteku tsuyosa
ureta budou no shita naiteta hi kara aruita
chiisana te de mo hanarete mo bokura wa kono michi yukunda
itsuka kuru hi wa ichiban no omoide wo shimatte

kisetsu wa utsuri mou tsumetai kaze ga
tsutsumarete nemure ano haru no uta no naka de

chiisana te ni mo itsukara ka bokura oikoshiteku tsuyosa
nureta hoho ni wa dore dake no egao ga utsutta
chiisana te de mo hanarete mo bokura ha kono michi yukunda
soshite kuru hi wa bokura mo omoide wo shimatta

chiisana te demo itsu no hi ka bokura oikoshite yukunda
yagate kuru hi wa atarashii kisetsu wo hiraita

English:

Far, far away, there’s a swaying sea of rice grains
Raise the sails, raise the sails, and go to the memories that we aimed for
Do we still remember all of the sad things up to today, or have we forgotten them?

Even in our little hands, since when has there been a strength that’s overtaking us?
We walked from the days when we cried beneath the ripe grapes
Even if our hands are small, even if we’re separated, we’ll go down this road
On the day that will come sometime, we’ll treasure our greatest memories

The seasons shift and the cold wind
Has already been wrapped by and sleeping in the song of that spring

Even in our little hands, since when has there been a strength that’s overtaking us?
How many smiles reflected on our wet cheeks?
Even if our hands are small, even if we’re separated, we’ll go down this road
And on the day that came, we treasured our memories, too

Even if our hands are small, they’ve been overtaking us since some other day
The day that finally came opened a new season

Sigh... I went to school today and my teacher caught me asking me if I want to go to China for OSIP. Bleh.. Half of me says yes, while the other half of me says no. Well probably I can't part with my computer LOL... My animes and song. Well I guess those can be transfered to an external harddisk where I can watch there. There is another problem besides that. That is... I don't have a good laptop. The current one I'm having I superduper slow, and its already 5 years old with a lot of problems. I don't really know how long it would last lol, and I would miss some people in Singapore=(. These really makes me to choose not to go, but I still want to go cause it's a rare chance to visit China for 16 weeks! In my entire life, I wonder when would I have chance to stay overseas for 4 months? Yea So i'm half half lol...

I'm feeling very weak now, stomach not well. Arghh... I feel very irritated at this feeling. I've no idea why I'm feeling like that though even my temperature is not that high(only slight fever). Sigh.. Really no mood to do anything zz... Ok I think I'll stop here and go sleep now. Night night=)

2009-04-05T19:57:00.003+08:00

Konbanwa!

I found this very smoothing song while suring the net:

Tegami ~Haikei Juugo No Kimi e~ By Angela Aki ---- This is her latest album ; Answers

Romaji:

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata wa
Doko de nani wo shiteiru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai
Nayami no kanae ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchiake rareru darou

Ima makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo
Shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shika nai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima wo ikiteiru
Ima wo ikiteiru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni
Tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu
Jibun to wa nani de doko e mukau beki ka
Toitsu dzukereeba mietekuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiaru keba ii no?
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite
Nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima ikiteiru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara
Osorezu ni anata no yume wo sodatete
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing, keep on believing, keep on believing

Makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa Makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiarukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi mo
Sakete wa torenai keredo
Egao wo misete ima wo ikite yukou
Ima wo ikite yukou

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata ga
Shiawase na koto wo negaimasu...

English:

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

Very meaningful. I just wanna share with everyone who reads this entry=p. Anyway I got this song. You can ask it from me too=). Ja~!

2009-04-03T12:57:00.005+08:00

Omg Toradora is nice! The best JC Staff production. I only watched till episode 19 =/, the Christmas party episode, where Taiga finally realized that the one she really likes was ryuuji(I know many already completed this anime, but I wanted the series to end before watching it). I just realized... Toradora is written as とらドラ。The first 2 characters are Hiragana and the last 2 are Katagana. I have no idea why either lol.

Anyway omg.. I love this christmas song and their lyrics. Simple and wonderful.

Here toradora version of Holy Night by Emi Kitamura & Rie Kugimiya(Yay xD Rie kugimiya!):

Romaji:

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no egao
kimi ni todoketa PARTY NIGHT

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no negai
kimi ni chikaunda
HOLY HOLY NIGHT

kotoshi no CHRISTMAS kitto tokubetsu sa
LONELY CHRISTMAS ja tsumaranai
egao wa ILLUMINATION
hora kazatteageru

yurayura yurameite
minna de te o tsunagi
pikapika kirameite
minna de hoshi miage

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no egao
kimi ni todoketa PARTY NIGHT

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no negai
kimi ni chikaunda
HOLY HOLY NIGHT

English:

Now it’s Christmas!
There are lots of smiles
I sent you a party night

Now it’s Christmas!
There are lots of wishes
I promise you…
… A HOLY, HOLY NIGHT!

This year’s Christmas is certainly special
A lonely Christmas is boring
The smiles are what illuminate it
Look, I'll decorate it for you

It's swaying and flickering
And everyone is holding hands
Sparkling and twinkling
I'm looking up at the stars with everyone

Now it’s Christmas
There are lots of smiles
I sent you a party night

Now it’s Christmas
There are lots of wishes
I promise you…
… A HOLY, HOLY NIGHT!

(The japanese words on the parcel サンタクロース　means santa claus, santakuroosu in romaji)

Who wants to be alone during Christmas? =p. Anyway I'll end the post here ja!

2009-03-31T10:56:00.003+08:00

Gundam 00 Second 2 done=). Well generally the show is less confusing as compared to the seaon 1. Probably I had a greater mind of understanding now LOL... Although I know mecha anime is thing that most people thing is obsolete. But after watching gundam 00, I realise that mecha anime is not bad at all. I myself actually don't really like mecha anime, but I watched gundam! So you should try watching=). I rate it 4/5 stars.

Hmm... recently I'm playing 1 mmorpg game. Here is the link: http://eso.perfectworld.com/.

They are the makers of perfect world(if you know what game it is that is). So the game has an essence for traditional chinese type of game in... ANIME FORM! Wooo. I love anime-type of mmorpg. The game is content packed. I think that is so much things that I dun understand a lot of stuff. I like their pet system. Which made me wants to play this game lol...

Anyway omg.. I just love this gundam song: Unlimited Sky by Tommy Heavenly6

I posted previously the short version. This one is the long one.(Oh! her hood dropped when she was playing the guitar. She tried to put it back on LOL)

Well, I guess I'll stop here for this entry. Either I'm going to watch movie, play lan, play arcade or my friend is going to come to my house. So either way I'm not free haha. Ja!

2009-03-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

Few more hours to the performance. Hmm what am I feeling right now? Well not nervous that is for sure. But I'm feeling rather worried than nervous. Well I've no idea why but it is a very uncomfortable feeling. I hope I'm able to sleep tonight haha.

Ok anyway, I started watching Gundam 00 second season. Hmm not disappointing at all. Every episode makes me wants to continue. I rarely watch mecha anime, but it seems gundam has a good plot about sutff like world peace, friendship, responsibility blah blah. Quite interesting I feel.

Here is one scene that I just watched. The girl was someone who is "created", in other words artifical, and the guy with the scar was the one who cared for her a lot(wanted to adopt her as a daughter), due to some circumstances, he decided that he should leave her as it is better for her so as she would not those gruesome war experiences again, and he rememberd some flashbacks from the past(season 1). I post this video is also because I love the song haha. I don't really know who is the singer though lol.

Anyway, I think I'm going to sleep now. I feel like watching some more episode of anime, but it seems that I don't feel very well lol(Sleepy or tired I guess). Ja... Oyasumi.

2009-03-25T01:09:00.003+08:00

2 more days and counting before my concert performance. Well I only managed to sell like 5 tickets and give 2 tickets. Lol.. Thats the amount of people that would support me if I do something. Thats sad. I put my nick that I'm selling tickets for quite sometime but no one really come and ask me. And 70% of people I asked, rejected lol!

I heard that till to date, only 40% of the seats were filled up. VCH has about 800 seats. 40% would be about 320 I guess. Thats still so little. If each person were to get 2 complimentary tickets, it would bring the number up to about 400? Hmm oh well, this is out of my control anyway lol. I've already tried my best. Hmm 1.12am. Still quite early. But I don't really much thing to do now except to type this blog entry and going to sleep.

So I guess I'm going to talk about an anime I'm watching now. It is To-aru majutsu no index (A certain magical index). I haven't watch finish though. The show started out quite nice, which 2 side of believes. The science side and the magic side. Well, the interesting thing about the science side is that science is about to produce some kind of "supernatural" power called psychic and magic.. well ya occult-type. Till now(episode 20), I don't really see much flashy fighting, but more of a story about bonds, well I guess they are attempting to do something like clannad, but in a supernatual way. I guess they are not that successful haha.

But, I kind of like the story plot where magic and science exists in a supernatural way. I wonder if it is possible in real life haha. Well JC. Staff ideas are always unique.Like Shakugan no Shana! I don't really 100% fancy the anime, but I like how the story is plotted, and I like shana =D.

Oh ya before I go, I want to post a video on the To aru majutsu no index 2nd ending(started at episode 20).

Here:

Chikaigoto ~Sukoshi Dake Mou Ichido~ by Iku (I don't really know her lol, will do some research some time soon haah).

Ok.. Time to sleep.Oyasumi~

2009-03-22T00:55:00.003+08:00

Woo I was busy so didn't had time to type something. My friend came over to my hosue and we played a few matches of dota. Wow it feels so good to have accompany with you. It is much better than me alone facing the computer. Omg man I got to memorise the scores for one of my piece. Its so horrible-_-.. Hard to memorise. It's just not me if I memorise the score using the hard way. I wonder how could I even memorise 6 pages of guzheng scores without difficulty lol.

Anyway, I'm now chatting with 2 person and typing this entry, so I can't really think of what to write here. Hmm, I think I'm having a defiency of sleep even more now a days. I everyday get slight headaches that may be caused by it. Otherwise, I don't really know what is the cause of it. Bleh... Oh well. I guess I don't really have much to talk about today. So tada~ =p

2009-03-20T21:53:00.003+08:00

Clannad~After Story~ Episode 13 done! Woo.. They got engaged haha. Every episode of clannad has an impact! Dam, it is the first time where an anime I watched held me back from continuing after every episode. This is not because the anime is not nice(its very nice infact), it is just that every episode is packed with emotions and it's very stress to take in all at a time lol. I only watched 2 episode today and not planning to watch anymore for the day.

Bleh I feel so lonely. My friends all went to NS and left me alone=(. No one I can ask to go out with me/play with me/watch movie with me. Ahh sad! Even my friend whom I knew him for a long long long time is usually busy it seems. Sometimes I randomly find stuff on the internet to research on. One example was using translation tools to play Japanese games. Well, it was "successful" as I had said in the previous post. I tried to improve it but, no avail. I spent like... 2 or 3 hours with no results. Haha. I can't really understand the dialog(bad english; don't really know if its me or the translation software problem) of the game either. Bleh I'm so useless-.- always can't do things right.

Oh ya the game I'm trying to play is Little Busters! Well I'm playing the normal edition one not the esatcy(hentai version) one. I guess I'm still a kid lol. I'm not used to seeing those kind of stuff even I'm already 19 this year. I know it is a common thing for a guy to watch/play this sort of stuff, but I just can't. I wanted to try Tomoyo After~It's a wonderful life~, the Clannad arc where Tomoyo and Tomoya were a couple(A continual story about the arc is the last episode of season 1 Clannad). I went to download the game and realised its a hentai game only after looking at the first few scene. Luckily it was some obscene kissing scene and not some other things. I immediately uninstall and deleted it from my computer.

Anyway, the game has such an innocent cover:

Man I hope they could come out with an OVA about it or a all-age rating game on it, or even a manga. I might read it even though I don't really like to read mangas lol.

Practice practice again. Tomorrow is the practice again. Tsumaranai!(boring). The song that I would be practicing tomorrow is the song that I really really can't play! The notes are so hard to blow(for me), and its so tiring when ever I play that song. More ever what I heard was, we are supposed to memorize the scores. Bleh! Well I guess I'll stop here for now. I wonder if my friend is going to be online, so at least there is someone to play game or to talk to me lol. If not I get emo liao　T_T.バイ！

2009-03-20T12:53:00.002+08:00

Max comboxD done my me, recorded using fraps. But not very well done

Hehe bye again

2009-03-20T11:12:00.005+08:00

Hmm watching clannad makes me think a lot of things, and makes me emo! -_-. I guess Nagisa agreed to marry Tomoya. Well, otherwise no show to see anymore lol. Well I heard that Nagisa didn't died in the end according to the movie. Of course thats good! Then Tomoya won't be so lonley. Haha.

Anyway till episode 11, I feel that being accepted into a relationship and maintaining a relationship is 2 different thing. I guess even after marriage, it is another different problem again. Before episode 11, the couple were having problems in spending time with each other, and even once, when there was some event where Tomoya promised Nagisa to go with but work came up and he didn't really fufill the promise. He came late to meet Nagisa, and when he was there, the event was aready over. Nagisa was of course disappointed(In my opinion), but I guess she didn't mind cause she understands that he got work(although that event was something she looked forward to a lot). She still continues to go his house to cook for his breakfast and dinner before and after school.

Looking at this, I feel I'm very inferior to an animated character haha. I think in my previous relationship, many of those instances happened because we went to different places to study, and with my immature thoughts, I always can't understand. I guess I can't understand that, and that is why she didn't want me haha. I guess she did a right choice too, I'm not a good person anyway. Anyway from this, even if I liked someone, I won't even confess. It would just be deep in my heart. I believe I'm someone who can't bring happiness to anyone.

Hmm emo stuff again lol. Oh ya! I brought some stuff online. One single album and 3 packets of Japanese sweets(normal sweets not the traditional ones). Cost about 22 SGD in total. I'm spending money again-.-. I'm already very poor + I'm not working. Anyway, I love the sweet, it is a hard sweet with milk inside. I love milk xD. Ok no pictures for this post. Just words haha... Oh ya I got to phone a girl. Haha don't be mistaken, it is a relative of mine =p. バイ！

2009-03-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

Tsukareimashita!(tired) Just came back from my CO practice. Wow. Today's practice was really stress. The main committee were having meeting for a long long long time, and during the combined practice, my "support" was not there lol. Means I have to play alone-.-... Lucky someone agreed to play with my otherwise I'l really die@_@. The conductor was so scary just now too!

I've been sneaking into CO's people blog recently, and realise that a lot of them says this or something like this, "I hope that someone could come and see my performance". Well obviously it's a crush or something like that haha. Well I kind of feel jealous but not really a lot, just a little. For me, I just hope that I can keep a low tone, and scrape through the entire performance without causing any trouble to the entire orchestra. I'm really worried that my folly could affect the entire performance =(.

Pokey I brought in the morning was to waste-.-". I didn't got to eat, neither I'm able share with the person who helped me take care of my Dizi to eat lol! I'll eat with my sisters then, but it also means I need to wait till tomorrow because I already brushed my teeth. AND! I'M HUNGRY NOW =/.

Anyway, I'm really sleepy now even after bathing. It feels like that I could fall asleep right away when I lie on my bed. Hmm, I feel like ending the post here, but without picture or video, it is so plain! Let me get something..

The vocaloid Caramelldansen! In nendoroid form=p. I don't really know why I like to beautify my blog even though there is not much viewers. Anyway, the blog is for me to see muhaha... I like it this way. Ok I'll stop the post here. Tada~

2009-03-19T01:46:00.003+08:00

Look at the side panel. Hatsune Miku Clock haha.Click on her and she will tell you the time (In japanese though). Hmm I don't really know what to type in this post, just that I would like to type a entry before going to bed. Soda! I wanted to talk about Osu!

Well here is 1 video:

Hehe.. Aka Hinoha by Hatsune Miku again.

Well let me explain how the game is played. The game uses a combination of both keyboard & mouse (Well you can only use mouse to play, but it would be harder).

See those numbers? You got to press z/x or click when the enclosing circle reaches the circle, and they should be pressed/click in sequence. And as for sliders, you got to hold z/x or the click to drag till the end of the slider, and if there's a return sign at the end, you have to continue holding z/x or the click till the slider ends.

Kinda easy huh? Well Try it then you'll know. Anyway, the sequences that pops up are in sync with the song, which is the interesting part of the game. More ever, there are many many songs(jpop, english, anime, kpop etc.) that can be played from Osu!, well, if you are not satisfied with the amount of songs they have, you can even create your own beatmap (the songs used to play using osu!) with your own customized movements.

Well, if you happen to try it, msn me your nick when I'm online. I'll play with you(don't worry I'm very noob =p.)

Oh ya anyway the website is: http://osu.ppy.sh/

Don't worry, everything about Osu! is totally free=).

Change topic! I got the 2009 calender for clannad, although its in the softcopy form. I wanted to buy the actual calender online, but they got sold out really quickly, and they are quite costly. I guess printing them out would be good enough for me hehe. If anyone wants it, don't hesitate to ask me.

Oh ya. I just now spent a large amount of time trying to use a program to translate visual novels(in japanese to english). Well, kind of a success, but I don't really count it very successful as the translation to english isn't that well. I cant understand some parts lol. Anyway visual novels are mostly eroge so I guess I won't be reading much visual novels. It takes too much time and patiences anyway.

Well, it is 2 am when I typed till here according the the Miku's clock=p. I guess I'll sleep now to prepare myself for tomorrow's CO practice(lol, the way I phrase seems that the practices were very though. Not really actually! Hehe). Dewa oyasumi!

2009-03-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yay I've got the supercell album=p..

Ok here is one of my favourite Hatsune Miku song. Red leaf(Aka Hinoha)

Ahh SOB SOB. After watching clannad ~After story~ episode 9 I feel so sad lol! Nagisa is sick and tomoya is very worried for her=(. Hmm.. then they show some flashback of the happy things they did in the past. Tomoya has to graduate without Nagisa because Nagisa has to repeat another year due to her sickness. It gives me a feeling that Nagisa is going to die anytime like that-_-. And their love relationship is quite remarkable. I'm jealous@_@. I think I shall stop clannad for tonight, later can't sleep. Bye!~

2009-03-17T17:39:00.009+08:00

Good morning *Yawns* (just woke up from my peaceful slumber)

I found this off while searching for anime:

(Click to view the stuff inside)

This is the list of anime airing in spring 2009. Seems that there are some nice anime next month ^_^. The one I'm anticipating is Spice and Wolf II. Can't wait for April wooots.. But that would also be the month where I'll take my driving lessons and exams, as well as training in Jurong Island HAIZ. So far!! Stupid Jurong island.

Oh due to my ultimate free time, I went to search for Hatsune Miku's songs after listening to one in OSU which I like it a lot. I manage to get hold of 3 album on her.

The 3 album I've got is:

Re:package

Doujin style

1st song album

They are arranged according to their release dates. The lastest I have is re:package.

Lol... Many may not know, Hatsune Miku is a vocaloid. Vocaloid is a program that stimulates voice to sing. Hatsune Miku was a virtual singing idol to many people.

According to http://www.sankakucomplex.com/2009/03/06/hatsune-miku-tops-album-sales-charts/:

Virtual idol Hatsune Miku has finally secured her rightful position near the top of Japan’s national music sales charts, coming in at number 2 on the daily album sales charts thanks to the efforts of group/circle Supercell.

Supercell’s debut album “Supercell”, containing classics like “World is Mine”, “Melt, and “Black Rock Shooter” (below), sold 20,000 copies on the day of its release, triumphantly seizing second place in the best performance yet by a Vocaloid in the traditional music markets (as opposed to their undisputed dominance over Nico and the like).

Their fame is chiefly based on freely distributing their music videos/songs on Nico and YouTube, as well as providing mp3s, demonstrating the effectiveness of a new model of music promotion.

Bleh I don't have the Supercell album. Anyway amazing huh... The power of a virtual idol @_@. In fact, everyone can have this program(it is commercialised). I have the vocaloid 2 program of Hatsune Miku on my computer, but I don't really know how to use it lol.

Because of this, I added on the an nendoriod figure of Hatsune Miku(Chibi-like figure) on my wishlist. I'm still considering if I should get it or not. I wanted Horo from spice and wolf, but seems that the online shop that I usually goes to is out of stock, and the one from another online shop is overly expensive. I wondering which should I get. I don't mind buying nagi too=X.

I think I'll end the post here. I'll post some Miku's song on my next post=). cya!

2009-03-16T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yet another anime completed haha... This time is spice and wolf.

Previously I said the drawings ere dull. Yea the drawing is still dull, but the anime is nice! No wonder there so many viewers for that anime. Anyway, this time there is not much song to hear to post as the I don't really like the songs for this anime. Haha.. Similar to kannagi, this anime is about romance between a human and a wolf(some special wolf or god). And the wolf is so cute=X... I won't say much about this anime because it would be a spoiler as it is just a series of 12 episodes only. Watch it yourself. I recommend this anime=p. One of my favourites.

Oh ya and second season is coming out on July. So long later-_-. Can't wait for it to be aired. I think there is a game on it on DS. DAMMIT! If I could read japanese, I could have played a lot of anime japanese games arghh...

Come to think of it, I've been pondering what kinds of girls I prefer. Well, sometimes people asks me, I can't answer them lol. I guess I prefer girls that are short? Like Horo; at the start of the post, Shana, and Chaos head's Rimi and Nanami. Well I guess I'm a shortacon(<- Does it word exist? o.o). In fact, my first crush in Secondary School was a very very short person.(I think shortest girl in class rofl).

Hmm.. So I guess, the next anime I'm going to watch is Clannad~After story~. My CCA friends spoiled the anime to me that Nagisa didn't die. BLEH! I wanted to find it out myself, why did he do that T_T.

About 3 more hours to CCA practice again. This time, I feel very very reluctant to attend. I don't know why though. Oh ya my emo relapse is here again-_-. Everytime when holidays sets in, I feel very emo. Don't really know why. The previous holiday, I was so emo that I didn't attend CO for sometime and I even quitted my DRP cause of that. It was really a mental torture. Even when school reopens, for 1 whole week, I avoided everyone in class lol.. There is this thought that comes to me," I feel at ease being alone as there is no one to account for". This thought strike me again recently, and I'm trying to drown myself in anime or else I would really go beserk again. I should wear a mask when I go out=X.

Anyway, I'm SOOOOOOOOO sleepy even after sleeping from 2 am to 11pm. That is about 9 hours. LOL.. Anyway I'm always sleepy-_-. Sore de, boku wa ima nap o shimasu.(I'm going to take a nap now). Ja mata kondo.

2009-03-15T15:14:00.001+08:00

OH YES!! I managed to made the area for entry post bigger using photoshop lol!!... Due to my lousy skills, it took about 2 hours-_-.. I have to edit 2 pictures to make them tally each other.. Well... Bye again=X

2009-03-15T13:20:00.005+08:00

Hehe... Another anime completed! Kannagi~

Hmm... There's not much stuff in this anime as compare to those romance anime that I've watched, but this anime is not bad at all. Well, theres not much to say about this anime, you should watch it yourself to know it=p. Anyway, I'm statsified with the ending haha=p. Hey the songs of this anime is quite cool. The OP is catchy, while the ED is kind of like.. quiet type... Both were sang by Haruka Tomatsu. I did a little read up on her, and found out that she was born in 1990. OMG A SEIYUU AT MY AGE! Unbelievable lol..

Anyway here:

Kannagi OP: Motto Hade ni ne

Kannagi ED: Musuhi no toki

Well here is my current stats:

Total episode watched: 2,236

Click this to see my list of watched anime: http://www.anime-planet.com/users/FlameLyrical/anime/watched.

I guess, the next anime I'm gonna watch is.. Lets see.. either Clannad AS or Spice & wolf(this anime drawing looks dull, but it seems there are a lot of viewers). Well, cya!~

2009-03-14T01:14:00.013+08:00

I decided to start up my blog again as I couldn't really find a place to type out(or let out) my feelings on. Haha.

Welcome the 2 girls on the top; Nagisa & Tomoyo =). Yup, my new blog is the clannad theme. Well, I initially wanted to find a Chaos; Head theme, I can't find it in blogskins, so I took the clannad theme. I added clannad songs too on the left, take a look. And... I love KEY animes, which are always so meaningful. If anyone think the theme very girlish, I think I might change it haha. I haven't really thought of what to write on my personal information, I'll fill that up when I thought of them.

Oh ya, talking about chaos; head, I finished that anime in 2 days, and WOW. Its a cool anime which relates magic and science together. Lol. Quite realistic. If someone is able to edit the electrical impulse of our brain, something out of nothing may appear due to the edited images in our brain. I think its quite true. Haha..

Well, I read an article once which said that, humans were able to fly once upon a time. We are unable to fly now due to the psychological barrier in everyones head that tells them human can't fly. If its true, magic can happen like magic =O. Anyway, let me post the opening and the ending song of Chaos; head to mark the reopening of my blog=).

Chaos; Head OP: F.D.D. - Itou Kanako

Chaos; Head ED: Super Special - Seira Kagami

Ops, the videos are a bit too long for the theme. Haha Oh well.. Doesn't matter.

Haha I'm going to *poof* off now. There's CO practice tomorrow again, I feeling both happy and bored whenever I attend practices lol... Anyway... バイバイ！<--- This is read as BaiBai (byebye)

2008-09-09T16:25:00.002+08:00

Bleh... I went to school for crystal growing today, and thought that there would be CO practice later on. Upon smsing my friend, he said that today's practice was cancelled. I was both happy actually. This means that I can go home early and do my stuff bwhahah...

I just watched finish an anime called "Ef: A Tale of Memories."

Kei (bottom-left), Miyako (top-left), Yuko (center-left), Yu (center-right), Chihiro (top-right), and Mizuki (bottom-right).

It was an heartfelt anime. Although there were some parts of the anime which I didn't really like haha... I've learnt some Jap cultures and languages in this anime too.

(願い-negai which means wish, 事実-jijitsu which means truth, 空- which means sky can't remember all), and something which I don't really want to forget is that, it's a tradition to write 人 on one's hand and eat it to clam a nervous person. Well... it's something new that I had never heard before in classes or other anime haha...

There was this girl named Chihiro whom have a brain defect and can only remember things for 13 時間. She has to keep a diary to to remind her "tomorrow self" about what is her today. Which I think was quite sad. Hey come to think of it, I probably have a memory detect too haha!! I always forget things easily, but of course not as horrible as 13 時間. Probably mine is a year, before I forgot how things feel like and experiences I had faced before. Well, I've just realize this only haha.. I wonder do everyone has this problem too? Anyway I also have trouble remembering stories of anime. Though I've watched 30+ anime series, I cannot remember every single anime's story and their characters name. Probably I can't remember every single anime's character names, which is kind of disheartening. Oh well.

Miyako Miyamura, another character which I kind of like. She has that kind of personality that she forces herself to be happy when she actually had a sad background. This makes her closed to the outside world. I feel I'm kind of in the same situation, with no sad background but a disappointing life. Anyway, she has that kind of cheerful character which I kind of like, but she cannot beat my fav character from Da capo, NEMU=X...

Well, this are the 2 characters which caught my attention from the anime, other than that, the other characters are mostly side-characters. Hehe... Now I don't really know what to do... Oh ya this is another thing I want to record it now.

Right now, I feel like quitting my DRP as I think I cannot work well, and at the same time, I want to rest for the holidays, I don't really know if I should do that as the supervisor was one of my teachers whom teaches me. SIGH... What should I do... Hope someone can tell me. =/.. Well.. I think I'll stop here for today.

さよなら blog=p..

2008-09-08T15:23:00.002+08:00

Wah... it's really a long long long time when I ever made blog entry... Well one reason is because I decided not to share my happiness, thoughts, sadness, or any other things with any other one. I've no idea why when I decided to do this haha... Just happened that today, I wanted to type an entry before going to CO.

Recently, I have thought about myself thoroughly, that what ever I do, it feels that it has to be accountable to someone. Take for example, yesterday, when I was playing a game of DotA with one of my friends which I had never played DotA before. A thought strike me was, "I've to play well so as not to disapoint my friend". It really gives me some stress. Why do I have to be accountable to him? I should do what I can and not be accountable to anyone. But seems that this mindset cannot be easily changed.

Another thing is that, people who don't know me may always feel that i'm boasting about things which I don't intented(I'm not sure if people thinks this about me), those boasting were not serious. As in it's my way of joking, a way of communication as a friend, which probably many people do not like. Well actually this is not me, I just want someone to listen to my thoughts that is why I did that. In my mind, there's a psychological barrier that I tried very hard to destory. The barrier causes me to think that no matter what I do, or what I know, I'm always inferior to anyone. Haha... Weird huh...

With all these, sometimes I feel that being alone feels more carefree where I've no one to be accounted for and no one there to make me feel inferior. This is probably the reason why I'm shutting myself off my friends in school. In actual, no one really knows my character (probably my family only, and some friends may know a little). The "me" at home is the real me, which is a total opposite of the "me" when I'm outside. I have no idea why I change when I go out. Sometimes, there's a feeling that when I'm outside, eyes are staring at me, which feel like they are laughing at me =/... Oh well...

Just to end this post, I'll update the anime list here:

Nanatsuiro Drops
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha A's
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha Strikers
Shakugan no Shana
Elemental Gelade
Night Wizard The Animation
Chrono Crusade
Ragnarok The Animation
Inuyasha
Fate/stay night
Kami-chama Karin
Pita Ten
Kamisama Kazuko
Da Capo
Da Capo S2
Da Capo II
shakugan no shana second
Haruhi Suzumiya
rental Magica
Kaze no stigma
Maburaho
karin
Prism Ark
vampire knight
Shingetsutan Tsukihime
Shounen Onmyouji
Druaga no To The Aegis of Uruk
Da Capo II Second Season
La Corda d'Oro
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV

がっこえいきます、じゃまたこんど。

2008-07-13T15:18:00.004+08:00

Money makes the world go round; Money cannot buy everything.

Well these 2 phrases are well-known to many people. At the same time, they are both contradict with each other. So which is right one? I do have an absolute answer. "Money makes the world go round", this phrase is usually used by people who do not have great fortune, or they might be even suffering from being poor. But what makes them say it? Having no money, means that they cannot afford housing, meals etc etc, being in this situation, who won't say money is important? On the other hand, "money cannot buy everything" is usually said by people who possesses higher financial background. Why? Because they can buy almost everything under the sun, except kinship, friendship etc etc. From my POV on these 2, it seems that I'm favouring "Money cannot buy everything". Well, it's not true, for example, a poor family works hard together to earn income for the whole household, in other words they kinship between each other is much stronger as compared to a rich family where everyone in the family wants to inherit the family fortune, causing conflict in family members. Therefore, these 2 phrase in my POV are not wrong, but used in different situation. People thinks that "Money makes the world go round" because they already possess one of the most important value in life which is relationships with people, while "Money cannot buy anything" are people who is able to have everything that has money-valve in it, but they do not have good relationship between people.

Woooots.. I'm so lame.. hahas... These 2 phrases just suddenly came to my mind and I wanted to say something about it. It's just my POV which I trust it, and you don't have to follow it=p. Hmm, this time I've decided to blog entry because of an angry DotA match just now which really flares me up. Typing entries can really calm my nerves hehe.

Hey guess what, I've brought a new Dizi, it's call Qudi on G major. It's relatively very small as compared to my Bangdi on D major, and it soooooo cute muhahaha... Small, light and it allows easy blowing of sweet high pitch sounds which I think was quite nice, and more ever, I'm able to use the normal fingering of notes as my bangdi on my qudi when I'm playing G major scores. Well I've to learn the switching fingering sooner or later though.

Last friday, my friends and I went back to the PA lab(I think it's the name of the lab) to check the crystal we tried to grow last last friday, and to my disappointment, nothing is grown-_-... I guess it's because the solution is not saturated enough to allow crystal forming. Oh ya! In this growing competition thingy, I have a friend from my CCA who also grows it. She went yesterday to the same lab and got scolded by her partner for... I don't really know whats the reason. I was really shocked. As a partner, they should work together right? But.. oh well nvm... Anyway, I went off half way because I've a lunch appointment with a K2 friend. My classmates were kind so they allowed me to go without scolding me=X, well, it's not like I did not do anything either, so I guess it was reasonable to let me go =/.

Backtrack time abit to last sunday, where one of my good friend and I went to cosfest 2008. It was soooo cool. Those cosplayers clothes were excellent in my opinion. My friend went to take quite a number of photos while I did not (Because I no camera-_-). I will post some here when he passes me the picture he took during the cosplay. At this place, there were quite a number of talented people who possess professional manga/anime character drawing skills. I was like O_O... I can never do those, at least not in this life, it was so fantastic. There one this girl, who drew a picture using drawing pens, although the drawing process is slow, she drew out a picture which seemed as if it was printed from a computer, professional indeed! I'll be glad just to have half.. no a quarter her skills hahas...

たいへん! It's already approaching 4pm and I've not completed my homework. I got bored of it actually, after spending 2 hours on 4 questions where I'm only able to do 2. I guess it's time to take a nice nap now before I continue my homework... or not... Haha.. Well, I'm very lazy when it comes to work. Probably I'll do half? To show some sincerity to my teacher LOL!! Well, I'll think about it later. So... じゃな!

2008-06-29T14:14:00.003+08:00

こんいちは！

Just changed my blog's song to Walking Proud by Ayumi Hamasaki. The song starts quite non-very-nice in my opinion, but as it goes to the chrous of the song, the rest of it was nice. I don't really understand the song though, but it was sang beautifully=p. Songs are meant to be felt, not understand=p. If a composer is good, feeling towards the song will be equivalent to the meaning of the song! Thats what I think~

Arghh.. Life is so boring!!! Till now, I've really nothing to be focus on. Not on my studies, nor my games and animes. I really wonder how those academic-inclined people in my cohort are able to devote so much of their time to studying when I can't! My mind is always changing, like the wind, one minute I'm determine to do this, and another minute I'm determine to do another thing. I wonder if it's a good thing or a bad thing hmm.. I guess it should be bad? Since I can never have a distinct thing of what I want to do in life. My mind is so easily influenced with the surroundings. Once there's a change in surroundings, my mindset changes very quickly and so does part of my previous personaility. Even by watching anime, it can also change my mind's direction in life, at the same time, if I watch another anime, it changes again. Sobz... I really want to have something in life that I am able to look forward for. Actually, I wanted to master my Japanese Language and Culture, but without any friends(actually there is, but he is preparing for his o levels now) who can accompany on this journey, I don't really have the motivation. I occassionally read online Japanese lessons, but don't really understand them. I'm a person whereby someone has to explain explanations to me, otherwise I won't be able to understand it. Sigh... I'm really very aimless in life now-_-. What can I do? What can I look forward for? I don't really know. Anyway by rumour, the world is going to end on year 2012 21st dec o.o"... I read something about it when I'm surfing the web, there's this guy who said that there were 7 reasons for the world end. He also said something like Earth would be brought to a new era, but not the end. Thinking about this, in 4 years time, what am I doing? I'll be out from NS right? And the world at that time? Which means I've to treasure every second now? Hmm, I've thought of it, but it seems that I'm still wasting every second of my life as I've no aim in life. I've also thought that if I'm going to die the next day, what would I want to do the most. My answer is: "nothing". Well I really envy those people who have goals in life. As for people like me, even if there's a great reward for doing something(Eg. get good results, and parents get me something), I don't really care. Maybe this is a phenomenon is called "lazy" or something else which I don't know. Sometimes, I want to tell these to someone who is very very close to me(besides my parents). But I can't find any till now. When ever I attempted to do so(of course not to everyone I knew), the other person will always answer me with a "I'm not interested" kind of response. That is why, I decided to talk to my computer by typing this entry =/. Actually, I realised that I'm not the same person as I am during my secondary school days. During my secondary school days, I can make friends really easily whether it be online or school friends. But now, I've trouble doing them. There was once where I was told by one of my old friend that I was very sociable when he started to knew me. I guess, that was in the past and not now. But why I can do it in the past, but not now? Hmm maybe it's because a change of surrounding again which makes me think so? Well, I don't really know.

Oh ya... Occasionally, I thought of having a Japanese friend/pen pal. But I don't know how. Oh well... I wonder if anyone who reads my blog can tell me how can I make a friend like this? I've only made a very good friend/pen pal whom was from Malaysia. I think I know him for 5 years now, although we rarely talk now adays. Making friends from Malaysia is way easier than making one from Japan! It's like near-to-impossible to make a friend in Japan, and more ever, I'm not Japan-culture-inclined, even if I'm able to make friend who is a Japanese, it don't mean that I'm able to last the friendship as I may do stuff that they are not happy about(To me, Japanese has alot of sensitive practices). I've thought about going to Japanese game servers to make friends, but... I can't read Japanese YET... So this option is out, which leaves me with no other option T_T...

I think I'm going to end this blog entry with a list of anime that I've watched so far.

Gundam Seed
Gundam Seed Destiny
Nanatsuiro Drops
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha A's
Mahou shoujo lyrical nanoha Strikers
Shakugan no Shana
Shakugan no Shana Second
Elemental Gelade
Night Wizard The Animation
Chrono Crusade
Ragnarok The Animation
Inuyasha
Fate/stay night
Kami-chama Karin
Pita Ten
Kamisama Kazuko
Da Capo
Da Capo S2
Da Capo II
Haruhi Suzumiya
Rental Magica
Kaze no stigma

On-going:

Bleach
Naruto
D. gray man

I wonder if I've missed anything out, because I didn't make a record in the past when I started watching anime. I also did not include in this list the anime movies that I watched, as I can't really remember them. I also watched OVAs before but I can't remember what I've watch. Haha. So from this list, it shows that I'm a failure in watching anime as I've watch so littttttle titles. Well the list is going to be updated in the days to come I guess. Time to sign out from here. じゃまた!

2008-06-14T12:07:00.003+08:00

Bleh... Some1 tagged me into this game-_-.. Ok here it is

Rules

1:The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2:Each player answers questions about themselves
3: The player tags 3 people. Post their names. Goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to join the game and read ur blog:p

I'm gonna break the rules by not following the 3rd 1 hehe.. Rules are meant to be broken lolx.

Starting time: 12.09PM

Name: Magnus/FlameLyrical/Kenneth Oo.. Which one?

Sisters: 2Brothers:0

Shoe size: 9 - 11 depends on shoe cutting

Height: 1.65m =( short

Where do you live?
On a small island on earth

Favourite drink?
Milk, Milo, Teh Talik, Lemon Tea

Favourite Breakfast?
No preferance I guess

Have you ever been on a plane?
Yes

Have you ever swam in the ocean?
Yes

Fallen asleep in school?
Yes and always lolx

Fell off your chair?
No

Sat by the phone all night for a person to call?
Not really

Saved e-mails?
Yes, those interesting ones

What is your room like?
hmm can't describe-.-. A computer, a tv and a bed? lolx

What's right beside you?
My bed is beside me=D.

What's the last thing you ate?
Digestive biscuits

Ever had chicken pox?
Never

Sore throat?
Yes, but rarely

Stitches?
Nope, but a operation due to a fracture on my left arm when I was k2

Broken nose?
No

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Totally not

Do you like picnics?
Well it depends on situation and who I'm going picnic with.

Who were/was the last person you danced with?
I dance with too many people can't remember(audition=p)

Last made you smile?
Eh.. can't really remember, I think is my trip to Desaru?

You last yelled at
Sis who blames me for not charging the psp when we are in Desaru

Today you did..
Played maple, going out for dinner now.

Have you ever.. kissed anyone?
Yes of course. My parents, my miao.

Get sick?
Much less frequent now as compared in the past

Miss someone?
Not at the moment

Eat?
Who doesn't eats? O.o

Best feeling in the world.
Being in love

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yea, they are given by my miao and I treasure them alot.

What is under your bed?
My grandparents' pillow

Who do you really hate?
Hate... Not really anyone. But if you say about dislike, there's too many

What is the time now?
6.38pm (I saved this post as a draft and continued later on haha)

Random. Is there a person on your mind now?
Maybe yes maybe no. I don't knowT_T

Do you have any siblings?
Yes. 2 sister who is always fighting with each other

Do you want children?
Err... After marriage then say ba.

Do you smile often?
Yes! But most smile doesn't meant that I'm happy

Do you like your handwritting?
No, it sucks.

Are your toe nails painted?
I don't put nail polish!

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
Hmm any family members' bed

What colour shirt are you wearing now?
White

What were you doing at 7;00pm yesterday?
Playing Audition

When did you last cry?
Can't remember

Are you a friendly person?
Nope I don't think I am haha...

Do you have any pets?
In the past when I was very young yes.. Now no..

Where is the person who you have feelings for right now?
At home studying? I guess...

Did the last person who you held hands with mean anitink to you now?
Yes, of course

Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yes, but very very very rare.

What are you doing right now?
This and listening to music.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
YES! Once in my entire life only lol... Want to know when? Msn me haha=X

Can you handle the truth?
Depends on what truth, good or bad.

Are you too forgiving?
Not to everyone. But I tend to forget easily.

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Mother

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Can't remember when I last cried

How many people can you say you really loved?
Huh? Meaning? How many people I loved? My family?

Do you eat healthy?
Well, guess no =/.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yup.

If you are having a bad day who are you likely to go to?
I don't know. Don't really have someone to confine. Most probably that person would be Nicholas

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
Depends. Noisy if I'm with the group, quiet if I got outcasted.

Are you confident?
Never was.

5 things i was doing 10 years ago.
- Study
- Watch TV
- Sleep
- Go school
- Play toys

5 things on my to do list for today
- Watch anime
- Sms
- Games
- Sleep
- Eat

5 snacks i enjoy
- Potato Chips
- Salad
- Biscuits
- Sandwich
- Chocolate

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire.
- Visit the world!
- Give my parents my spouse a good life
- Owning an island
- Donations
- Expend my business(I should have a successful business if I were a billionaire)

5 of my bad habits
- Very lazy
- Addiction to computer (spoil eyesight)
- Addiction to Anime
- Don't trust other people
- Feel frustrated when people don't reply me when I expect a reply(Eg sms,msn)

5 places i have lived in
- Jurong East
- Simei
-Tanah Merah
-Boon Lay

5 jobs i have had
- Haven worked-.-

5 people i tag
-No one LOL!!! I don't really know who to tag

Well it's 1.19am now. I really took a long time to do this! Kiyo you better treat me to a meal! LOL... Finally done=p

2008-06-13T12:03:00.010+08:00

Hi! I'm back from Desaru. Ha... Actually I'm back on Wednesday, just that I'm too lazy to type a post about it. Lets see what did I do there... Visiting Ostrich farm, furit farm and a petting zoo( a very very small zoo), eating spree(Though I didn't really eat, it was my cousins who ate a lot-_-), swimming, volleyball, netball, pool, table tennis. Well... Not sure if I missed out anything though.

Well let me start talking about the Ostrich farm which we visited on the 2nd day. It was kind of a scary experience I guess as my cousins were like screaming away(not really screaming, don't really know what word to use=/). They let loose about 2 Ostrich from it's cage which are the very tamed ones. One of the 2 ostrich went around pecking(the pecking was painless btw) people who was in the farm tour. It was so funny. My cousins were afraid of it, that's why they keep screaming? lolx.. The farm tour was quite enriching. I've learned that Ostrich egg is so big that it's equivalent to 23 chicken eggs(If i remembered correctly=X). The egg is also very strong whereby it's able to withstand the weigh of on person standing on it at any angle(In normal eggs, due to a oval shape, usually the horizontal is very strong) which was really impressive! The person said that the Ostrich can produce alot of stuff like 2nd grade leather, food, ornament, skin care products etc. One Ostrich which is about 10 years old cost 25,000 rm. Gosh it's so expensive. On the way, they also had many other animal(mostly bird-type). Another interesting thing is that they fed the chicken with SAMBAL CHILLI! Preparing to cook it with sambal I guess haha. Anyway to sidetrack abit, the person who owns the farm is a Singaporean who craved a business in Malaysia and stayed there till today. After the tour around the farm, we ate Ostrich satay which I felt was a bit gross as one moment you see the live Ostrich walking around, next moment you are eating it's flesh. I didn't really enjoy that satay, but had to eat so as not to waste food. Well that concludes the Ostrich farm trip.

On the next day, we visited the petting zoo before going for lunch. There was not much stuff in this zoo, it's just like a normal pet shop which I think there's nothing interesting worth talking about. Oh ya! There's a joke on the naming of the animal in the zoo. In Chinese its called 火鸡, the people there directly convert the Chinese meaning into English which was fire chicken! When it's supposed to be turkey LOL!..

After lunch, we went to visit the fruit farm which I think it was the most interesting one ever since I came to Desaru. We started by paying the admission and sitting a van which brought us deeper into the farm. From there, there was this very educated botanist(not sure if it's the correct name for the profession) borough us around by foot to see many fruits. She told us so much information that I could not even digest-_-... Most things she tell are healthy information about fruits, uses of the fruits, growth pattern of the fruits, and how they grow fruits. There were so much information that ended up I forgot everything instead of remembering something =X. Well After that we went to a rest point where there were many Koi fishes. It was different from the ones which was in my school. The Koi fishes follows people when they approach near the pond! When one throws food to a location, all the Kois would rush towards it. The scene of it was fantastic! The Koi swimming in a orderly manner from far. I didn't had chance to take a picture of it as both my hands were stucked with fruit juice which my parents brought. The fruit juice has a weird taste which I didn't really like. After resting, we continued on the tour and ended up on a mini farm which was far more interesting as compared to the petting zoo. There were really alot of animals! Monkey, birds(including Orstrich), baby crocodile, owl (which I never seen one in my life), rabbits, etc. They placed a few small animals which we are able to touch and hold them on a table. They were so cute!

Here are some pictures of the animals on the table:

Didn't take much as my dad was taking photos using his camera. Look at the duck! It look like a soft toy:

Well after that we went back to the hotel, and I continued to play pool with my cousin till we are ready to go out and eat dinner.

Oh there's something which I think it was a unslightly scene.

Oil spills on the beach! Gosh. It's the first time in my life where I ever seen one. It was really horrible. Even taking water from the sea is a little black! Omg... The Malaysian government don't do anything about it. Zzzz....

Anyway, this is almost everything about my 4 day 3 night trip at Desaru. So I'm going to stop here today, and rush my projects! 3 projects! GOSH!! Ok gotta rush. じゃまた！

2008-06-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

Water treatment

Screening

Process of removing debris from water so that it would not clog up the water treatment processes later on.

Corse screen - Remove bigger debris from the water

Mirco screen - Remove smaller debris from water, it must be consitently washed with high pressure water to prevent it from clogging.

Coagulation / Flocculation

Colloids are particles which:

Big enough to scatter light(Contribute to turbidity)
Do not agglomerate
Cannot settle over a short period of time as they are very light
Large surface area in relation to mass

Coagulation:

Process of destabilizing the negative surface charge of the colloids, hence allowing them to agglomerate. This is done by addition of Alum, eg: Al2(SO)4. Inter-bridging positive charged polymers can also be added to enchance the formation of flocs. They cause colloids to come together and later, colloid-polymer can come together to form a bigger floc.

Flocculcation

A mechanical process which helps the formation for flocs

Sedimentation

A process where is separates suspended particles from the water such as flocs.
This is done by retaining the water in a clarifier for a period of time to allow the particles to settle to the bottom of the tank.

Sand filtration

This is a liquid-solid separation process where sand is used as the filter. It removes substances which do not settle during sedimentation, and at the same time, biofilm may be formed to allow futher removal of organic substances.

There are two types of sand filter, one is pressurised which is small and is used in small industries, and another uses gravity for the filteration process.

Activated Carbon

Removal of taste, odour etc..

Disinfection

It is done by ozonation, UV light disinfection or chlorination (sodium hyperchlorate).

Softening

To remove hardness caused by Divalent metallic ions.
Two types: Ion exchange, lime softening

Ion exchange

Resin beads with Cl- attached to the surface of it were used to remove hardness. The metallic ions has more affinity towards the surfaces of the resin bids, hence it replaces Cl- that is attached to the resin bead surface.

Process of using ion exchange bead

Operation
Backwash
Regeneration
Rinse

Operation is where by the beads are being used to remove hardness.
Backwash is used before regenerating the beads. It is to remove dirt and other particles that are trapped in between the resin beads.
Concentrated brine solution is used to regenerate the resin beads. It is usually added in excess
Rinse is to remove the excess brine solution from the resin before usage as it might affect the efficiency of hardness removal. (Carried out in two stages, a slow rinsing followed by a fast rinising).

Done. Topic one! haha. But I still have to read all my tutorials and do my BB practice<_< Gosh. Incase I forgot

THINGS TO REMEMBER: Do BBP1 & 2, read tutorials, figure out the 3 equations of alkanility.

Time to play dota woots.. See ya=p

2008-05-31T22:00:00.002+08:00

Slacking~ lalala~~~, few more hours to term test and I'm slacking. GGNESS. I'm gonna flunk. I'm so distracted that I can't concentrate on my studies. But come to think of it, distracted by what? I've no idea. Actually, I'm in "holiday mood" now, and of course with this, I don't have the mood to study. Ha Ha Ha...

What should I do to savage myself from this situation? Need some pros to help me! =/ Maybe I should spend my time to type what I had revise here? Haha. It could really force me to study as I prefer typing stuff rather than writting=X. Hmm those who not interested in my subject-based content, you can stop reading here. So... BYE! hahas...

Here I go:

Enviromental Technology - Topic 1 (Water quality and water treatment)

Physical Parameters

Solid contents
Turbidity
Colour
Odour
Taste
Temperature

1. Soild contents

Well. Nothing much. It means solid content in the water consist of TSS(total suspended solid), TDS(Total dissolved solid), TS(Total solid).

Units: mg/L

2. Turbidity

Turbidity is the measurement of cloudiness in the water. Cloudiness is caused by TSS where the particles are big enough to scatter light.

Cloudiness in water affects aquatic life as it blocks out light to don't allow aquatic plants to photosynthise. This reduces the DO in the water, hence fishes may not have enough DO.

Cloudiness also affects water treatment process such as UV disinfection.

Unit: NTU (Nephelometric Turbidity Unit)= FTU (Formanzine Turbidity Unit)

3. Colour

Colour is caused by dyes, humic substances, dissolved minerals, microogranism.

Colour causes the water's aesthetic to be decreased, affects aquatic life, more expensive in water treatment.

Colour of the water is measured using a water sample comparing with colour comparasion tubes which is prepared using 0 to 70 mg/L of Pt-Co.

4. Odour

It is caused by organic and inorganic chemicals, and also decaying organic matter.

Odour is measured by dilution of odour-free water till the smell is preceptible. The results is expressed in terms of ratio.

5. Taste

It is caused by decaying mircoorganisms and high concentration of CCM (Cl-, Ca2+, Mg 2+).

Similar to odour, it is measured by dilition of taste-free water till the taste is preceptible, the results is expressed in terms of ratio.

6. Temperature

High temperature may cause:

The DO in water to decrease and DO solubility decreases with increasing temperature, this may affect marine life
Affects metabolism of mircobes. Mircobes used in water treatment may not be able to function well as high temperature affects their metabolism.
Affects solubility, some mineral salt's solubility decrease with higher temperature, this may cause scaling to piping. Heavy metals' solubility may increase, and the water may carry high concentration of heavy metal.
The above 3 affects water treatment process as the mircobes that are used do not have sufficient DO, affected metabolism, and heavy metal is able to kill the mircobes used in water treatment processes.

Phew the physical parameters is done. The chemical properties is a headache-_-... Oh well... I think I'll go play audi now, then later continue with my chemical paremeters for water quality.

2008-05-21T07:36:00.005+08:00

Yup it's Ragnarok Online 2 . Hehe. I just mananged to played it not long ago although it's not the ogrinal server. Kro2 and Ro2SEA official severs are not even launched yet and people had already came out with a server stimulator for this game. I've been waiting since sec 2 for this game to be out and it's still not out yet-_-. Oh well, one draw back in stopping me for "chiong" this game was that it's just a private server. I worry that one day it might get wiped out or something. Anyway, there is a short demo of me in RO2:

Hmm anyone interested in playing too? Because I'm alone there<_< http://www.euphro2.com/forum/ I think it's better if you enter this site using firefox as I think IE may be a little slow.

Hmm time to prepare for school. BYE!!!!

2008-05-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm time to type a short post before I take my afternoon nap=p

Gosh I got 3 tests next week, and I have studied any of them, more ever, on monday, there's x2 exp which I'm going to train my maple character. I didn't have time to study yesterday as I went out with my friends haha. I guess I should study abit later before being hooked to my computer again=X.

Well, it's really a very short post huh? hehe... Time to nap. nightz!!

2008-05-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Today during the UO1 lecture, the course manager gave out like a "award" to those who are enlisted in the director's list. Sadly, I was not inside haha... Didn't expect to be inside too, since secondary school, I've not been receiving any award, so, this time it should not be an exception=p(I got a bit disappointed when the thing they gave out was just a piece of letter-like paper-.-). Oh ya for those who don't know what is director's list, it's a title that the top 10 % of the cohort are awarded with.

Actually, I wanted to a round of dota, but it seems that i got into 3 games which was really screwed with leavers and D/c-ers. I got really bored and so decided to type a blog entry haha. Hmm.. I just got back my N73 phone from the service centre yesterday. To my disappointment, they only upgraded the firmware. I thought they would change the motherboard or something so I can have this "brand new" feel to my phone. Haha. But nevertheless, I really like my current phone. It really have lots of functions although it lags sometimes. Because of the firmware upgrade of my phone, all my previous exisiting smses in my phone were deleted, and happened so that one of the sms inside was quite important to me. It was one sms that my ex has sent me. Don't ask me what is the content as I totally forget about it. Although I still remember the aim of that sms. It just feels kind of sad haha... Anyway, I just installed something that allow me to type Japanese on my phone! It was totally so cool. I wanted to help my friend too so we can communicate in Japanese, but too bad, this phone was not compatitable with the software that I'm using now. Cant receive Japanese sms. ぜんねんですよ！Hmm, if anyone knows how to enable Japanese input on Nokia 6280 or 6288, please tell me! I'll be really thankful.

Talking about Japanese, there was one time in my class where there's a practice between students. The sensei will pick one student to post a Japanese question, and the other student is supposed to answer in Japanese. Luckily/unluckily(see how you wan to intepret it), one student of my class was called to post a question to me. I wasn't prepared. I was staring at the Student Handbook looking for new vocabulary that I had not seen before. This is what the student was asking me シンガポルじんですか？(Are you singaporean?) I answered: いいえ、シンガポルじんじゃありません。(I'm not singaporean). OMG!! I was seriously not thinking LOL. I felt dumb at that time, but... Oh well.. It's over, many may think I'm not singaporean. たいへんですよ！haha..

Oops! Did I said anything about my Guzheng audition last Thursday? I guess I did not huh? Hmm, that day was supposed to be an ordinary 笛子 sectional session, and it was so concidence that the Guzheng audition was also held on this day. I initially wanted to listen to those Guzheng players, to see how good am I among those Guzheng players(Which I think I'm bad), but too bad, the audition venue was only opened to those auditioners and the main community, as well as a TP alumni whom was a Guzheng pro(judge). Later on, while I was practicing my 笛子, my friend(senior) called me to go for the audition too. I was like shocked. OMG ask me to audition when I'm not mentally prepared? Well, I did screwed up in that audition haha. I was really nervous lolx. But it doesn't matter even I'm not choosen as I still got my 笛子 =p. So, it was still quite relieving haha.

Oh before I forgot, I was also chosen for a National compeition which is about Crystal Growing. Not really sure what was it about. I've not read anything nor research anything about it which I was supposed to(Of course I will read and research sometime). I hope I won't cause any disgrace to my course as my lecturer says that my course is famous for winning awards, which is kind of stress to me haha.

Well, I think I shall stop here for now. Thanks for reading! =D... See ya all じゃまたこんど！

2008-05-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!! It been nearly 2months when I ever updated my blog -_-", well guess now no one's following it anymore haha.. I got tired of playing maple, and so, I decided that I shall use the remaining time before bed time to post an blog entry.

Well, I "MIA" not because I'm busy or whatsoever, it's because of these 2 reasons:

Firstly: I'm too lazy to type an entry,
Secondly: There are alot of things happening, and something made me not to post in my blog to tell everyone about it.

Well so now you know why I didn't type a blog entry for a long long time=p.

Last week's Wednesday and Friday, I performed in the CCA recruitment drive in my school's Chinese Orchestra. It was my first time playing Guzheng in Chinese Orchestra, and I was not familiar when I first started, stuff like, when to come into the song, when to go out of the song etc etc. I was only given 2 days of practice, and more ever, I was required to play in F and G Major when I have no experience in it at all in my entire life. Well, after those 2 days of practice, I at least manage to catch up with the rest. During those 2 days, I was really stressed up, there were like no one to really encourage me. It was really a horrible feeling. Well, but all ends up well. My secondary school teacher once said to me," You work very well under stress". Guess she's right haha. But, in everything there is always a cause and an effect. I may be able to work under stress, but in turn, there would be something else. ( I won't say what though)

Oh ya! DRP in holidays! I haven't said anything about it yet. Remembered I said I was in some DRP thingy on my previous post? Because of it, I didn't really had my holidays-_-". Everyday was school school school. Arghh... My 6 weeks holiday was passed like this. Its like so saddening! T_T...

Talking about school, this year's intake has increased significantly as compared to last year, which caused me to miss my morning bus frequently! OMG! I was at the bus stop 45mins earlier and I was late for school because I couldn't get on 3 buses! The crowd was so overwhelming! Gosh I really hate this, what if I'm hate for tutorials and lectures which happens to have a pop quiz??? I'M DEAD T_T...(well not for now).

Hey sorry for my "messily" structured blog. Haha.. It's not in chronological nor in topical order, I just randomly type<_<.

Ok next, let me talk about my maple progress. Oh yes!!! I'm finally level 133 today! Woots! But I don't really have the "chionging-mood" to level my character, this is because I couldn't get my Sharp Eyes Book 2! It's so sad... I've been hunting for 1 week + already using twin coupon and also during x2 time slots. Bleh... I'm going to vomit blood... I guess there's still 13 more days before my twin coupon expires. Wish me luck! =X...

Now, back to my school life=X... This week's Tuesday, I went as usual for my school's Japanese Tutorial, and thought that I would be alone again as I was really sitting at one corner. Happens so that there's a group of people who came to my row of desks and sat there. I was happy for a moment, at least I won't feel really outcast. Other then this, there was something funny happened during the lesson. There was an activity time whereby student but go around asking for other people's name using Japanese. There was this guy(same diploma and year as me) came and like ask for the girl whom was sitting beside me. After asking, he suddenly like "act pro" and start teaching the girl like a teacher when she didn't ask anything to me taught, and after he left, the girl turn to me and say," He very show-off leh". I was like LOL... I think he wanted to give a signal to her that he was smart, and trying to catch her attention? No idea... I feel that he is just too............ thick-skinned.

Hmm.. I guess I can't really think of what stuff I could write about now, I shall end off talking about myself. In this period of time where I didn't blog, I think I changed alot. I started to feel the whole world is against me, and I didn't dare to voice out my ideas and such. I feel that I'm really rejected from the society. My friends won't very friendly to me either. If they had they chance, I think they would rather mix about with themselves leaving me out. Well, despite all these, I still act blur. Haha... No one till now really have a common interest as me or probably an equivalent type of thought. I'm also very shy and don't really dare to talk to new faces and to make friends with them. Sigh... I really feel I'm such a faiure... Oh well...

So... It's time to sleep now! 11.58pm! Gotta squeeze in the bus again tomorrow. T_T... Nightz! おやすみなさい！

2008-03-27T10:43:00.003+08:00

lols~ It has been a really really really long time since. I ever wrote a post. Kinda of busy at my DRP and training my maple, and now, I'm on my way to get my zakum helment=D.

Anyway, let me start talking about my DRP, even since I started, I've been researching, reading alot of stuff which was very boring-.-, and now finally, I got do do experiment. The experiments were different from those normal experiment that I usually done in class. The experiments I did last for hours! There were like almost 4~5hours of waiting time where I had nothing to do at all. kinda boring though lol, but I was able to used those cool equipments which cannot be used during normal lab sessions(at least for now). Hehe, overall, although it was tiring and boring, I feel DRP is a good way to increase my knowledge. So, I'm still quite satisfied with it. Oh ya, come to think of it, there was one day when I need to go school for an experiment. One lecturer approach me and my friends to join some entrepreneur forum. My two friend had reasons for not going and left me which I got forced to enter-.-. I'm really dammmm unwilling... Sigh.... Oh well, its's only 2hours so might as well just go and widen my knowledge.

Hmm... Anyway, I finally reach 4th JOB!!!!!!! Oh yes, I'm back to maple=p. Now currently lvl 123 and not lvling any time soon hahas as I'm going for zakum quest right now to acquire my zakum helment, Aside the helmet, the process of fighting it is fun^^.. I got in two rounds yesterday, and going in for the 3rd one today. Although I keep dying and keep getting Dce, I still its fun to challenge zakumxD. I had always thought my comp was superior for zaking, but seems that I still lag slightly in zakum at max settings. Oh well...

Anyway, I'm typing this blog in school now, my friends and I are unable to take out a important chemical from the shelf as it's lock, and the lecturer HANG UP ON ME WHEN I CALLED! Gosh.. So now, I can't do anything but to slack in the library till I could get my hands on the chemicals, and it's really getting very boring now-.-. Oh well... Anyway I shall try surfing some stuff on the net before goiong back to the lab to do my experiment. So.. Ja mata~

2008-02-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

LOL ok done... Won that dota match.. Ok now let me continue. First let me continue to say about my Japanese class today.

Hmm... As usual, I really screwed big time. I've no idea why I always say the wrong thing, but whenever the sensei points to me to ask me reply her(in japanese) I'll always fumble even though I know what to say beforehand. No idea why it happens. Whole class just laughT_T.. Oh well... Doesn't matter actually, learn from mistakes which is the most important thing no? =) Anyway, I have not really go memorise my japanese verbs and those writtings. It's kinda hard. Actually I really want the sensei to make test so I could study for it as I don't really know what to memorise and what not to, which are important and which aren't. I think implanting a test in the whole Japanese course would be useful in improving one's language quickly.

Because of this, I suddenly got enlighted. Everytime during chinese lessons, teacher likes to give spelling test so as to facilitate learning. Spelling is something which I really hate alot, but seems now I'm learning a language which I'm interested in, I finally know the value of spelling. Having spelling is also one of a good way to learn a language quickly in my opinion(words/verbs etc..)

Hmm.. kinda boring... I'm planning to complete my topic 3 and 4 of my PIPC2 tomorrow. Hope I really am able to do it since I'm so SLACK! ARGHH... Anyway... I don't really know what to do now. Sleep/play dota/play maple or.. study(which is the last thing that I will do). Well I think I'll think about it after I'm done with this entry. So.. Oyasumi for those who are going to sleep and.. ja mata for those who are not sleeping yet=D. BYE!

2008-02-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

ZOMG.... I'm SLACKING!!! 1 WEEK MORE to SEMESTERAL EXAM. I'M PLAYING AND PLAYING LIKE MAD-.-" I'm recently back to maple zomg... Now I am back to the "gaming" mode and unable to concentrate on my study! I studied one of my PIPC2 topic infront of my compyuta(romaji) while my maple was on! OMG.. SOMEONE OUT THERE PLEASE FORCE ME TO STUDY(Well if you have the ability that is).

I wanted to go and view the past year papers, but the site was down.. SIGH.. AH anyway, I'm typing this entry while waiting for a dota game to start. It's starting now! I shall continue typing later.

2008-02-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Yawn~ Just played finish Audition. Gosh... My brain was totally lagging. I can't do a 130 bmps fm and cfm, and most of my chance failed! OMG what had happened to me. I lost in a dota match badly, now I totally screwed up in audition. Sigh... Bad day for me I guess.

Tomorrow's the PIPC2 lecture quiz 3, and I'm very very lazy to study(though I already read through my tutorials and my notes once). I feel that i've not studies enough as the time I spent on two chapters is only around 2hours in 2days. I wonder if tomorrow's test would be easy... According to my lab instructor who was also a lecturer, she said the test tomorrow should be pretty simple as long as you study. I wonder what I did was studying? .. or... not? Oh well, the last topic was kind of confusing and I'm facing difficulty in understanding them. And morever I have not done my tutorial for tomorrow's PIPC2 tutorial again... I'm really getting screwed on this subject, but of course not as bad as TD. TD I'm really finished...T_T... Guess in this coming study week, I really need to do all my practice in my TD lectures as well as my tutorials so as to get a decent grade for my TD. I don't really want my GPA to be pulled downT_T... Talking about GPA, I just signed up for DRP in my school again. Hope I could get in again with my current GPA. That is why I really hope that this semester would not pull down my GPA as I may lose this chance again in attending DRP. I really want to learn new stuff, and the DRP I had chosen has biology content in them. I'm missing biology... Abit... Since it was one of my favourite subject in secondary school.

Oh ya let me talk about today's CSAS2 presentation of my fellow classmates. Today, I felt abit jealous. One of my classmate's GF was in the LT supporting him. I've no idea why but a surge of jealousy stuck me even when I didn't want to feel that way. Probably I haven't totally got over the thing that happened a few months ago which I thought I did. Anyway, today most of my classmates did pretty well(In my opinion). When during turn for the last speaker, suddenly a number of people enter the LT to see his speech, in actual fact, they came to "laugh" at those people who were presenting, and just nice it was the turn for the last speaker. I really pity the last speaker as he would be feeling really stress with so many unfamilier faces glaring at him, not positively, but trying to laugh at him. If I was the one standing there, I would really feel very... A feeling that cannot be described.

Eto... tomorrow's Valentine's day! WEE!! Well for some people, but not for me. When I was palying audition just a few minutes ago, there were many rooms that were celebrating for valantine's day (Couples). This is the first time in my entire life which I suddenly felt a surge of loniness. I really felt very very lonely which I believe I should not be feeling this way. Probably that is why I really got screwed up in everything I did today huh? Haha. One of my good friend in my class had already a crush on another girl from another class (Not sure if it's true, but I think it is). Well, having a friend who have a crush on another girl is fun because of teasing hehe. Gosh I'm so evil whahaha... Anyway I should Congrats him for having a crush on another girl as these kind of feeling don't come often, and which is why I'm lonely! LOL! If I had like a girl before Valantine's day, I may already be preapring something now to give her tomorrow. Guess now everything's too late for this year =/.

Well I guess my that good friend would be confessing to that girl tomorrow. Hope he succeeds, and that is the time where he would pengseh us again which he did to us last time when he was with his rock climbing friends-.-. Oh well... I think I'm going to look through my notes one more time before... deciding what to do later. So.... Ja mata!

2008-02-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

Woo!!! I'm typing this entry with my brand new gaming keyboard. Razor Lycosa! It cost 129.90 dollarsT_T... My parents brought it for me, which initially i wanted to use my own money to buy. Well, they always buy stuff for me when i want it, even though when i want to pay it for myself=/. Here is a picture of my current keyboard.

Man... This keyboard is way better than my merc zboard. Audition I'm finally able to 8k, and for my maple, the gameguard is no longer interfering with my keyboard driver! Wee... And now my keyboard glows=D!

Lol enough about my keyboard-.-" my PIPC2 lecture test is coming right up this thursday. Sobz, and CNY holidays are over!! Gosh.. no more enjoyment. I promised myself that starting from monday(which is tml) I would be in my study-mode and start studying for my semesteral exams. Hope I'm able to maintain my GPA, that is all I hope.

Oh ya thursday, it's also 14 feb, valentine's day! Well I guess on this day many guys and girls would confess their feelings to the one they love and the result would either be rejected or accepted=/. Guess it's a day full of happiness, as well as saddness huh? I guess Valentine's day can be also considered as a friendship day to those whom do not have someone in mind. So overall, I guess it should be a happy day, and the it should also be a sunny day! =X.

Hmm... few more hours before my enjoyment hours are over. Guess I'll play some game and watch some animes beore the time comes. so... Ja mata!

2008-02-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

Wa yesterday night, my BFA group member suddenly called me because she don't know how to do her question-.-"... Kinda shocked as it was kind of late already and I was tugging into my bed. Anyway today morning, I took at look at what she had done, and as what she said, I also don't really know how to do. I consulted my mom and she says she wants to take a look at the other transactions before coming to a conclusion on how to solve the question. Well, since I don't have the textbook, I can't do it now. Waiting for someone in the group to scan the other transactions for me=X.

Oh ya, I just completed Da Capo II. It was actually a unique series as compared to Da capo I (Season 1 & 2). This is because Da Capo I mainly focuses on those romance and while in Da Capo II, they mainly focuses on friendship. The last episode was indeed heartfelt. Actually, I've not been watching alot of anime recently. I just occasionally when I've nothing to do. Anyway next next week would be the start of my semesteral exams. Guess it is about time that my anime hunger dies down for awhile, and regain after my exams.

Oh ya! And it is the CNY period now. I received quite abit of "Hong Bao". Actually I don't really bother to count it as I think the amount of Hong Bao u take is the same as the amount your parents have to give. So in fact, it is not free money that comes to your hands. I really don't mind if my mom takes all my hong bao money for the household use as ulitimately the money belongs to them. Some people may think that I think this way because I'm rich. Actually I'm not rich, which it may seems so. It's just that I've my own savings and I don't really go out much which is why I don't spend much.

Well, 2 days ago, the first day of CNY, I went to my mom's side uncle's house. Well, as usually all my cousins which I were close to were there. This is also the time where I would receive the most Hong Bao for this season as my other aunites and uncles were there too. My mom's has quite a few relative as compared to my dad's which he had only 1. After staying there for lunch, we went to visit my mom's mom, in other words my grandmother. She is bedridden in the hospital as she's suffering from a very advance stage of parkinston. I kind of pity her as I didn't really talk to her. Every since I was little, she has already suffering from this horrible disease. I guess she also can't recognise me. After that, we went to my dad's side grandparents house. Actually my dad's side cousins also stay there with my grandparents. But everytime during this day, they would go visit their own relative and on the next day come to our house to visit us which it was yesterday.

Talking about yesterday, they came to my house as usual. One of my cousin played PS2 with my sister, another 1 was playig audition and another was watching movie at the hall. Me? I was in my room playing audition too. Hehe... It seems that we were all doing our own things huh? lol... Well nothing interesting happened yesterday. The only thing that I found interesting about myself which I didn't know was during dinner. We were talking about something which leads to it. I guess since it's something that after 18 years then I know it, I won't tell anyone except to those who are really close to me=).

Oh ya... my dad's side grandparents are staying are my house. My room's takenT_T. Oh well, I slept as my sister's room yesterday, and her bad was full of pillows and stuff which was kind of stuffy. Haha... I'm kinda bored now, probably after this I would play audition and after that, SLEEP! hehe.. So.. cya! Ja mata!

2008-02-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

Wow it have been ages since I updated my blog. LOL. There are too many things that happened recently, and I'm not really very free to type entries everyday as whenever I reach home, I would feel very very tired.

Anyway, today.. Hmm no rather yesterday(past 12). My friends and I went to eat dinner outside. We went to eat some steamboat buffet which costs $25! Omg... I feel it wasn't worth, the food was not really very very very oiishi. During the meal, my friends play with each other with food, and while me and another person was engrossed in the game on my psp LOL... Anyway, we saw our classmate walked past the shop, such a considence! I think she was with her bf o.o... I didn't really get to see his face as his back was facing me heh... After that, we went to Raffles City, and finally I managed to get a bag to replace my spoiled one=p and it cost $89!! OMG!!! Man.. I'm really spending alot of money now adays ever since when I brought the formal wear T_T.

Talking about spending money, tormorrow I think I woukd be eating out with my secondary school friends after visiting my seconday school. Gosh... I'm going to spend more money again on food. I guess foodcourt would sastify me for now since I've been using alot of my money.

Oh YES!!! My Japanese classes have just started. It was kind of fun to me. The sensei's a native speaker and she teach in half Japanese and english in her speech! Omg it's so cool because I'm able to understand although she still uses abit of Japanese in her teaching. She uses eeto, ano which are words for Japanese for "erm". It's really the first time I really see someone using it. She was alot quite hillarious and jokes around very often. Anyway, on the first lesson I got bustedT_T. The sensei was teaching about how to introduce yourself and how to ask other people their names. Well, of course as beginners in language, there was a template to follow. She randomly picked someone to say the template which happened to be me. At first I didn't really understand because she didn't really explain in detail, and I was made a laughing stock-.-. Anyway, because of my folly, others learn from it and they had prevent themselves from being one as I believed that they were as confused as me. Anyway, despite that, it was a really enjoyable lesson. The time pass so quickly till I never realise it. I didn't want to lesson to end actually. But unfortunately it endedT_T. Well, I guess the language center really plans their teaching time carefully which really makes lesson timing just right for the ulimate learning.

Well, after that, my friend who learned Japanese with me came to my house to "steal" some psp games home. While at that, we talked alot about our school life and weird people around us which makes the world go round. We actually really have alot of topic to talk about which I didn't realised before, and more ever, he was as interested in the Japanese language as well as me. We now started to greet each other in Japanese so as to practice=). I hope I would really be able to talk Japanese after the class, and if it's possiblem I would like to advance to the next level.

Wee CNY is coming, and it's going to get very very busy again. Visiting here and there, and my grandparents and my cousins' families are coming to come to our house for visiting. It's going to be very fun I guess=D.

Anyway, I think that is all for now. Actually I wanted to say alot of things, but it seems I'm only able to recall like half of what I wanted to write down. So.. See ya next time, Ja mata!!

2008-01-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

Woo the BFA test was ok.. I thought I was finished hehe... Anyway, after the BFA lesson, it was raining heavily and it's very sunny. It's the first time in my life that I see this kind of beautiful scenery. If you look from an angle, the falling rain drops seems like snow. I also saw a rainbow while walking to the bus stop. Here's the shot I took using my phone:

Well everything really ended very fast. Seems good things are always quick to end while bad things are slow huh.. Hehe...

Well just wanted to post this picture and I'll go study some OC later as there's a test this coming Thursday. See ya for now. JA!

2008-01-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm 1 hour more before my BFA test... Well, actually I planed to study my BFA after my TD lecture in the library, but now, I'm typing my blog! I had already done 1 past year paper and was glad that I had done it as after doing it, I learn things that I didn't know. I also ate a packet of chocolate while doing the paper! lol!

Oh ya and before my some of my classmates went to their BFA test, I told them the wrong stuff! OMGT_T... Lucky they ended up checking it. Well I really felt very bad. I thought it was right, which was my opinion. I didn't really hear my mom's teaching carefully I guess.

SORRY to those whom I told you the wrong stuff. Well I guess those people won't see my blog either lol...

Bleh... now I'm alone. Actually there was a friend whom was with me, but he went to accompany another one of my classmate, leaving me alone X_X. Seems to me that person was a better friend to him as compared to me=/.

Tomorrow's the speech for my CSAS. Gosh I'm so nervous. I'm afraid that when I'm on the stage, I'm not able to think the sentences properly before saying it out, and it would end up slumbering over them which really makes my speech not fluent. Sigh... I really hope that I could get a good marks for it. I'm really really worriedT_T...

It's kind of boring being here now. I don't really know what to do now. Probably I would read my notes abit before I go to my anime planet website to update some anime that I've watch since there's some cookie problem as my computer at home which it works fine here.

Well, I don't really have much stuff to say now, see you guys next time then.. JA!

2008-01-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Just did finish my editing for my speech and also did the diagram i needed for my TD mini-project. Gosh, days are getting very boring... Tomorrow's my BFA test. Hope I'm able to do well in it without much effort! lol! I know it's impossible... But I'm really lazy to study now-.-". Ever since I got ditched, I lost my competitive stance, well probably in the past, I was struggling to be at her standard as she's studying in JC while me, even though I'm in poly, we promised to meet at university. Well, seems that stress is gone, I don't really have much motivation to really study very very very hard. I'm just like... when there's test I study, when there's tutorial I try to do it. Other than that, I'm slacking. I'm not like those people who have alot of passion for this course that they would go home and read through their notes everyday, in other words, I'm not consistent.

Anyway, my results are dropping now and I'm not bothered to pull these grades up either. I doesn't matter if everyone gets ahead of me which was what I thought. Anyway no one really take notice of me. It seems I'm just a invisible coat in my click, or what you call a loner in a click. I don't participate in those "rough-play" that my classmates did to each other as I feel it really hurt the other person a lot, nor I really tell them about my opinion before as I know none will listen. Well, it's fun even if I'm there to just overlook what they did everyday. Guess that's enough for me.

Yesterday, while buying my shoe for my formal presentation, I suddenly felt dizzy again. I wonder if I've some sort of high pressure, and it's signalling me symptoms of a stroke. Well, if it's really so, my days may be numbered I guess. I don't really have much thing to regret now as I don't have any aims in life now. Like now, even I don't really like my course, I continued to study as though it's compulsory. What if I'm gone now, who would remember me? Probably my families and relative. Well guess that's good enough. LOL omg I'm so pessimistic.

I was staring at my computer screen just now for awhile, without knowing what to do. Which was why I typed this entry. Seems that I'm really getting bored as stuff. Maybe I'm still interested in anime, but I'm just too lazy to do anime hunting as it's very tiring. I wanted to memorised my revised speech, but again, I'm just too lazy (but of course I'll memorise it before Wednesday). Lazy people like me are probably useless or a disgrace to the community I guess. I can't be a help to anyone.

Hmm... I think I'm going to have my dinner now. See ya all for now. JA!

2008-01-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Konbawa~! It been 3 days I never updated my blog already. Well life's is kinda boring and I don't really have much thing to say. Today I write this blog entry as a purpose to use it as an excuse to slack off from my stuff(although I've been slacking the whole day).

Anyway, today morning I went to do newspaper collection from the residence near my school. Well, actually it's the first time I ever did this kind of stuff. I seen many different types of people during my collection. There were some people who even was at home but did not bother to open the door when I knock on them asking for newspaper, and there were also people who gave their newspaper to us very generously. Seems that every where there is an extreme of people huh... Haha... Anyway after that, my friends and I went on to meet at TM and ate lunch together. We also ate dinner the previous day where we brought our formal attire from G2000. It was the first time I ever went to buy clothes with my friends, and really had alot of fun. But I guess that was a valuable time, and it would not happen again, at least not so soon. I didn't know that buying clothes with friends is really fun till this hehe....

Well, I'm feeling much happier now as compared to last time. I don't really know the reason, but probably the words from my friend is taking effect on me even thought I'm did not really take it in I guess. Anyway, I really hardly watch anime now. I don't know what anime to watch... SOB, and due to my projects and tests, I don't reall have the mood (not the time) to do anime hunting, as I feel that my mind is not in peace.

On Thursday, I went to CO and there was no people there (as in those newbie like me) except ZH, someone whom can considered as a friend to me. Even though we were the only 2 newbies there, the pros came and teach us new songs. I feel it was really fun as compared when the whole group of people was there. I'm really able to improve very fast as compared when practicing in a group. That time was sort of like a private lesson. I stayed till 8.30, which was the latest I ever stayed for CCA. Seems that it's getting fun and I'm looking forward to the next practice.

Recently, the O-level results were released. My friend and one of my cousin were the "victim" of it. They had trouble deciding what course they should join and can join. I'm not very worried about my friend as his results were still fine to enter many of the polytechnic courses, but on the other hand, I'm kind of worried about my cousin. It seems that she is in a dilemma in her choices. I think I should give her some advice about it as the deadline for the course selection is coming to an end soon.

Thinking about this, I backtracked my thoughts to the time where I got back my o-level results. When I see my results, I was actually depressed for a long time. I guess till someone broke up with me. I was not happy that I'm not capable to enter the same school as her at that time, and was afraid that she might because of it get further apart from me(which it had happened). Well, all is well now, there's a saying : "Saying good bye is the end of one story and the beginning of another". Though here is some part of me still clings on to the past, the rest of me is still able to move forward for the future. I guess this means by restarting one's life but not starting back from zero, but from a the point where a new story can be unfolded, DA CAPO! I remembered during my PAE, I went to MJ and before the release of o-level results, my form teacher let us listen a song named 'Unwritten' sang by Natasha Bedingfield. Although it is not a song which would make anyone likes it, the lyrics are very meaningful.

Here is the starting of the song:

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned.

Guess my book's still not filled and it's time to continue to write it I guess...

Hmmm Anyway it's kind of late now and I think I'm going to read some BFA notes and memorise my speech before starting to play my stuff, or maybe watch anime if I have anime to watchT_T. Ok see ya then! JA!

2008-01-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

TAIHEN TAIHEN!!!! I got choosen as a tutor... I shall be the world's most lousy tutor-.-... I guess I need tutoring instead of tutoring people you know... But teacher just choose me. Actually I didn't want to as I know I'm not up to it. But he said that I was not being fair and so I was "forced" oh well.. Hope my tutee would not screw up with a lousy tutor like me. Sobz

Wahh!!! I'm going mad! Projects, tests, homework! Omg... I don't know where to start with now. If i study later in the night, for sure I would feel sleepy and fall asleep on my homework or my books again. SIGHH.. Someone help meT_T... Oh well.. Guess the only people I can depend on is me, myself and I hehe....

Today again, I didn't went with my classmates out to eat. One reason, I got HOMEWORKS AND TESTS TO STUDY!!! ARghh.. Otherwise, it would be the first time I ever go with everyone. Bleh! Damn those homeworks and tests and today, I realised my sling bag stripe is spoiled! ARGHH... I need to buy a new bag-.-"... or maybe not. Gosh today's a very messy day. I think I'm going to start off with my math's lecture practice first before continuing to my studies and my anime. Wah! First time I'm putting my anime after my work. lol~ I still have to research and make my ppt. slides for my CSAS formal presentation, and I need to buy my formal clothesT_T. Oh well..

Ok see ya for now!~ JA~!

2008-01-23T10:35:00.001+08:00

LOL!! Guess what I found this essay in my computer and it's one which I wrote before for my GP. Can't believe that someone who has such a lousy command in english could write out an essay like this. Although it's not as good compared to those english pros out there, but to me, it's considered as a very good essay, which I think I could never be able to write in my life. Just for memories, I shall post the essay here. Skip the red font if you don't want to read it.

What are some of the qualities teenagers today need to develop in order to succeed in the 21st century?

The 21st century is an era filled with uncertainty and challenges. This differs from the past whereby the people are less faced with challenges. Though there is no doubt that people in the past do not have a comfortable life. But as compared, to the people in the current 21st century, people in the past suffers from labour hard work, while people in the present needs to face the music of heavy responsibility and challenges. They also have to be mentally prepared to face the uncertain future which may not be pleasant. Hence, to prepare the population to have a positive outlook and mentally prepared for this challenging era, certain qualities are needed to be inculcated in teenagers, so as to ensure that they are ready to face the 21st century. I shall elaborate more of these qualities in the following paragraphs.

Since the Asian Financial Crisis struck in 1997, Asian’s economy was greatly affected. Many jobs were lost and people became jobless. The rate of unemployment had risen significantly. Hence, this emphasized the greatness of critical thinking. Critical thinking enables the reduction of unemployment. From the political aspect, the government is able to help in unemployment indirectly if they were to think critically, one of such aspect is that they could reduce the taxes on firms and hence firms would have more revenue. Move revenue means that firms do not need to retrench their employees. From the firm’s aspect, firms could act critically by reducing salaries of employees and also employers. This generates more revenue and workers are not needed to be retrenched. As for personal aspect, one should think critically and should decide to upgrade him or herself. In this way, employers will value the more skillful ones and this helps oneself to keep his or her job. Though the Asian Financial Crisis is over, but people should be more vigilant. This may happen anytime and the people must always be mentally prepared. Since teenagers are the future of the workforce, they need to possess the ability to think critically.

The next quality is the ability to persevere. There is a saying which goes: “Perseverance is the key to success”. Behind many stories of successful people such as Thomas Edison whom was a renowned scientist, the quality of perseverance is always found in them. Thomas Edison inventions had benefited mankind. One of such invention was the light bulb. The light bulb was not invented in one night. Although Thomas Edison had failed many times, he did not give up and still continues to persevere to continue his path of the light bulb invention, which eventually was successful. Looking back at successful stories of people, perseverance can be seen as one of the key qualities to overcome the tough challenges laid in the 21st century. Hence, in order for teenagers to survive and to be successful in the ordeal of the 21st century, they must know how to persevere and not to give up easily when a problem arises.

Perseverance and critical thinking is not enough to be successful in the 21 century. Another quality needed is the ability to take risks. Another term for taking risk in this case is known as entrepreneurship. This involves venturing risks in businesses which may have pleasant or unpleasant outcome, this range from being a multi-millionaire to going bankrupt. But why do people need entrepreneurship? Every country needs entrepreneurs. Entrepreneurs have the ability to bring investments to a country. Not only this affects the country, if successful, entrepreneur themselves gains lot of benefits such as a luxurious life. If unsuccessful, it would be the flipside of it. Teenagers which are the future of every country need to be inculcated with risk-taking mindset. This allows one to be successful in the workforce and also help to benefit the country’s economy.

Looking back at the qualities which consist of critical thinking, perseverance and courage to take risks, they are similar to traits that people are required, to be successful in the past. For example, if an epidemic had strike the farms, thinking critically, the farmer would quickly switch to an alternative crop. Otherwise, the farmer may not have enough food to feed their family or losses would be incurred. Growing crops on the farm is not an easy task. The farmer also needs to have a strong will to work under the hot sun to grow their crops. This the past where there are no comprehensive guides whereby certain crops need certain fertilizers, farmers need to experiment on different fertilizers for the optimal growth of their crops. This example had demonstrated that indeed, people in the past require these qualities. The only difference in the past and the 21st century is that people in the 21st century are faced with economic challenges while people in the past experience survival challenges.

In conclusion, in order for teenagers to be successful, they need to be not only mentally prepared but also they are required to possess these three qualities as stated. Only then will teenagers be able to go across tough challenges that they would face in the future and walk towards the path of success.

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Today's CSAS consultation and I did not do my ppt slides. Well, I don't plan to do it either, I got my working draft, so I guess I would be able to scrape through today's comsultation. I still have like 20 questions of my AM tutorial to be completed. AH not to forgot, my PIPC tutorial. Omg I'm so dead-.-.. And now, I don't even know how to do my lecture practice, I'm so FINISHED ARGHH.....................................................................

-_-" Ok enough of my whinning. Guess there's sometime before I would be heading to school. I'm going to watch anime till then. So see you guys next time!... Or maybe later=). Ja!

2008-01-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Taihen!!!!! My TD test is really going to have just a pass probably. Can't get a distinction T_T.. Oh well, guess that's the price I would have to pay for not studying properly. Well I don't really have the mood to study for it too. Anyway, I have lots of homework now to rush and I feel like slacking lol. As usual, I'm feeling sleepy again. Sobz...

Wa today was the submission of the OC2 Assignment. Gosh, it was really fanatic. The minutes for the last meeting were not done properly and the dates were wrong, and there were some things not added-.-. Spend almost 45mins trying to sort out the report. I guess as compared to others, our report was not as well done as them. I've not really read through others' report, but using my inferential skills, I feel our report are inferior to the others. I won't really expect high results on this report=/.

Oh ya I got back my OC and my BFA quiz paper. Well, for my OC paper, the score is considered good I guess, but to me and comparing with my peers, it was not very fantastic. Therefore, I wasn't really very delighted as my results, but rather I was feeling neutral along with abit of disappointment, while for my BFA paper, I got a result which I was slightly disappointed at it. I expected it to me 1-2 marks near the perfect marks, but unfortunately, I got 5 marks away. Well for a low composition marks test, a small marks difference which result in a big percentage change in the overall result. I need to read instructions more as most of marks were lost from there I guess.

Just watched two anime on my tv, and I realised that I have trouble watching as the subtitle was small as compared to when I'm using my computer screen. Now this new anime I watching is Saiunkuko monogatari. A name really hard to remember.(I refered to a website just to type this name =X). Well till now at episode 5, it looks like a typical olden kind of chinese drama, but the only difference is that it is in the anime form. The plot of the story is about some girl who is really poor got married to the young king by name. She's supposed to change the king to a better person in half a year in reward for 500 gold pieces, but I guess as the drama goes on, they would fall in love and things starts to happen, just like a normal drama you would see on TV. This show has a really high rating at a anime info site, guess I would continue watching it.

Well I think that's enough for today, I think I would go paly a dota match before tackling my homework=p. Anyway see you next time! Ja~

2008-01-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG I'm SO SLEEPY...........................................

I wanted to read my TD notes but I didn't read much, I was feeling really really sleepy. Hey, now adays I've no idea why, but I been feeling very very sleepy more easily. Omg man... Now I cant really pay attention to lecture except only in the first hour of the day. What happened to me-.-" I've been slacking but I'm so tired AHHH!!!!!~~~~ I don't even have the en-er-gy to watch anime. Oh well... My eye are really closing now actually lol, just thought of posting a blog entry before I sleep, or hopefully would feel refresh after typing an entry.

Tomorrow's the test, I feel like giving up. First time since a long time I ever given up to study for a test. It shows I'm really really tired lol! Anyway, I watched Da capo II till episode 12. It's episode 13 is not subbed for a month already! I wonder would it ever get subbed? Anyway the storyline is aren't as good as it's previous ones, I just watch it for fun as it's opening song is nice=).

Today's bus stop was full of people, at first I thought what was the special occassion today that so many people sudden appear. Later on I realised that the train service from pasir ris has some problem, so everyone ended up taking buses. Well, I guess today there would be lots of people being late for work and school.

Well before I take my leave, I found this interesting song: Hajimari no Kaze from Saiunkoku Monogatari, here is the lyrics in english!

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
Because I will always believe in you

Though I am now standing in the world that I once saw in a dream
As I look out at the scenery my legs tremble slightly
But I won’t look back, because I decided to keep moving forward
The seven colored rainbow I see in the sky, I wonder if you can see it too

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
Because I’ll be watching your back as you run after your dreamWandering wind, carry these feelings
Because I will always believe in you
For all of the future

If someone is thinking about the person they hold dear
No matter who they are they will have a kind look on their face
The path through time is endless, keeping going without giving up

Wind of beginning, deliver this message
I’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journey
Wandering wind surpass your destiny
Because I believe that my feelings will get through to you
Someday, when we meet again, show me your smile

Wind of beginning, deliver this messageI’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journeyWandering wind surpass your destinyBecause I believe that my feelings will get through to you
There is nothing to fear, because you exist

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Another nice Japanese song with a nice english translation=). It's avaliable on Imeem, you can take a look there^^

Bleh... Seems I really have not much stuff to say today, kinda sleepy and can't really think well. So.... see ya then! I would add more on my next post=). ja!

2008-01-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

Oh YES!!! D.C.S.S completed! As compared to the first season, I still prefer the first season as it's more thrilling I guess. Season two is more centered on Aisia which was a new character in this season. But all is well! Nemu and Juni'chi got married wee=) Here's shot:

They look happy huh=p.(Of course they are)

Anyway now I've to complete D.C II. I'm stucked at episode hmmm.. 8? I think... Well, I'm like losing my anime staminaT_T. I've been watching lesser anime now adays, instead, Ispent more on blogging, finding applications for my psp, looking for songs, viewing Japanese singers profiles, finding Japanese lyrics, and of course my projects and tutorials. I don't seem to have to mood to complete my tutorial now, nor I've the mood to study. I also don't really have the mood to watch anime. I feel like slacking around doing nothing. Kind of bored now. No one to chat with nor talk to... Ah.. Enough of my whining.

Yup! I changed my blog's song again. It's named chime to me by yozuca*. Well, I used an off vocal music as I think the music's melody is nice=). This song is actually an insert song. As in a song that appears inside the anime. It's hard to find insert songs on imeem, and infact I wanted to buy the completed set of vocal collection for Da Capo. From my information, I can't find anywhere here that sells anime albums, except online. I found the price of the CD online and it cost $40 dollars! GOSH! Well, the anime has a few albums, and if I wanted to buy all of those, I would need at least a $100 dollars. Actually, it's worth the money as the songs are really nice, but the setback is that I don't have a credit card=(.

Hey! Have you ever tried to do something out of kindness and got mistaken instead? Yesterday when I was out and was at the food court, my dad saw a couple who could not find a place. He told them that there would be a better chance if they search deeper inside the food court. But unfortunately, the couple mistaken as my dad wanted to take the seat they have been eying for. Oh well... Actually, it happened to me before which I guess I only tell it to one person before and I guess that person already long forgotten about it. Now I'm going to tell it to everyone who read this blog!=D. There was one time where I was in the bus and saw a couple board the bus. There was an empty seat beside me, as well as an empty seat behind me. Well, if that is so, the couple has to sit separately. I actually wanted to let my place to them and sit behind, while trying to do that, I guess the couple mistaken me that I'm hitting on his gf, and in return, I received a stern look. I was feeling kind of.... no idea how to explain it. So I just returned to my seat without giving it up to them. Well, thats human I guess, not to trust strangers.

Hmm..,I think I'll try to find something to do now. It's really getting boring.... Ok see ya then Bai-bai!

2008-01-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

Ohayou!!! (Spelt the wrong romanji the other time). Just watched finish ~Da capo season 2~ episode 24. Something made me not want to continue watching till the last episode of the season. Probably it's because I don't want such a nice anime to finish that fast. I want to know the ending, but I don't feel like watching when it is at climax now. I won't say anything abt the story now. Probably at my later post, I would write another review about it=).

Anyways, today.. eh no.. yesterday my family and I went to the temple. Later, my dad and I went to SimLim square, while my mom and my sisters went to bugis junction. I brought a external hard disk 120gb for $120. It was pink in colour! Gosh-.-.... They do not have other colours and the price for it was quite cheap. So despite it being pink, I still brought it=X. Anyway I brought it beacause I want to backup files from my computer. One day if my computer fails on me, my precious files won't be lost. It seem alot of time is needed to backup those files and the transfer rates of USB is really very very very slow.

Other than this, I also went to Bugis Junction later on. Brought a pair of new slippers and also a new jacket! I like that jacket! Though the weather here is hot, I guess I won't have much chance to wear it. But!! I decided to wear it everytime I go to school regardless if it's hot or not.

Oh ya. I've been listening to songs while I was out. It seems that there were 4 songs that I would not yet sick of it no matter how many times I hear them. They are: Sakura saku mirai koi yume, Sakura kimi ni Emu by yocuza* , little wish by Yukari Tamura, and Kuuchuu Meiro by marble. These were also songs from animes which I thought was quite good. Come to think of it, there are no anime album sold here. I went to Sembawang cd shop today and my mom asked the salesperson about it even though I didn't want to ask, she said they don't sell those. Guess those album aren't sold here. I saw those albums on one online website which were selling for quite a high price. 10 sound track for 40sgd. It's crazy. Well, I guess when the things are rarer, the price are also higher. I really want to get the OST for Da capo as the anime has really alot of nice songs.

Bleh~~ I'm kind of like having this "hack care" attitude to my tests. I don't really want to study for my test. I feel like failing it. It has been a long time where I had adopted this feeling. Probably as far as I remember, 3 years ago, when I was merry-ing around, and failing almost on every test and exams. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Oh well...

I don't really know what I want in future, that is probably why I don't have the willpower to study hard. Well if actually, I want to study in a Japan University, I want to make friends with Japanese people as they are known for their friendliness, I guess... that's a impossible dream. Even if it happens, I have not been to Japan before. What if that place disappoints my expectations? I'm sure to get really upset, more ever, if I study there, it means by living alone and away from my family, and this is when, I'm really really alone... Guess there is no one who know me would have this same thought though. Well... dosen't matter, as long as I hope for it, it's fine even if it don't happen.

Well it's kind of late now. Got to sleep! Oyasmumi~! See ya tomorrow! Erm.. no probably later=p.

2008-01-19T12:36:00.001+08:00

What if one day, you have a charm that fulfills all your desires? Would you be happy? Well, for sure, everyone would be happy. In chinese there is a saying "Yao feng de feng, yao yu de yu". It literally means what ever you want will always happen. Well if it's possible for the world, won't everyone in the world be happy?

BUT! Have you thought that if you are happy at something, someone out there would be disappointed. For example, if you are top in class, and feeling happy, there is sure to be someone who is at the bottom of the class and he/she would be feeling unhappy. It's a balance between happiness and unhappiness of the world. If a charm that makes you happy, won't it be a curse that makes another one unhappy? [Happiness Equation : Happiness = Unhappiness]

What if.... in possession of that, one day if your feelings tell you that you hate that person, and that person really disappeared from the world, won't you be living in guilt? You may be happy for awhile, in exchange, the person's family and friends would be unhappy. Having a charm to fulfill desires is a dangerous tool which one should not even desire to have it.

Well, probably when I feel sad, someone out there is taking the place of happiness for me. It's probably a consolation for myself as I know I made someone happy=).

LOL another inspiration entry=X. Well, at times I would reflect on these kind of stuff, that is why I'm weird I guess.

Well today, I wanted to ask my mom something and her reply made me very frustrated. I've no idea why too. Probably she did not answer my question and started to saying something else. I don't like this part of me. She didn't mean any harm to me but me... I felt frustrated. Arghh... I would really want to change this part of me.

Just a few days ago, I talked to one of my friend's friend after getting ps-ed. I compared him and myself. He was really interested in chE, while for me, I just study because it's something I need to complete. I really could see the enthusiasm of him in lectures, while for me, I wished breaks would come soon. I felt stupid. Though I don't really like the course, I tried to study for it, and if I don't understand anything, I didn't really bother to understand them. I seems that I'm such a failure. I don't even have the right attitude to start with, and I want to score distinctions in my exams. LOL

Argh... Till now, I don't really have an idea of what I'm going to do in future. It seems that life is really boring. Why doesn't something special happens to me to make my life more colourful. It's really very monotonous. Everyday's rountine is like this: Wake up in the morning -> Go school to suffer mentally -> come back home -> watch anime. It repeats day after day, and if there's homework or test, I of course would study for it.

It seems that I forgot that I still have my CSAS project to do-.- argh... I guess I'll do my OC project first. Cya then!

2008-01-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Today was a very... tiring day I supposed. My group didn't know much on what to do for PBL, so end up today, which is the deadline, we have not completed anything. We only completed in time for submission today, and it spent about 6 hours, using 3 people's effort. It was really tiring. Oh gosh, projects are really irritating-.-" I still have OC, BFA projects to complete. BFA I've no idea what to do nor my group has organised a meeting before, while for OC, it's kind of screw up. There was supposed to be OC meeting today, but ended up, as my other group members were also rushing to do PBL, they didn't have time for the meeting, and ended up it was cancel without able to compile anything. OC's deadline is soon and I hope that it could be done by thenT_T. Anyway I don't really know what I'm supposed to do. I completed my part, and now, I didn't know what to do. Well, I want to help in others part too!

Well, I just watched a few more episode of Da Capo Second Season (D.C.S.S). It was... no comment? heh.. Anyway I watched the finale of Da Capo (1st season) again. I caught the phrase there which I think it was quite meaningful, "People says you can't reset life like a game, but when you stumble, you can start all over again, just that you don't start from zero" Well don't really know the significance of it now as I'm not suffering from any downfall of results, or probably, not getting any impact from those bad results=X. So having this in mind, I went to check what's "Da Capo" meant. Actually, "Da Capo" is found in musical score as D.C. This means to repeat the song from the start, which was quiet relevant to the phrase I just said earlier. The creator of the show was quite a smart one I should say, the title which is an abstract corresponds to the storyline.

Oh here's a translated lyrics from one of the song from Da capo Season 2 in one of it's episode. In short, an insert song. It has a nice melody and of course, lyrics.

The harmony of the gentle wind melts in my heart,
As if it's spinning my memories together.
When I close my eyes, I see a sunny scenery.
Because I've met you.

Overflowing gently, my droplets of love,
They turn into warmth in my heart.

I want to let you hear my wish dyed with happiness.
I want to stay by your smile forever.
The flowers of light blooming in the sky chase away the darkness,
And let me sing with joy.

Do I know the real me?
With the pain of doubt and uncertainty,
The two of us spread our wings towards the unknown future.
Will we cuddle together in the wintry wind?

If I keep thinking about you, will it turn into love?
The radiance and tears that interrupt the night sky.

The more I wish the more my heart hurts from the singe.
But even so, I can't help blushing because of my love.
I'm satisfied with just you and my unanswered feelings.
I love you, so walk with me.

I want to let you hear my wish dyed with happiness.
I want to stay by your smile forever.
The flowers of light blooming in the sky chase away the darkness,
And let me sing with joy.
My love for you.

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Well, this song is kind of sad. It's saying about someone loving another person whom love another person. Kind of a love-chain, but knowing that the person she likes was happy with the person he likes, she was satisfied even though she could not be together with him. Well I guess that's what love is about huh?

Actually, I don't really have a close friend who would listen to me. Even the one I wanted to be good friend with, totally ignored me when I said my problem to him. I was kind of disappointed. Sometimes at night before I sleep, I would feel very depressed. It usually happens at night. I don't really have an idea why. It seems that it's going to be the end of the world. Sometimes when I feel too happy, I missed being sad and would try to be sad. Lol! I'm just so weird. It seems that I prefer to be sad as compared to being happy. Probably I need attention X_X. Well, it's an uncontrollable feeling I guess, and I think not much people are willing to make friend which such a emo person.

Well.. time for dinner! Itakakimasu!

2008-01-17T08:03:00.001+08:00

Ohaiyo! Its early in the morning. Just watched finish my dose my anime for the morning=X.. 10mins for before I'm heading to school, as there's not much time for me to watch another anime, I decided to use this 10mins to type a blog entry.

Hmm actually, I watched the wrong season of Da Capo which makes me thought that season 2 was bad-.-. In fact, I was actually watching season 3, which I had only realised yesterday. It was as usual, nice storyline. The opening song was not as good as the ones in season 1 and 3 though, and seems that yozuca* (not sure why there is an * there) sings the opening song and CooRie sings the ending song. About the story till now, it was about misunderstandings between Nemu and Juni'chi. Well, the last episode I watched was about how they got together again, clearing all those misunderstanding. Well it was nice=)

Actually from the show, I learned some things. In the past, I thought that when my gf did something new which I didn't know, or had a new mindset, I wasn't happy. Well actually I finally know the reason why, it's beacause I assumed that I knew everything about her, and if I saw something I don't know, I would be unhappy. Well, this attitude was also adopted in Da capo SS, thats why I know about it. So, when starting a relationship, don't assume you know the person well even though you may know he or she for a long period of time, it would help to cause less conflicts.

Yesterday, my classmates went to eat together after school. I didn't tag along as usual. I didn't want to. One reason is that I was tired and wanted to head back home. Another reason is that I don't want to feel left out any longer. For sure, if I go with them, I'm sure to be left out. Even when walking in a group, I'm always lagged behind with no 1 talking to walking beside me. I just listen to what they say and comment and neccessary. Well, I'm getting more used to it now, and I'm not really very very disappointed at these kind of situations now, but of course, there is still tinch of disappointment.

Hey you know what? I've been trying to sing Japanese songs! =X. I put lyrics into my psp and when I'm free outside, I would try to sing along with the song (usually sliently). I'm trying to practice their pouncations, and also at the same time, trying to be able to pronounce the word as fast as how they sings, as Japanese language is a fast language(As in people speaks fast with jap). Well, at the same time, I could sing songs that I like=p. Till today, no friends of mine has the same interest as me. Guess that's probably why I don't get friends. I'm also not really that kind of comedy-type of people.

Well, time out! Time to head for school... Bleh hate school because of.. AH nvm.. Sayonara!

2008-01-15T20:47:00.001+08:00

Eyer-.-" Da capo Season 2 is not as nice as it's season 1, but as usual, the songs are equally nice=D. Well this is my 2 reason for continuing to watch an anime:

1. Songs
2. Storyline

If any anime fufills this requirement, I will watch it! Well it seems that storyline is quite a norm, but songs aren't huh? I'm willing to watch anime with nice song although their storyline aren't that good.

Hmm, just wondering, how do you say hi to a person whom you know in primary school but forget his or her name? Well, I noticed not long that there was this girl whom was in the same primary school as me, took same bus at me, at the same bus stop(don't mistaken please-.-). I remember how she looks like, but I just could not remember her name=/. Well, at the next bus stop where I alight to switch bus, I met another familiar primary school's mate face. This time it was a he. It seems that we knew each other but just didn't want to admit, which was the same case as the girl-.-... Oh well, maybe if one day some event happen, we are able to talk! Hey its good, in that way i got friends to go to school together whaha..

When I was eating my dinner just now, my vision suddenly go blur. It was really serious, I could see for a moment, and later, the world is spinning. I tried standing up but couldn't really balance myself. It seems that my body tends to lean to one side, and me on the other hand trying to bring my body back to equilibrium to prevent myself from falling. The feeling was horrible you knowT_T... Wonder what happened to me.

Anyway, the tests today went quite well, I thought i was finished for sure, but it seems that the paper was not very very very super difficult=X. It was average. Well I hope the history about my am paper won't come true again. (Thought I did pretty well, but it turns out not to).

Anyway it's kind of boring when you don't really know what anime to watch. Though tests and project deadlines are near, I still watched animes=/. It seems to be that anime could make my happy. I also don't really know what is my source of my unhappiness. I'm just very unhappy with myself, or probably things around me? Not sure. Just that, "One anime a day keeps depression away". A phrase I got from somewhere which I think it may be true for me=/.

3 more weeks! To my japanese course! I'm really looking forward to it, hopefull I could really speak after 2 and a half mth course(sounds doubtful).

Well, I shall stop here for now, see ya all! Sayonara~

2008-01-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

DA CAPO SEASON 1 COMPLETED!!!!!!

Finally I can write an official entry about it, my rating!! 10/10!!! Ya i know its vague-.-" If you are a avid romance story lover, this definitely suit you. Though the story has a bit of ecchi, but relatively, it's not that plentiful as compared to other romance anime that I tried to watch. Next I'm going to type some spoilers, if you wan watch it(recommend you to watch), don't read the next paragraph.(I'll squeeze all in 1 paragraph without paragraphing them)

6 years later, Sakura, Junichi's cousin came back from America to her homeland, a place well known for it's Sakura(Cherry Blossom Tree) which never withers. The reason behind this was that Sakura's Obasan(grandmother)whom was a majou(witch) planted a Magical Sakura Tree in the town which causes non-withering Sakuras. Sakura frequently bullied when she was young, this tree was to protect her, anyone who bullies her would have retributions. The Magical Sakura Tree also grants people wishes that were made under it. Sakura returns to see her beloved cousin Junichi who the person she loved, and wanted to be with him together. Unfortunately, Junichi has a sister(Nemu) who is not blood-related, after years of being together, they started to fell for each other. Sakura was intimidated about why her cousin choose Nemu instead of her. She was filled with jealousy, deep in her, she wished that Nemu didn't exist, hope that all the memories that Nemu had with Junichi would disappear. Therefore, the Magical Sakura Tree heard her desires, and caused Nemu to be ill. Nemu's illness was a weird one, she coughs out Sakura Petals and was terribly weak. Sakura, feeling guilty, she went to destroy the Magical Sakura Tree half-heartedly as deep down in her she still has the "jealousy". For awhile, Nemu got well, but soon later, the Magical Sakura Tree grew back again and her illness got worse. She started to lose memories of her friends. Sakura didn't know what to do, she thought that destroying the tree meant the recovery of Nemu, but since she did it half-heartedly, the Magical Sakura Tree was not destroyed. The "jealousy" of her was still there although it was mixed with guilt, she couldn't admit that she lost to Nemu for Junichi. She was also afraid that Junichi would blame her for causing Nemu's illness, till when Junichi answered her that he would never blame her, and he will always like her(not love). At last, touched by Junichi benevolence, she finally admit that she lost in this romance-battle and the Magical Sakura Tree was destroyed. Well... Everything went back to normal.

Apart from this, there were other characters associated to the Magical Sakura Tree. Since it's a tree of wishes, some people wishes or magical ablility were gone. Well, those part you have to watch it yourself=). They were sad and touching episode though.

Well, as for reflection, I don't really have much to say about. It's a perfect romance anime in my opinion, and it really makes me envious. Well, actually looking at others' romance life is satisfactory for me, even though I'm unable to experience this kind of stuff, I'm still happy by looking and also feeling for them. Well I guess, I'm going to head on for Da Capo season 2! Looking forward to it! Gosh my tests-.-... Bleh~ who cares...

Well then... Sayonara!

2008-01-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Oh man... It seemed I've got possessed in the morning. While sitting in the lecture theare, my mind was blank, the weird thing is, I'm listening to the lecture when I'm not trying to listen. It seems that my thoughts were being controlled, it's like I'm looking through someone's mind. The feeling was really scary, I don't really know how to describe it. Is it because due to too much anime? As usual, I didn't slept well yesterday, when I woke up, my body aches. Oh ya after lecture, I was like half-recovered. But it seems that I was sleep-doing(sleep-eating, sleep-walking etc). I wasn't hungry at all when it was lunch time, I just grabbed a waffle and that was my lunch.

After that, we went to the library, my mind was not focused yet(rather it was not focused for the whole day). I started taking out my organic chemistry notes and plug my ear piece into my ears, as usual I know I'm outcasting myself to everyone, but thats me. Actually I'm really outcasted whether or not I'm listening to music or not. I used it as a form of accompanying me. Music's my friend I guess. People sometimes wonder why I listen to japanese song when I don't understand it. Well, because those songs I listen were those which I had a "feel" for them in those animes, hence those song melody has meaning in it, and thats why i listen to it.(Don't really know how to explain it).

The current anime I'm watching is Da Capo, a romance genre anime. I feel it's quite good as it was the first romance anime that really attracted me to carry on watching. Romance genre anime was perceived by me as boring and dull, but this anime was different. I could really feel the relationship between the characters. It really made me very envious, I too want to experience something like that, I want to experience the feeling of loving someone and not just a normal crush. I wonder is it possible? It doesn't matter if the other party doesn't want me, but I just want to love someone. Lol, weird me, it seems like I'm taking a knife to stab myself, intentionally hurting myself, well I can't help it. To be frank, I'm phobic of relationships already, just once, I'm scared already. Of course I don't blame my ex, rather I blame myself for being unable to meet her expectations. This is probably what I'm afraid of. I even have phobia of just talking to some girl on the first meeting(eg. oritentation), when I even see guys who were bold to ask for numbers on the first meet and got along. Why am I so expectional? I've no idea... I only been able to talk to girls who are probably in my class whom I seen many times and socialise alot, other than that, no way... =X.

Anyway, tomorrow i got 2 tests. I'm not planning to study my BFA though I know I would do real bad. I'm just going to study my OC2 and watch my anime=). Actually when I enter my house, everything I did in school were thrown away. It seems that I entered a different dimension hehe.. Ok I think I shall stop here for now, see ya next time~

2008-01-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

Tee hee hee~ Just edited my layout with the help of my friend. Thanks ALOT!!!! If that person is read this=/... Ah~~ Time to watch some anime or play dota~~ Just dropped by to say this=X.. Oh ya before I go, if anyone has anime layout sites, please leave a tag. thanks!!!

*Poof*

2008-01-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Can't have a good night sleep again... It seems a very very long time where I do not have dreams or nightmares at night. These factors are things that do not bring your body to rest at night. In fact, they adds fatigue and it causes you to be tired on the next day. Like now, I'm feeling sleepy although I had 8 hours of sleep, which a needed rest by any person. Hmm, if you asked me what I was dreaming, I would not be able to answer you as I immediately forgotten them as soon as I'm awake. It's a mystery, why some dreams that you made are forgotten once you are awake, and nightmares are usually remembered, but of course, there are times where you suddenly woke up, finding your heart beating very fast and didn't know what had happened.

I found out something yesterday. My mom also hates weapon developments. Yesterday my dad was watching some documentary about weapons, me for course, I'm not really interested. My mom walked to the hall and saw the show and started saying "why people keep creating such dangerous weapons and killing innocent people?" Well guess there's someone around me who agrees to it too. I don't really like the way how NS was phrased as. My friend from another country perceive NS as a independent course to make one mature. But, the reason my country used was to defend the country. "If enemy attacks us, we give them 2 times the damage" I heard this from a teacher or a textbook, I can't really recall. If everyone was like this, there would be a forever war in the world, forever revenging, forever killing, annihilating own kind. I think prophecy on when human kind would extinct would probably not be due to natural resources or any other reasons, but due to our folly. Yes, I'm afraid of guns, if possible, I won't even want to hold a real gun in my whole entire life, but seems reality is impossible, entering NS means wielding guns, practicing it(Although I won't mind bows, using it as a purpose of a aiming game).

Oh ya, if you are wondering why I did not continue with my Japanese lessons here, is because i stopped reading the book. Since there are a lot of points in the book which I don't understand, it's better if i leave it to me sensei to teach me. Talking about Japanese, I was searching about Sakura(Cherry blossom tree). From an anime information, Sa represents a god, I can't really remember which god, and kura means sit. So literally, Sakura meant the god sitting. I came across an interesting festival yesterday. It was "Hanami". It's something where you are your friends/spouse/gf/bf come together to walk pass a Sakura park or to eat under it, enjoying the falling Sakura petals. I think it should be a very wonderful sight, as beautiful as falling snow. One day, I hope to participate in Hanami and personally experience these falling Sakura scenes.

Tee hee hee, as usual, I also completed an anime yesterday morning at around 2-3 Am. It was a romance/magic anime named Kamisama Kazuko. I've learnt that in every angelic heart there is devil in it, it's just that the good are more than the evil, while in every devilish heart, there's an angel in it, just that evil and more than the good. The difference of an angel and a devil is only differentiated by a thin line. One can cross between good or bad anytime, it all depends on how one wants.

2 days from now, 2 scary tests! T_T. OC2 and my BFA tests. I'm not really ready for my BFA, but as for my OC2, I do not have much confidence even though I studied. It seems that the information I memorise escapes from my mind everytime when I put down the paper, oh well...
But, I'm kind of sick of my course now. In semester 1, I still had the motivation to study hard for my tests and exam, but now, it seems I'm just forcing myself to study as tests and exam are nearing, this is probably the reason on my the information can't get into my brain since I'm losing interest in it. Someone help meT_T.

At the same time, I'm getting bored about my CCA. It's like.... We new people are treated as extras, and also when we tried to play in whole, the people has high expectations of us when we didn't really receive alot alot of training. I feel like quitting the CCA and join another 1, probably Japanese Club. But my classmate said that the CCA is based on event. As in when there's no event, there's no CCA. Kind of disappointing, I wan to commit myself to a CCA which suits my interests.

Actually I wanted to add something before I end this post, but seems I don't feel like letting others know this private feelings of mine. For your information, I use my blog as a medium to organise my thoughts, thats is if anyone wonder what kind of blogger I am.

I think I shall stop here for today, see ya all next time, bye!

2008-01-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Woo Just watched finish pita ten, another anime. Well, initially I thought that the anime was abit lame, but I watched till the last episode, I feel the anime is not bad at all. It seems that the whole anime has only 1 episode actually. Well time for some spoilers. Don't read if u wan to know watch it!

In the world, angel and demon existed due to beliefs of humans. Angel and demon were known to be ancient enemies where they would try to win on another. Despair was the demon's job while happiness was the angel's job. But this story was different, a super-kind demon came to stay with an angel and made friends with the angel and others, she was well-known between her friends of being kind even though she was a demon. She harbour no evil thoughts but only thoughts about making people around her happy. One day, because of her incapability of being devilish, she was dismissed by the demon council. She disappeared on the next day. Everyone instantly forgotten about her due to the magic, only the angel managed to remember her. The angel later realised that, if people around the demon remembers her, she will return. She conjured a spell for remembering and gave to all the friends that they know. But in turn, she would disappear as she has broke an angel conduct of helping demons. The angel's sister tried to stop her on this but, she replied firmly, "Is making a demon happy, wrong?". The angel's sister was stunned and was unable to answer. Yes, finally after bring back the super-kind demon, the angel disappeared, but not for long. Everyone remembered the angel, soon later, hence she returned to everyone side.

Well the moral of this anime is, angel or demon, we should not classified someone due to their background. There are always black sheeps in a white herd and white sheeps in a black herd. We should always know the person before giving him/her a bad pov. Well, this anime also shows that strong friendship can create miracles. First anime I watched which protrayed the power of friendship. Though I may not say this is one of the best anime I watched, but it's one of the heart-warming anime i ever watched.

(Mimicking Misha-san)
Tee hee hee hee~ Now this anime is over su~ What should I watch now su? This or that su?~ Hoe... So many anime is the list what to choose su?~ Guess I would watch hayate the butler next and continue my.. hmm can't really remember the name of the anime tee hee hee hee. Ok See ya next time. Sayonara'su~!

2008-01-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Eekks... Its raining outside with thunder! Luckily there's no lighting otherwise I won't be able to sleep. Ya ya call me coward though I'm a guy. I've a tiny heart and I'm easily scared without any morale support. Well this is me=/.

Hey~ It's good to be young. Even I haven't enter adulthood and experience the world, I still wanted to stay as what I am now. I don't care how good is adulthood, with all those freedom of clubbing etc etc. Not really interested in those at all. I don't even like to drink wine-.-.... I want to stay childish, I want to stay as who I'm now. Physically I'm growing, but mentally, it stopped growing LOL!~~ Like today, someone said he don't like to watch those kawaii characters anime. But as for me, I tend to like it, compared to those more mature as serious kind of character anime. Gosh... my mind's like a small kid-.-... I'm attracted to cute things because I think I was "brainwashed" once. Haha...

Actually sometimes I feel that i can't concentrate on many things at once. For example, when I'm playing or watching anime, I won't know what the person beside me is talking about, or may not even feel someone entering the room sometimes. Like today, I was supposed to go to computer lab to do some stuff with my OC group. As my mind was thinking something, I didn't heard what my groupmate told me(to meet in computer lab), and it totally went off my mind. I really felt very... guilty? Hope they won't mark me down or something. I've been trying to do my best for the things they asked me to do, really really did my best, but I'm not sure if the work I done is correct as I did not have any research material from the meetings.

Hmm, tomorrow it's the 2nd round of the impromtu speech. Hope my classmates would do their best and won't screw up. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! Although I guess no one from my class would bother to read or maybe, most of them aren't.

Sigh... Now I need to hunt for animes again. I want those romance-fantasy romance, or a nice romance genre that is worth watching. I don't really fancy Harem-type(1 guy with many girls crushing on him) animes though. If anyone who reads this has nice anime to recommend me. Go ahead! Leave a tag=)

Ok time to watch anime/dota/sleep. Can't decide what to do at this moment. See you next time!

2008-01-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

WOO~~ Another wonderful anime completed! Kami-Chama Karin! -.-"" Its another romance-magic type or anime. At the start of the anime, it was kind of boring as it's mostly those kind of "comedy" type of anime which I don't really fancy alot. Later part in the show, where some weird parts poping up in the series were disclosed. Next paragraph I would post some spoilers. If you are an anime-fan. Don't read it!!!! WATCH IT!

The main story about the anime was... There was a guy and his best friend went to research the power of gods as they thought it was fun where they could use the god's power to do the things they want. Unfortunately, the guy found out something about the god's power which was very destructive. He decided to stop the research as it's going out of hand. But his best friend wanted to continue, to obtain the ultimate god's power. Being afraid of that, he sealed his research into his daughter without letting his best friend know. But soon later, the best friend found out this secret and decided to unseal this research using the Zeus' ring. In accident, the guy's daughter was split into two. The research data was split too, and so, the guy's best friend was unable to obtain the data. He sealed himself into a ring and hope for a chance to get the data again. The guy was worried, he used the power of the gods to reverse time for his wife to become a child again so as to protect her(erased her memory too), while he, made a clone of himself and soon later died off. He told his wife that no matter how far they are, they will always be together. And so, the story begins from here, whereby the guy's best friend came back, trying to reunite the split daughter of his friend.
And Karin, a girl whom was the guy's wife and kazune (the clone) were once again a child and both reunite again to fight the evil doer to save their daughters. The power of wanting to protect, is another power that nothing is comparable to it. Having great power is not for oneself, but for one around us.

A wonderful story plot! Well, it seems that this kind love is gone from the world. Lol why every post about mine is love-.-... Oh well, since I can't expierience these stuff, it's fine looking at how others have it. Yes, I know it's a fantasy, a frictionous love which may not exist in the world, but this word, "love" has a hidden power inside which very very very little people are able to unlock it, which is true.

Ahhh enough of my review. It may be wrong as I may not get what's the story talking about. It was kind of confusing. But I guess, what I wrote here was what I think the anime is about.

Oh ya! Today, I went to eastpoint with my friend to sign up for a Japanese language course. I didn't know that he would agree to join with me. We had a nice talk about his jc life and my poly life. Well, I hope that he would be my close friend from now on, althought I think I'm irritating to him. He don't read my blog too, or he's too busy with his homework I guess, so I doesn't matter if I write something about him here=X.

I went to the language centre and realised that in taking the subject Japanese, there's 10 levels to master, and at the end of every year, there's a exam call JPLT. It kind of like music exam, where they are sorted into grades. I hope I could really converse in Japanese after completing the course. Looking foward to it!

Hmm.. My food's ready, going to have my dinner now! Itakakimasu!

2008-01-02T18:01:00.001+08:00

2-entry post special for today!!! -.-" I watched too much anime...

Anyway, something shocking happened today. My impromtu goes fairly well! Wee!!! When I first received my question, I didn't know what to do. The only thing in my mind was "ask a question" Having this thought, I stood up the "stage" and started my speech. Everything I thought was on the spot. Actually I thought that I had already screwed up my speech. But when the teacher asked " Who think that you have not improved since the first time you spoke?" I really think I did a bad job since I can't see myself. Her comment was "Kenneth? I feel you are quite an accomplished speaker" I was shocked actually, and at the same time happy. My crapping got pass this horrible test o.o.

Ah~ Today, many of my classmate wanted to join the OL. I did considered but I didn't really want to as I do not have that kind of "enthu" attitude during orientations. I'm the one who is usually sien at these kind of things. I'm also not confident of being to lead a bunch of people and making them say cheers etc etc. So I guess, unless with morale support, I shall pass this oppotunity.

Bleh... Now my back hurts alot now, I've no idea why. My sprained ankle is not fully recovered after a long long time. It was quite shocking as the previous time I recovered in less than 2 weeks. But now.... ='(..

Ok time to watch anime!!!!! =X.. See ya all!!

2008-01-02T10:04:00.000+08:00

Wow... Fate/Stay night was a great anime! Just completed it 5mins ago... Great ending, my friend told me that the ending was kind of lousy and I wanted to see how lousy it was. Seems that it was not as lousy as what my friend said. Come to think of it, probably different people has different perception of stories which allows them to decide whether if it's nice or not.

Well if anyone had my msn, the phrase still applies to this anime: "Memories may be forgotten, but feelings are eternal" Why do I say so? If you didn't met someone you love for a long time, what would you remember about him/her? The things you and her/him done? or the feeling you had for that person? Well answer this yourself, which I probably knew the answer if you are someone who truely love that person.

Uh oh... I haven't read my lab manual. I guess I better glance at it what is going to happen later, otherwise I'm gonna get a hearful scolding from the lecturer again >_<... Ahh... Though the impromtu speech is still relative far from now, I'm still very.... Nervous. Yesterday my classmate said I had the skills to link things together. But I can only do that at a calm state. If I'm nevous, I can't think of anything. My mind would be blank. More importantly, if the topic that I picked is something that i don't understand, ITS OVER!!!!!! Sigh... Hope I could scrape through this horrible testT_T.

I think I would need to stop here. Got to prepare myself for school! See ya!~

2008-01-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

"Weeee....." A brand new year 2008! Happy New Year to those who are reading this. Well... If people ask me what's my New Year's resolutions, the only thing I can think of is for myself to be happier this year. Thought people who knows me may think I'm happy everyday. But probably they have totally mistaken me. Yesterday's count down, I was in my room, enclosed. Counting down myself. Kinda sad huh? Well thats me... I felt very lonely. My family didn't really organise a party or so, so I only have my animes and my game to accompany me.

Tomorrow's the "real" reopening of the school. Guess it's time to chiong study again. But, now I really do not have this motivation. It seems that I'm getting to the bottom of the class now. It's not that I'm getting stupid or what. It's just that I've no motivation to study at all. No idea why though. But one thing that I'm interested in is studying Japanese, which is an exception. I'm having lab tomorrow, and home that I won't forget to print my notes out and do the pre-lab. Which I think i might<_<, Anyway there's an upcoming OL orientation. Some of my classmates were interested when one of the lecturer said " a chance to see girls". Guess this always works on most guys. For me, I'm not really very interested in these "oppotunties". People ask me what type of gf I would prefer. Lets see... I guess it would be someone who is mature but not that mature, reserved, and someone whom would place me first etc etc etc As my language is really lousy, I don't really know how to describe it. Well, I think this kind of people are rare now in my opinion.

Actually, I'm feeling quite sleepy now. No idea why actually, I think I slept for a full 8hours but I'm still sleepy. In fact, I rarely had times which I'm really fully awake. Guess it's due to my inability to allow my mind to have a "deep sleep". Come to think of it, what's the difference between a dream and reality? If you treat both of them as two different dimension, it means that its 2 world. Probably, dream is a world where when we leave this reality, it's the world where we would be living on.

Oh yes! I think I found the real reason why I can never listen with 100% attention during a lecture or when someone is teaching. Because my brain is slow. Most of the times, in conversations, I need to make the speaker to say twice as I would not catch the things at the beginning of the sentence. I don't know if it's my hearing fault or it's because of my brain. Either one would hinder me from listening to a lecture or when someone is teaching, and also, this may probably made people don't like me i guess. Anyway I don't really have anyone as in friends who is cared for me, nor I have anyone to show my concern to, so people dislike me or not, doesn't really matters to me actually.

Hmm right now, I'm waiting for one of my Secondary School friend to come online so I could play dota with him. I guess he is stucked with his vaccation homework, I don't really expect him to come online anytime soon. Guess since I'm free now, I might as well go find the lab manual and do it first. Oh wait... ARGHH My printer is out of INK. Can't print-.-". Sad... I shall spend my other time doing the thinking: "what should I do?" then.

See ya next time! Bye~

2007-12-31T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm my mom and sisters went to my uncle's house. Now the house only left me and my dad. My dad's watching his movie and me... I'm typing my blog. I didn't really want to watch the movie he is watching as it does not seem catchy enough for me.

Today's school was a mess... I got back 2 of my papers. The paper which i thought I would fail, I passed, and the paper which I thought that I would do the best, did not get a real good result. I was kind of disappointed. Whats more was that initially OC tutorial was continuing at 4pm today. I was "like what the freak?" My lectures ends at 12 and I need to wait for 4hours just for it? The library is closed and my friends and I do not have a place where we can comfortably dwell for the next 4hours. But soon later, my tutor came out of his staff room and 3 classes negotiated with him that the lessons should be postpone to a later day as today's New Year Eve, and people have their plans too(well I did not). And so, the period was pushed back to friday 11~12. Infact, he said would be tired as after that he would have hours of lab to teach. Actually I really feel sorry for him, I thought of not changing back and wait till 4 pm to have my tutorial, but, I did not said anything. Oh ya and during the TD lectures, my mind was blank. I didn't know what the lecturer is talking about. When I came back home, it feels like going to school was a dream-.-".

Actually something upset me. Not really upset but rather disappointed. I just knew that no 1 took Japanese as a CDS. That person whom i thought chose Japanese picked another course as first choice. Well, doesn't matter. I've interest this this subject so it doesn't matter if there is no one there to accompany me.

I read my Japanese book again today. My head was spinning. I didn't really understand what the thing means. I only know that Japanese words has past and present tense, which are similar to english, and an extension of the word to make it sound polite when talking with someone older or important.[Present: -masu, Negative present -masen, Past: - mashite, Negative present: masendeshite]. Probably after reading for one hour, this is what I learn. Actually I wanted to asked one of my online friend for help as she is kind of pro in the language. But seems she's busy at work, and I think she's not very well now, I shall postpone the question to a later time. Seems I need to let my head spin abit huh? lol... If anyone in the public reads my blog, and knows how to speak Japanese, I don't mind you teaching me jap, leave a tag~.

Hmmm I think I shall go watch some anime now, since my friend's busy doing his homework and I don't really wan to play dota alone. Later~

2007-12-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

Woo~~ Just watched finish Evan Almighty. I know it's not an not-so-new movie, but I didn't had a chance to watched it when it was airing in the cinema. It's quite a cool show, the show teaches something that nothing is impossible. If you are going to do something, do it right! and don't mind about others' opinion. What is most important is the love and trust of your close one. Probably that's the most important things in the world.

Anyway, tomorrow school's reopen for half day before the New year 2008 <_<. I feel it's quite redundant, they should reopen school on the 2nd instead of on the 31th of dec=X. Guess tomorrow I'll be getting some of my test papers back. I won't hope for anything good ='(.

Oh ya!!! I just realised something. I realised I don't like people who do not say say a formal "bye", "see-ya", "I got to something" etc etc in a msn/sms conversation. I always expect a reply everytime I say something. Making me wait for a reply that would not come is plain rude. I guess that's what most people are like. I seriously hate this kind of attitude. Another thing that I realised is that my some of my "friends" only msn or talk to me just to ask for favours or if they need some help here and there. It's just plain stupid. Am I a tool to you or a friend?

Well, today as usual, I read my japanese language book. It's getting tougher. I guess it's beacuse it's the basics of the language. If I managed to memorise this chapter and move on, it would be the time where I could form japanese sentences. The rest of the chapter in the book mostly emphasised on vocabulary on different occassions like meeting new people, asking around. As usual, I would post what i had memorised today before watching animes again.

What I had memorised today:

I realised that japanese cannot be learned by using english direct translations, but by understanding what does the word does.

(As my jap's vocabulary is not that good, I substitute jap words for the relevant english words)

Ga - A marker for "subject"

O - A marker for "object"

Kara - Used to mark the word's starting point. [Eg. 9 kara study. -> I study from 9 o'clock]

Made - Used to mark the word's ending point. [Eg. 9 made study. -> I study till 9]

Ni - Used to mark the target of the action. [Eg. Present ni give. -> I give present]
OR
Used to mark the time of event. [Eg. 4 ni arrived. - > I arrived at 4]

e - Used to mark the direction of the action.[Eg. School e go -> I go to/towards school]

de - (Still not sure, trying to figure out)

no - This is use to mark something that belong to the person/thing [Eg. John's no PSP -> John's PSP]

to - to list items [Eg. Credit card to car to cash -> Credit card and car and cash]
OR
to specifiy the co-agent of the action. (Still not sure, trying to figure out)

ka - used as "or"[Eg. Pen ka pencil - > Pen or pencil]

wa - used to mark the topic word (Still not sure, trying to figure out)

Refering to things:

Kore: Things at your area
Sore: Things at the other person's area
Are: Things outside both of your area

Some words that refers to people:

Watashi - I
Watashitachi - we/us
anata - you
anatatachi - you(pural)
Kare - he
Karera - they, them (used for mixed gender as well as guys only)
Kanojo - her
Kanojora - they, them (female only)

Guess that's all about it.. See ya next time! bye!

2007-12-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

Gochisosama!!!! Ah.. Just eaten alot of things, Mee siam, Cheese cake, oneh oneh, curry puff for lunch!><. I don't usually eat alot during my lunch, but my mom says that there's alot of left over so i decide to "help out" heh!

My dad found an adpator for my audio!!!!! No more new wires are needed to be brought!=X. The sound finally appears infront of me instead of on my left o.o. yay? i guess lol. I did some reading on my japanese book and stucked at this table. Seem I would need alot of time to memorise it!

2 more days to new year!~ I don't really have the "New Year" feel. Probably because of my poly's timetable. It seems a new year, but yet, I'm still year 1! In 2+ months time, I would have another long long holiday, but before i could reach there, I need pass the most difficult obstacle! SEMESTER EXAMINATIONS! Gosh.. hate exams. But come to think of it, exams are like a marker. It proves that you studied. I realise this when i wanted to learn japanese. This thought were in my mind, " If I learn how to speak, it won't be recgonised right? As I do not have a certificate, I won't even know what level of "proness" I'm standing at!" Guess that's the usefulness of an exam.

What i had learnt today:

Kara - From
Made - Untill

Guess these are adjective(I think so... not sure of this word meaning. ENGLISH NOOB HERE!=X) words in japanese.

Till then~ Jana~~

2007-12-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

After going to 2 popular bookstore, 1 MPH and some wierd bookstore in Tanglin Mall(not sure if it's the place's name). I finally found a good book where i could learn Japanese! I suddenly had this passion to learn Jap. From what i see, Jap is a very interesting language to learn. Even though my languages sucks, I still wanted to learn Japanese.(Well, by right I should bulk up on my current languages before learning a new language right?=/ correct me if I'm wrong) I brought this book which cost $39T_T.. Quite expensive but I think its worth the money!

Anyway, today's was the CDS selection day. Sad to say, no one chose Japanese except one of my classmate. Thats good actually, I thought at first that there were no one to accompany me in taking the subject. Bleh.. School's reopening. Boringg!!!! Getting back my test papers. I know my TD sure fail. I think I going to be very emo when i receive my test paperT_T... Guess no 1 will cares anyway, so it doesn't matter<_<. class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">WEDNESDAY, THERE WOULD BE AN INPROMTU(unsure spelling) SPEECH! GOSH! I DID NOT READ ANY NEWSPAPER OR WHATSOEVER, I'M SO DEADT_T.

My Dad brought a 5 metre S-video cable for my computer. Now I'm able to watch my animes on my TV instead of the computer screen!!! So cool! I can even play my computer games using the TV screen. But, I still need another cable before I could really completely enjoy. For now, there is only display on my TV and there is no sound coming out from it. The sound are from my computer speaker, which is kind of weird when I watch my anime. The sounds were coming from my left side while the screening is in front of me<_<.

I think I'll end off with some Japanese which i had learnt from the book. I treat this as a practice as I'm really lazy to take a pencil and paper to write these stuff=X.

Lesson 1

Some basic words:

1. Domo - Refers to thanks or used for brief greetings
2. So, So - Refers to "yeah" when listening to someone in conversation.
3. Ie - Refers to "no"
4. Dame - Refers to can't or not allowed to do that.
5. Li desu ne - Refers to "thats a great idea!"
6. Yatta - Refers to " Yay~ I did it"
7. Gambatte - Refers to "do your best!" ( A lot people misspelled this word)
8. Omedato - Refers to congratulations
9. Yosoko - Refers to "Welcome!"
10. Makasete - Refers to " Count on me!"
11. Shinpai Shinaide - Refers to " Don't worry"
12. Sono Tori - Refers to "You are absolutely right!"

Seems most of it are dialong-type meaning. I guess that's the word's real meaning then. Anyway I forgetting those rarely used words, as least for now, such as "Sono Tori, Yosoko, li desu ne."

Pitches & Vowel lengths:

Different Pitches for the same word may mean different things. It kind of like chinese.

Vowel lenghts, what i meant? Like for example Obasan can mean 2 things. First is aunt and grandmother. To differentiate them is the drag of the vowel a after ob. So aunt would pronounced as O- Bahh-San, and grandmother would be pronounced as O-Baah-san.

Forming sentences:

In english, we make sentence as Subject-Verb-Object.

In Japanese, sentences are formed as Subject-Object-Verb. The verb must always be the last. "I like anime" would turn out to be "i anime like." The sentence can be constructed as Object-Subject-Verb too. Marker are used. For example, ga is used for subject pointer and o is used for object pointer. Interesting huh!

Well, I think thats all till where I studied till, Reading more of it tml=)

2007-12-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

hilwea elpinhi ymu addq oty ixfa au ewnu vddy ecordera, Ih adhq omesu imety oty estry. Ia ayle noa het ofasu ni eltfm eartha rokenbu. anymr hingsty illedf ymi indmu. henwi iu aswu aboutaa ota akety ay apnu, iu ookedla tay ymu oftsy yots. uddensq addnesssi trikesq ymu. iy otti in adhq orgettenfi boutaq erhy. Onq, ctuallyal iu avehy onj eelfg ofrq erhq nyaq oremy. utbi hywq?!?!?! ij mai uresy ij ahdu ostly heti eelfs lreadyaf. hatwy appenhq otu emy? lassmatecq aysq ik myu moea, uy hinktq iu eallyrq anwu oty ebu moeq?! onq.... histu siu ontq emy nyai orema. howu mai iq?! if eelfi ikeli creaminse, ubta tia ouldwk otu eachru nyoneaq. ih eallyrw ishedwe omeoneqi illwa elltq emt, nyoneaq, hatto veryq hingtq sir lriteaw. ia avehu eenba ecivingdq yyselfmq, onq attermq owhq ig eceiveda yselfmq, othingni hangedca. hwyu? iq nowenkq otq ebu appyhw nit hetu astpp. onwi heneverwu ymi indmq siu ffoq, addnessa ipsq niq. ahq, osi omupterci ashu eenbu lindinge emt romfq ymw addnesssa. adhq nougheu veryhingw leq. iu antcu indfu ackbq yselfmi, ornq heretu siu nyoneai otu elphu emi. imetq otq imetq ymu eartha eelfs ainpq, iu ustjq hoosect tou gnoreia tiu illti onwo. easonru hywu ahtti unicequ rokebq ithwu mei sig ozca robablypq imq ai 17 ryq ldoa uygi ithwu ai 12 rya ldoc indmq etsi. iq ontdq lamebq erhu. tisi ustjq ai glyuq idesu foi histu orldwi.

I'm tired of listening, when no one listens to me. I'm very hostile. Actually infact, i don't know whats happening to me. My ankle's sprain, i refused to put medicine. I hit my leg, i refused to care for it. Just now i accidently cut myself with my finger nails, and i didnt really care much. Weird...

Christmas is approaching, I feel nothing. To me, it's just an ordinary day. Nothing special. Probably it's just going out to eat a big meal with my family and come back home to watch my anime again. Anyway one who is reading this, Merry Christmas, regardless if it's belated or not=/.

Projects projects projects. I wanted to do my projects, but i cant find the mood to. I'm trying to pick some japanese by reading online stuff. So far i learned about the pronouncation of AEIOU in japanese and how a sentence should phrase like. Well, weird thing is, if you translate japanese directly to english, it's broken<_<. My english is not good in a first place, probably it would be easier to learn lol.

I think I have ntohing to say anymore. See you next time~ Sayonara~

N.B The 1st paragraph is not meant to be know. I wanted to relief myself so i typed that. If anyone can decifier it, and have the stamina to read it, i salute you as it consist of typo, inconstant words. robablypq ouyw reau hetu neoq howu reulyt arecu orfi emi.