Wee~ exam's finally over. I'm kind if tired now. After this entry, i Probaby would go and take a nap. I think 3 out of 4 papers i would do pretty well. Today's exam was horrid. Its not that i do not know how to do. Rather, i was having mental block and also panicked at that time. Hope i won't get lousy results=(.

My friends are planning to work. I had also wanted to go out and find a part time job. But my body wouldn't budge. I have many worries about having a job. Not sure if i should find 1 or not just go get experience.

Its going to be teachers day again!! Its going to be my mother's birthday too. I haven't brought any present for her yet. Probably I'm going to buy it tomorrow, or on the teacher's day itself since i'm going out with my gf and some other friends to eat.

I don't really have much thing to say though. haha so.. catch ya next time=)

Just finished section B of the PIPC AY06/07 pass year paper. Kinda tiring for a 3hour paper. I wonder how my seniors managed to cope with it. Lucky for me its 2hour this year. Probably, two hours means lesser time to do the questions. Hope i won't suffer from the lack of time haha. Anyway there are some question i'm stucked, but no idea who should i approach to. Maybe i think about it tomorrow.

"JUMP IN" was aired in disney channel today again. It was my second time watching it. They have those cool skipping rope styles which i believe that i could never achieve those standard. In fact, this kind of skipping is also termed as doubledutch(unsure of spelling), and there are competition for it. Guess this kind of sports would not be found in here.

Hmm, since yesterday, i went to audition to played some games with my friend I totally suck at it. Comparing to what i was a few months ago, i was like half as good as then. Probably i didn't play audition for quite sometime which caused my "downfall".

Oh and, about the HSM ost i haven uploaded it on imeem. Kinda lazy cause i need to change the format of mine to mp3. I guess there are already uploads at imeem already. So try to search it there=)

It seems that there aren't much things to say today huh. I think I'll stop here for now. Time to play games~~~! Sayonara~!

Ah~ Its so late now. Just came back from school. My friend took 1hour++ trying to print something in school, and i waited with a few friends with him. Otherwise i be back home earlierT.T.

Anyway, Monday its the start of the study week, my exams is starting on next Friday. I haven really studied. Today my pipc tutorial test was cancelled. My tutor said it was plan so as not to give us too much stress since exam is coming. Today's oc test was fine. I think i will scrape through it.

Yesterday my mom brought the OST for high school musical 2. The songs were not as nice compared to high school musical 1. I try to upload some at imeem and post the link here if i have the time to do so=/. Rather busy now at Granado Espada as i just got my new character.

Somethings was bothering me just now.

Firstly, I saw a poster in school which said "feel hopeless in life? You may be suffering for depression" I thought about it since ever i saw it. I feel that no matter what i did, nothing turns out to be good. I usually look down on myself. But i guess this is not depression as depression usually brings upon weird behavior right?

Secondly, I feel out. I feel like i am a torch in "shakugan no shana". No matter where i go, at first i have friends to hang around with. But as time goes by, my existence to them its like vanishing. It's happening now. I'm always feeling lonely (Apart when i'm with my gf). Is it my character which makes people stay far from me? I don't know. If you ask me how many friends i have, probably fingers on 1 hand would be sufficient. On my birthday, only my best friend(if he meets me) would give me a present and another person would be my gf. My parents of course would buy me a cake which i feel its sufficient. Friends celebarting birthday for friend? This would never happen to me in my entire life.

"Hey is this *blah blah*?" my friend asked. I didn't know how to answer him. I'm not good at singers and names of songs. While my clinches know them very well. I'm was usually thrown out of the group. This is only one part of it. There's still many instances where similar cases happens. My interests and theirs were always different. Anything I do will not get their attention. Now a days, it seems that I was "kicked" out of the group. My feeling though. Everything my "friends" does always leave me out, which they usually don't.

Probably I should isolate myself from them so that i would not feel saddened, which i'm already. This means, I would not go for chalet i guess. And I think my blog has no one to look at it either. Its only me, myself and I. Kinda sad doesn't it?

Maybe I really do have a slight depression. No idea.

Ok my sis had done bathing. Time to bathe. Cyaz~

First of all, pictures as promised=) not very clear though

After taking this pictures, i just realised that my phone have optical zoom which was not digital zoom found in normal camera phone. This made me more satisfied with my phone which i'm carrying it heh!

After school, I went to whitesands to buy some donuts with one of my friend. i Brought some and its was kind of costly. 6 donuts for $7.20! gosh. But of course, the taste was worth the price i pay. It was delicious. From what my mom said, donuts has 2 types. One way is to fry it and another is to bake it. Both ways to make the donuts have their advantages and disadvantages.

For the frying method, the advantage is that the donut would be delicious upon comsumption after making it. But the downside is that if it is kept too long without being consumed, the donut would not taste delicious.

For the baking method, the advantage is that it could be keep for a very long time and at the same time, keep it's shine. The taste is inferior as compared to the fried donuts. But, comparing in a long run, this method of making donuts beats the fried donuts.

Ok enough of donuts, today was a terrible day in school. First of all, I was so sleepy that i actually dozed off in lecture for about 5minutes. I think it's the first time in Polytechnic that i really did that. Next, during my practical session, the practical was something about "back titration" which i had learnt in MJC. But, i totally forgot about it as i though it may not be of use again. I was stucked at the calculation part and was some what scolded by the lab instructor(well not only me, basically the whole class). I was having this thought "Hey, this is something new and had never been taught in lectures before. "Back titration" was not even mention in any part of my life in polytechnic. Its so unfair to assume that we know how to do it and just keep scolding us taking that we do not want to do and just wait for answers. Its simply very unreasonable of him". As you see, i hate unreasonable people. Maybe he would be someone who I was once respected, to someone short-listed in my blacklist.

There's a on-coming camp which was organised, I'm not sure if I want to join it or not. (hate camps). Well, see how peer pressure would affect me. haha

OH! Its time for my show. Poof~ off to the TV~~ Cya next time=)

Just came back from praying. The 7th month is here again. Ashes are once again filled on the grounds. Better be careful not to step on them as you are walking on pavement near houses=).

Oh yea today's was not the day of submission of the MEB project. It's on Wednesday. This means that i have more time to review and change my project abit more before the submission. But I guess my completed project should be ready for submission.

Today's Zhang Dong Liang performance was kind of disappointing. It felt as it i had wasted my time going to his performance. He only sang 4 songs which last for less than 15mins and instead, talk for more than 1hour. I could have returned home and do my PIPC pre-lab which i have not done it and it is for tomorrow. There was a nokia phone give away randomly to the floor. The MC took randomly a serial number from a box. If this number matches with the holder of the ticket of the same number, that person would be able to get the nokia phone for free. I was not really interested in the phone as it was a lower-grade type of phone as compared to my current one. I tried to take a few picture of him singing, but the pictures turn out to be blur due to the lighting casted on him. My phone camera also could not zoom sufficiently so take this face as he was a bit far from me. I'll try to upload what i took on the next post.

Till now, I have not receive any DRP notification that i had entered into any projects. Guess I'm rejected=(. Well never mind, there'll always be next time. Hope that there would be more interesting project in future as compared to now so i could apply to join them again.

There was a break between the end my of lessons and the start of Zhang Dong Liang concert. About 3hours break. For the first 2 hours, my friends and I played monopoly. It was quite exciting. It been very long since the last time i played it. After that, some of my friends went for classes and the remaining friends and I went to play pool for about 35mins. It was quite fun. There were some "pros" there trying to discriminate our skills in playing pool. It was very impolite of them. We ere just playing for fun and not planning to join competition or any sort. What right they have to insult others? They were one batch of people whom was always playing pool for hours and hours and not letting others have a chance to play. Since are such addict, I believe they skipped lectures just to play pool. Our pool skills may not be top notch, but i'm sure their studies aren't good at all. Hate this kind of people.

Hmm kind of tired now. Granado Espada is going to have a maintenance starting from tomorrow till 16th of August. They are going throught a major patch i guess. I heard that my limited edition character can be of use by then. Can't wait for the day to come. So, i got to rush level my character now otherwise i won't have chance tomorrow. hehexD. Cya laterz

Yup~ Today's the special day for me. The 12th. The day passed normally just like other days. Guess she is too tied up with her jc work. Hope i could do something for her to help her. Its just beyond my limits. sigh..

Today its also the day i started studying for my sem exams. I thought of a new way to study. Instead of writing notes on a piece of paper, i decided to type it out. It would be much neater. Since i like to do stuff using the computer, by typing out notes on the computer it might me fun. This may attract me to study instead of just boring method using pen and pencil to write out the notes. I have already done about 1 1/2 chapters of my PIPC. Stopped awhile just now and went to play some games till now. heh=/. I going to continue doing it after i had taken my nap which is quite soon. Next week is going to be the last week befire the "holidays". "Holidays" which refers to the days which i have to study for my sem exams. Most my my friends in SP and NYP are already "enjoying" this "holiday". Well, after the exams there'll be 6 weeks of holiday! WEE~ There's one upcoming tutorial quiz next week which is PIPC! I'm already starting to study so not much to worry about it =).

And YES! Tomorrow's 13th! The busy busy day. haha=X. I wonder what would be of tomorrow. My DRP!!! Hope i could get into one. Very excited=P. Oh ya, and the concert tomorrow. I wonder if my friends are going to watch it. AND HOPE I DON'T FORGET TO BRING MY TICKET!!!

I had just added the falling blue star. One friend commented that it was too childish =/. I think i would leave it as it is till i could find a better star haha. Sorry if its too distracting, kind of lazy to edit it =X.

Ok got to go and take my nap so i could continue on my studies! Sayonara~~

Something's happening to me. My brain stopped functioning in studying =(. My test got average marks, i tried to memorise stuff but it couldnt get in. Even in lecture i started to fall asleep which i usually don't. Seriously something must be happening to me. I suddenly felt very demoralised once again as I felt before.

I got back my organic chemistry quiz paper today and only got 14 out of 20. Sigh. My tutorials are all not done. I don't know whats happening to me. I'm getting forgetful too. I forgot to bring my form (NYAA) to submit to my lecture. ARGHH~~ bad month i guess.

Ok enough of it. I'm back to a game called Granado Espada. I'm still not a 100% active in it, but rather semi active as the game has a AFK leveling function. Today is the release of the business model. It is about what the game is going to be when it enters the commercial phrase. As expected, it was Pay-to-play with item mall. It cost 9.90 SGD per month.

2 more days~!!! The mark of another year with my dear gf. 2 years!!! Sigh... I did not prepared anything. I feel that the relationship is rocking, or maybe i was being too paranoid. Does love last long? Or its just when someone becomes sick of you after so call "toying" and dump you one side? Sigh i don't know. I wanted to bring her out on that day. But when i asked if she wanted, the reply i got was "i don't know". It was kind of depressing. Any idea on what should i do? I felt very restless for the pass few days. Probably because of this. Sigh... Hope it would turn out well.

Anyway, I just made a new siggy on Shakugan No Shana with a new brush i downloaded and also took shana's from http://www.minitokyo.net. This website has lots of anime wallpaper. If anyone is interested check it out.

Hope everything would be fine for the next few days. See ya next time. Bye~

Its National Day once again. Did not bother to really watch the National Day parade. I was walking in and out of the room instead of sticking my eyes on the parade. Every year the programmes are always similar. Red Lions, March-in Parade blah...blah... Only things that is different is the night performance as the so call "theme" for each year changes. This year it was something like environmental.

This morning i went to Zhi Yruan again for some Dian Xing in the morning. It was kind of disappointing as the quality of the food was inferior compared to the previous time when i went there. I ordered a cup of Soya Bean, my cousins and sister who were there too ordered the same drink. I was the first to taste it, and to my surprise, there was a titch of ginger taste. I doubted myself so asked those who had the same drink to try. They at first did not agree, but after a few sips, they also tasted the ginger. My Dad when to ask the waitress if ginger was used in preparing the soya bean. The waitress said ginger was added to the sugar water which is added into the soya bean. I was like *argh*. Hate ginger!! The saying "ignorant is bliss" may be true. If i did not knew the truth of having ginger added to the soya bean, i would probably drunk it being less "tortured". After that I went to Bugis and brought 2 shirt which total cost $88. Initially i did not want to buy it, but my Mom brought it in the end. I was very thankful as she always tries to buy anything what i wanted. And, of course i treasure them very much.

Hey look at the top. The "My Memories". I used brushes and the software GIMP to do it. Though its simple, and may be ugly, i still would remain it there till i could draw a better one. Kinda like the drawing i done =X.

GOAL~~ A term used for gunbound when a shot did not hit any land or enemy. I just signed up for a new ID to play back this old game. It was an idea from one of my friend. We are trying to ask more people from our class to join the game as it might be fun playing something common as a class.

While typing this post, there were guests in my house. My cousins and their parents. From young, we have formed very close bonds as being a "childhood" friend. My Mom likes to play Mahjong with their parents which was only 3 players. In the past my grandmother usually played with them which was the fourth player, but later she got too ill to play, and now she had totally forgotten about me. I do not really have a strong memory of her as I did not really communicate with her during my childhood days. And now, even if i wanted to, i could not. Oh ya if you are wondering why i could type this post when my cousin is around is because my sisters are keeping them busy with some card games i think haha=/.

Well there's tests tomorrow and tutorial sessions. I only studies part of my test and it's the chapter where I'm worse at. Sigh. Hope i wont flunk. And tutorials, i cant do it with my cousins here. Do not have the "mood". Maybe i should try doing some? hmm... Going to entertain my cousins, catcha next time=)

Thirteen, thirteen, thirteen. So much stuff is going to happen on the 13th of August.

Firstly, the DRP[Differential Research Programme] results is going to be released on that day. I hope that I could get into one of the projects enlisted as they were so call "real" project handles by those professional lecturers. I hope that i could get a "feel" on doing R & D. I have kind of low confidence at myself as my results were not that good. Lecturers would be finding students which are more academic inclined i guess. Well, just hope i could get in=/.

Secondly, on this day, I have to submit my CSAS learning journal. Though i had done my journal, but i am still unsure if i had gone it correctly. The teacher did not really explained on how to write the journal. What's a direct speech? It said that the journal should be in that format. My friend says that direct speech is dialog. I was like *shocked*. The examples shown by my teacher was not in terms of direct speech and the question paper requests for a direct speech? Even its a direct speech entry, how am I supposed to write it in a direct speech format?

Thirdly, there's a singer coming down to my school to sing on this day. Ticket will be available tomorrow if I'm not wrong. They are free! Wee~ Free concert by song artist! Rare chance. Tickets were usually sold for few hundred bucks if its a performance outside.

Fourth, from my friend's information, its the first day of the Chinese 7th month. The sound of it chills my spine once again. Hope this day won't come so soon ha ha ha...

SEE! So many stuff on the same day! Its like a even more busy day as compared to National Day huh? haha.

Oh!!!! I got a HAIR RAISING experience during my organic chemistry lab session. I WAS DEALING WITH CONCENTRATED ACIDS. At first when the lab instructor said it was corrosive I did not really believe it. It was only when there was a few steps in the experiment whereby to test the pH value of some solutions. To my horror, all the solution pH i tested was at a RANGE OF 1~3PH!!! Sweat broke out when I saw the results. But lucky, after the practical none of me has corrode haha. Phew. But i looked at my hand just now, there were some dead skin. Not sure if its caused by the acid. *trembles*

Anyway its time to do my pre-lab for tomorrow's practical. Cya next time=) * AND oh yes~ i CHANGED the bgm. Shakugan no SHANA season 2 promo song. *

Tired... No idea why, but just tired. Maybe its because of waking sleeping at 12.30am yesterday and waking up at 6.00am for a make-up lecture which replaces the one during Thursday as it's a National Day(Public holiday). Sad to say that on Wednesday, its a normal school day and there is no holiday on the Friday(day after National Day). These 2 days were still being enjoyed by primary,secondary and junior collage levels, but not for polytechnic level=(. Isn't polytechnic level and junior collage level the same? Why does polytechnic students do not enjoy these school holidays? Well, that may be the offset for polytechnic students i guess.

Oh yea, i was trying out a new photoshop program which was GIMP. For the first time in my life i was using a photo imaging editor to make a heading as u seen on the left of the blog. Don't mind if its ugly, its was my first try using brushes. Hope I could do nicer ones in future heh, needs more creativity=X Anyone wants to be my sensei? haha.

Anyway, today was my CSAS personality test[I think it is called this]. A scenario was given and my friends and I needed to "act" out the process of discussion to show the teacher. This needs to include team roles that were learnt during CSAS lessons. It went pretty smooth was compared to the trial which was held last week where almost everyone including me was tongue tied. During the test, I felt that my teacher was glaring at me. It seems like I had did something wrong. Probably i was too paranoid. Despite knowing that, fear still struck me as the test proceeds. Hope I did not screw up in the test. Anyway during the test, at one point of discussion, a small tension broke out during a discussion of one idea during the test. There was a mini argument between me and one of my friends. I think my marks got marked down for that as i did not apply the appropriate strategies that i had learn during my CSAS lessons.

After the test, I and a few classmate met out outside the library and discussed about the chalet there is going to be held on September during the vacation break. I didn't went to a chalet before as i do not like sleeping out. Probably this may be the first chalet i will ever go, i'm still in diliema if i should go or not. Maybe when the time comes, I shall decide. Now it shall be thrown to the back of my mind!

Sigh~ Test's tomorrow. Till now i did not studied for it. Getting bored of studies and do not have much motivation to do my tutorials and study for my test. Maybe I shall do some later and study for my test too. Ok! Time to take a short 20mins nap to get myself refreshed before doing tutorials and studying for my test. Catch ya later=)

Wee~~ just did finish my CSAS learning journal. Not sure if i did it right though. If its wrong i got to edit it again=(. Anyway i still haven touched my TUTORIALS!! GOSH~ i gonna die next week from the stress of tests and tutorials assignment!



Oh ya, this weekend i ate alot. Yesterday night after typing the previous post, i went to eat dinner at turf club, to celebrate my mother-side grandfather's birthday. There were 10 dishes, and 1 desert. I ate most of the dishes and also drank 3 cups of coke!! It felt like my stomach was exploding. This have not include the birthday cake. The cake was big, i guess it was around 3KG?! I heard it cost like $119.90 dollars. Kinda costly, but there were a few families there which i do not really know them, hence the cake was quickly half eaten. The rest of it was cut and shared to every family to bring them home to eat. Apart from eating, it was also a time whereby i once again spend time with my cousins after a long time. Seems that in terms of character-wise, there was not much change in them. Physicial-wise, hmm... my younger cousin was TALLER THAN me!! We all took a photo of us together during that time. Here is 1 photo:

Oh yea a few days ago i read an article online and saw that 17 warning letters(if i'm not wrong) were sent out to those who are downloading animes, and also just found out that fansubs were illegal. I think these had caused a major uproar within anime fans. Some even said they wanted to boycott odex the anime company in some forum. Hmm... anyway there are alot of online streaming of fansubs i dun think people need to download them anymore. I brought MAR(Marchen Awaken Romance) which is from odex. There were a few subtitle errors and in my opinion, the subbing was inferior to fansubs. Man, I wished i could buy fansubs animes instead of inferior odex's anime. Can fansubs like sign some contract with anime companies in Japan so they are legal? and so I could see them in stores buy them! Otherwise i rather that i continue watching fansub anime in youtube though the quality is bad. If anyone has any good anime of genre fantasy-adventure-romance. Shout out to me!

Anyway its getting late now. Got to rush to a dinner heh... Not sure when would i post again. anyway.. see ya next time~~ Sayonara~~ Poof~