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Tuesday, April 28, 2009




Yup... Its Tomoyo after ~It's a wonderful life~ The arc where Tomoya ended up with Tomoyo instead. I finally found the psp game which is patched in chinese, and it is suited for all ages(yay!). I read from some comments in youtube that the story didn't end very well. Some what similar to the one that happened to Nagisa in the orginal story. Well, nevertheless, I'm still going to finish this visual novel haha. Anyway watch this opening song before I say anthing about the characters.

Light colors by Lia:





Well you can see, besides Tomoyo and Tomoya, there are 3 more new characters in this arc. Tomo, Takafumi and Kanako. Well, till what I have read, Kanako has not appeared yet. Takafumi is the younger brother of Tomoyo where he always interrupt when Tomoyo and Tomoya was about to do some mushy stuff haha. And Tomo is the illegitimate child of Tomoyo and Takufumi's father. So this makes Tomo the younger sister of them. Tomo was abandoned by her mother because her mother has some mental conditions, and I think due to that, she decided that she do not have the ability to take care of Tomo(I think so! Till where I read, they didn't really say why she abandoned her, it was only said that she had some mental problems).

Tomo do not really have a place to go. If she goes back to her dad, Tomoyo's family might fall apart because her dad had an affair in the past. After some discussion, Tomoyo decided to become Tomo's acting mother and took care of her in Tomoya's apartment. Toma was quickly attached to Tomoyo, and they got along very well. Then later, Tomoya met Tomo's real mother infront of Tomoyo's house, and made a trade to her. If she meet Tomo for the last time, he would send photo of Tomo every week to her. Well, this is where I read until. Of course there were some other interesting parts in the novel, but what I typed here was the main plot which circles around Tomo.

Well, anyway sorry for the very delayed updating of blog. Lol. Going to Jurong Island made me really busy and also spoilt my mood for blogging<_<. I'm gonna watch Idolm@ster now. Haha.. This game was quite popular in Japan, So I decided to watch it first=p. so Cya! ja!

~ { 7:04 PM }

Wednesday, April 22, 2009



Omg I found this cool Miku song - Dearest (Original is by Ayumi Hamasaki)


I was shocked. It sounded so human at some parts lol. The "robotic" feeling was not there. Gosh. Cool song. A remix of the original dearest.

Enjoy,



Anyway, CPTC is just a boring as usual lol. The plant is just soooooooooo hot! Arghh.. Hate it. I wish the 6 weeks could past faster lol.

In the morning I heard one of my classmate talking about a solar storm happening on either 2010 - 2012. It would cause death of many people. This is different from the Mayan mtyh about the world's end. Its something reported by NASA with referance to the observation of the sun's pattern. I don't really know what is it totally about yet, I'll read more and post here next time.You might want to read this first http://www.nasa.gov/vision/universe/solarsystem/10mar_stormwarning.html .Ja!

~ { 9:32 PM }

Friday, April 17, 2009



ARGHH DAMMIT!! Tomorrow is my BBT, and the stress is BUILDING UP NOW. ARGHHH.. I tried doing those elearning questions and got so MANY ERRORS. OMg.. If I fail the test tomorrow, means I'm gonna waste my parents $180 as i already booked 3 of my practical driving lessons. Arghh.. DAM DAM DAM. And I have to think of a report to write for this week. ZZZZZ I wish everything can be done in a second successfully lol...

~ { 10:55 PM }

Thursday, April 16, 2009



CPTC is dead boring arghh... Can't sleep in lectures-.-" Once you fall asleep for 5 times and got caught, you might be terminated from the course. Dam! What is this policy about? Oh, and I hate the coverall they provided. It is a one piece cloth and it is so uncomfortable zzz. I wonder how do engineers work.

There is a test on PFD diagram next Thursday, and I'm worried that I'm not able to memorise that whole PFD diagram. It is kind of hard, and I really hate those ever since I did those PFD practical in school.

From these, I concluded that I would never in my life work in a chemical plant. There is so many safety consideration to consider and also working in a chemical plant is very tiring, especially if there is shift work. From what all the trainers said, there were many incident happened in chemical plant which causes serious injuries and death.Which were kind of dangerous. I rather work in a lab than a chemical plant lol. Anyway, I rarely seen much young people in Jurong island lol. So its probably not a place for many young people to work=X.

Anyway I'm feeling very uneasy since yesterday. There are 3 reasons to it. First is the upcoming diagram test. Second is my Driving Basic Theory Test(BTT) which is on Saturday. And thirdy, its something that happened yesterday which made me feel uneasy(I think I don't feel it now, only yesterday lol). I don't really want to elaborate the 3rd thing cause it is something I don't want people to know.

Sigh tomorrow I've to go back to CPTC and stay there till 8P.M. Damn... there is a practical tomorrow, and I guess wearing the coverall would make me sweat like mad in the plant, and which means that I've to change to a new coverall next week. I've been wearing the same one for 4 days already(tml would be the 5th). I guess everyone is doing the same lol. I don't really have a music vid or music to intro in this post today(lazy to find). So I shall leave the post here leave with an uncomfortable feeling T_T. Ja.

~ { 8:20 PM }

Sunday, April 12, 2009



Here is the OP1 and ED1 of とらドラ enjoy=) [There's still stuff at the bottom of the post lol]

Pre-parade by Rie Kugimiya:



Romaji:

pure! pureparaato!
tsuyoku nanka nai kedo
pure! pure pareedo!
itsuka kimi o tsukamaeru!

pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa warete baribari
pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa

yudan shi tara sono yubi chiku chiku atakku kakugo shi te
chiisai kedo hasamu no mijinko mitai na anata

hoshii no wa purasuchikku na haato ( purasu purasu dakedomainasu )
demo sore ja tsumaranai soko ni kidui ta mono gachi

koi ha amaku te nigai mono
tanjun meikai fukuzatsu kaiki na shiromono
dou demo ii koto bakkari ki ni shi tari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
onkou tokujitsu ekisentorikku na anata
tsuyogaru soburi o zenshin matotte tachiuchi
sunao na dake da to shigeki ga tsuyoku te kurakura
kizutsui chau no kizutsuke chau no junjou pureparaato

pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa warete baribari
pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa pu.re.purepa

migake ba mada kagayaku genkai nante arie nai
chiisaku te mo dare ni mo make nai nani ka ga aru no

watashi kara chikaduku made tae te yo ( taete taete konkiga daiji )
anata kara sore ijou chikadukare tara ware chau

hito ha yasashiku shigeki teki
kibun soukai nangyoukugyou no shiromono
naki tai toki ni mo nikoniko warattari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
saiki kanpatsu akuchibu zenkai na anata
tsuyoki na taido de kishuu o shikake te kataki uchi
chokushin dake da to fuan ni kara re te sowasowa
atama no naka wa itsumo ichi nin no junjou pure pareedo

koi ha amaku te nigai mono
tanjun meikai fukuzatsu kaiki na shiromono
dou demo ii koto bakkari ki ni shi tari suru no
donna kanji ? son na kanji
onkou tokujitsu ekisentorikku na anata
tsuyogaru soburi o zenshin matotte tachiuchi
sunao na dake da to shigeki ga tsuyoku te kurakura
kizutsui chau no kizutsuke chau no junjou pureparaato
atama no naka ha itsumo ichi nin no junjou pure pareedo

English:

pre! preparation!
although I'm not strong
pre! pre-parade!
I will capture you one day!

p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare broken into crumbs
p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare

be prepared for the prickling attach when your guards are down
I'll grasp you like a flea although I'm small

what I want is a plastic heart (plus, plus, but it's a minus)
but that's boring, those who realize that are the winners

love is sweet and bitter
an amazing thing that's plain and simple, yet complicated and mysterious
worrying continuously about the trivial things
what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's gentle, sincere, and eccentic
opposing with the attitude of tough pretence with the body
just being honest is too stimulating and makes me dizzy
I get hurt, I hurt you, a naive preparation

p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare broken into crumbs
p-re-prepare p-re-prepare p-re-prepare

I'll still shine if I'm polished, there's no such thing as limits
there's something where I won't lose to others although I'm small

endure it until I approach you (endure, endure, patience is important)
if you approach me more, I'll break apart

people are kind and stimulating
yet they're amazing by being refreshed, yet experiencing hardships
smiling even when they want to cry

what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's quick-witted and fully active
with a weak surprise attack to take revenge
although it's straight ahead, I succumb to anxiety and feel uneasy
in my mind, I'm always alone on the naive pre-parade

love is sweet and bitter
an amazing thing that's plain and simple, yet complicated and mysterious
worrying continuously about the trivial things
what is it like? it feels like a loss
you, who's gentle, sincere, and eccentic
opposing with the attitude of tough pretence with the body
just being honest is too stimulating and makes me dizzy
I get hurt, I hurt you, a naive preparation
in my mind, I'm always alone on the naive pre-parade

Vanilla Salt by Yui Horie:



Romaji:

Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Burning Love

Amai dake nara
Soruto kakemashou

Dare yori mo motto motto watashi o
Shitte hoshii kara sarakedashitai
Demo dekinai no keiken nasshin
Modokashisugiru

Yowasa miseyou to sureba suru hodo
Muda ni tsuyogari subete ga urahara
Hontou wa watashi nakimushi nan da
Damatte da kedo

Demo, amai dake no ai wa chotto

Watashi ga motomete iru mono to wa chigau

Shiro to iwaretara
Kuro da tte icchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?

Amai banira ni
Soruto kakeru yo ni

Icizu ni suki ni natte shimattara
Nijuuyon jikan nana nichikan zutto
Anata no koto o hitasura aishin
Kanari kyokutan

Masaka koko made anata ni hamaru to
Dare mo yosou nante shitenakatta
Tenki yohou ja atara nain da
Koi no yukue wa

Futari de issho ni iru jikan ni
Kizamareta omoide wa takaramono nan da

Migi to iwaretara
Hidari ni magacchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?
Burning Love

Amai dake no banira yori
Chotto shioshita hou ga
Amami mo mashite yuku shi ne
Aki ga konai

Amai dake no ai mo sou
Chotto shioshita hou ga
Futari no kyori mo chijimari
Kitto
Kyou yori suteki na mirai ga matteru no

Shiro to iwaretara
Kuro da tte icchau
Sunao ni narenai
Ama no jaku
Suki to iwaretara
Daikirai da tte
Ureshii no ni nani itten darou?

Amai dake nara
Soruto kakemashou

Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de
Banira soruto de

English:

With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
Burning Love

If its just sweet
Then lets put salt on

Because I want you to know more about me
More than anyone else, I want to bare myself
But I cant do it, Ive got Nothing for experience
Its too frustrating

The more I try to show my weakness
The more I act tough in vain and everything goes the other way
Im actually a crybaby
Though Ive been mum about that

But a love thats just sweet

Is slightly different from what Im seeking

If Im told its white
Id say its black
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?

Like putting salt
Into sweet vanilla

When I fall head over heels in love
For all the time, 24/7
I think about you continuously
Its rather extreme

Can it be, that no one ever thought
That Id be this obsessed with you?
Weather forecasts cant tell
The whereabouts of love

My memories engraved into the periods of time when were together
Are treasures

If Im told its right
Id turn left
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?
Burning Love

Rather than the vanilla thats just sweet
The slightly salted kind
Makes it sweeter
I cant get tired of it

Its the same with the love thats just sweet
The slightly salted kind
Shrinks the distance between us
And Im sure
That a future more wonderful than today is waiting

If Im told its white
Id say its black
I cant be honest
I say one thing but do another
If Im told, I love you
Id say, I hate you
Im happy, but what am I saying?

If its just sweet
Then lets put salt on

With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt
With vanilla salt


~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-

I haven't really read the lyrics yet lol. I wanted to post this before I sleep so didn't really had time to go through as I got to wake up at 5.45am tomorrow morning. ARGHHH... Which means I've to sleep real soon. What am I feeling now? Sien-ed, and some other mixed emotions lol. Anyway, in short, its an uneasy feeling, I don't really want to say much. Well, I've to pack my stuff and go to bed. I'm off to Jurong Island in 11hours. Ja Mata!

~ { 9:59 PM }

Thursday, April 9, 2009






とらドラ おしまい~The ending is kind of... erm.. no comments lol. Its not very very good, nor its very very bad. But I think its on the better side lol. And wow. Taiga changed her uniform. The black one is so cool O.O.. I'm lazy to take a screen shot of her now and post here-.-. If you are interested, go watch the anime yourself lol. Nevertheless, it is still the best J.C. Staff production that I ever watched. Even better than To aru no majustsu. Well maybe cause Toradora has Rie Kugimiya lol!

Anyway, I want to post my favourite music of the anime here, very catchy, and kinda like it=)

Orange(2nd ED) by Rie Kugimiya:



On a sleepless night
I sigh all alone
Hows everyone?
I feel kind of lonely

Thats not like me
So stop laughing
Its just that I dont know
My true self

Into the broad earth, a single seed
Extended its roots
And bore fruit that was still unripe

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But it was still sour and I cried
Because its unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all
I loved it; I felt like crying
I loved it; I loved it

Even if theyre similar, theyre different
Mandarins and oranges
Friends and lovers
And our 2 hearts, too

I didnt want to get hurt
So I fled
When I did that, not even light
Would shine upon me

Theyre miracles, right?
Encounters and love
Seeds and buds
Even for the fruit that was still unripe

The color orange makes me recall
The sunset glow that I saw
On that day
It seemed as if our 2 shadows
Held hands together
I wondered if the oranges
Would turn sweet someday
Or would they wither?
I didnt want to learn of my future
So I ate it all
It was sour
I loved it, but I felt like crying
I loved it, so I felt like crying

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But again, it was sour and I cried
Because its unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all; I loved it
I felt like crying; I loved it
I loved it
I loved it; so sour
I felt like crying; I loved it


Silky Heart (2nd OP) by Yui Horie:



Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out.

Although its easy to say I love you,
when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.

If I was good at doing everything firmly,
even if I take that trait,
no matter how hard I try, that impeding wall wont break.

I hope you can understand my feelings.
Thats why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but Im unskillful in love
Ive forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows.
Someday, the real me will say I Love You,
I must say it but today Ive become too weak {to do it}.

If I say I love you, Ill be at ease,
although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems youll distance yourself

In what way should I think about it?
Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends

It may be a beautiful thing but,
I just dont want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
Im just running away right?

It seems my silky heart will break.
This time, if Im to be hurt again, Im sure
I wont be able to love anyone else again
This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart
lies under my memoriesIm sure.
I put away and forgot about that day
My sewing kit should be somewhere

Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out. (My Silky Love)

Always, for 24 hours, (My Silky Love)
every time I think of you, (My Silky Love)
these impatient feelings of mine, (My Silky Love)
just flow out.

It seems my silky heart will break.
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but Im unskillful in love
Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, Im sure
one day the real me will say I Love You and
properly convey these feelings to you.


Ok done. Oh.. The lyrics is nice for Silky heart lol. I like both the 1st opening and ending too, but it would make the post look very long. I'll post it on my next post=)

Oh I realised that the people in Japan are legal to married at the age of 18 from this anime! No wonder there is no much thing as R21 in Japan, because at the age of 18, they are already considered as adults lol. I was kind of shocked. <_<. Ok I guess I'll stop here for now. Ja mata.

~ { 11:49 AM }



My Japanese intermediate ENDED. Omg that is so fast. Now I'm going for the advance level which cost 398 dollars for the module! So expensive zzz. Anyway my Japanese test got 24/25. Dammn.. I got one careless mistake otherwise it would be full marks! Arghh.. I wonder anyone is the class got full marks cause I didn't really asked around as I feel asking someone's marks is kind of rude lol, unless it is someone I know.

Oh today I went to Karaoke. It was quite fun! But too bad there wasn't much Japanese songs there and their lyrics on screens were in Kanji. Omg... Why can't they make it in hiragana? I think singing while reading the hiragana is much easier than reading romaji. Oh ya, while talking to one of my friend on msn, I rememberd that this song is one of my favourites (I saw the it in the list on the screen in KTV):

神话:



It makes a good duet. Lol but I didn't chose that song=/. (I think the KTV is not this version, its the chinese duet version not the chinese-korean duet). Well I think I'll stop here=p... Nite!

~ { 12:30 AM }

Tuesday, April 7, 2009



=(.. I still got a bad stomach. Sob sob. Haven't totally recovered lol. Tomorrow going K.. I wonder will it be ok then? Haha... I'm very curious what is K like, thats why I want to go. It is not that I can sing=X haha.. I go there drink drinks and listen to my friends sings ok le. 

Anyway, I rejected the offer of going to China OSIP. I was wondering, if good students are offered to go OSIP, then why the top student is working in school? So going OSIP isn't that "big" either I think lol. But of course there are some other reason why I don't really want to go. I thought of it very throughly despite my sickness and came with that conclusion. Lol. Anyway, I'm not very enthu in Chemcial Engineering either.

Oh man, I'm going to Jurong Island for training next week starting on monday. The first 3 days are in the morning while the rest of the days are 12pm ~ 8 pm. I was like what the........ So late! It basically takes away all the time I have for myself. Bleh. If I go China, I would totally have no time for myself for about 22 weeks in total lol. Thats horrible<_<. it="">
I wanted to post a Hatsune Miku's song here for quite some time, but I keep forgetting.

Innocence By Hatsune Miku in HD(If you got a bad computer, watch it in normal definition):



The animation is well made in my opinion, and the song is quite nice, one of my favourites too besides Aka Hitoha. Well, I guess I'll stop here. Ja mata!

~ { 1:24 PM }

Monday, April 6, 2009



OH YES!!!!! Nagisa didn't die woo=D... Just completed clannad ~After story~. This anime if not the best, its the second which ever exist in this world lol (too bad it ended). This is the only anime that made me laught a lot, the only anime that made me cried a lot, the only anime which made me feel touched, etc etc lol. Lazy to type everything out. At the end, there is a short scene with fuko, and omg its so funny lol.

Anyway, here is the last scene(Happy ending) of the show, where Nagisa returned to Tomoya's side due to the miracle from the other world(I think!).

小さな手のひら or Chiisana te no hira (The palm of a small hand) by enfonius or riya not sure who lol :



Romaji:

tooku de tooku de yureteru inaho no umi
ho wo age ho wo age mezashita omoide he to
bokura wa kyou made no kanashii koto zenbu oboeteru ka, wasureta ka

chiisana te ni mo itsukara ka bokura oikoshiteku tsuyosa
ureta budou no shita naiteta hi kara aruita
chiisana te de mo hanarete mo bokura wa kono michi yukunda
itsuka kuru hi wa ichiban no omoide wo shimatte

kisetsu wa utsuri mou tsumetai kaze ga
tsutsumarete nemure ano haru no uta no naka de

chiisana te ni mo itsukara ka bokura oikoshiteku tsuyosa
nureta hoho ni wa dore dake no egao ga utsutta
chiisana te de mo hanarete mo bokura ha kono michi yukunda
soshite kuru hi wa bokura mo omoide wo shimatta

chiisana te demo itsu no hi ka bokura oikoshite yukunda
yagate kuru hi wa atarashii kisetsu wo hiraita


English:

Far, far away, there’s a swaying sea of rice grains
Raise the sails, raise the sails, and go to the memories that we aimed for
Do we still remember all of the sad things up to today, or have we forgotten them?

Even in our little hands, since when has there been a strength that’s overtaking us?
We walked from the days when we cried beneath the ripe grapes
Even if our hands are small, even if we’re separated, we’ll go down this road
On the day that will come sometime, we’ll treasure our greatest memories

The seasons shift and the cold wind
Has already been wrapped by and sleeping in the song of that spring

Even in our little hands, since when has there been a strength that’s overtaking us?
How many smiles reflected on our wet cheeks?
Even if our hands are small, even if we’re separated, we’ll go down this road
And on the day that came, we treasured our memories, too

Even if our hands are small, they’ve been overtaking us since some other day
The day that finally came opened a new season

Sigh... I went to school today and my teacher caught me asking me if I want to go to China for OSIP. Bleh.. Half of me says yes, while the other half of me says no. Well probably I can't part with my computer LOL... My animes and song. Well I guess those can be transfered to an external harddisk where I can watch there. There is another problem besides that. That is... I don't have a good laptop. The current one I'm having I superduper slow, and its already 5 years old with a lot of problems. I don't really know how long it would last lol, and I would miss some people in Singapore=(. These really makes me to choose not to go, but I still want to go cause it's a rare chance to visit China for 16 weeks! In my entire life, I wonder when would I have chance to stay overseas for 4 months? Yea So i'm half half lol...

I'm feeling very weak now, stomach not well. Arghh... I feel very irritated at this feeling. I've no idea why I'm feeling like that though even my temperature is not that high(only slight fever). Sigh.. Really no mood to do anything zz... Ok I think I'll stop here and go sleep now. Night night=)

~ { 12:51 PM }

Sunday, April 5, 2009



Konbanwa!

I found this very smoothing song while suring the net:


Tegami ~Haikei Juugo No Kimi e~ By Angela Aki ---- This is her latest album ; Answers




Romaji:

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata wa
Doko de nani wo shiteiru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai
Nayami no kanae ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchiake rareru darou

Ima makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo
Shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shika nai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima wo ikiteiru
Ima wo ikiteiru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni
Tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu
Jibun to wa nani de doko e mukau beki ka
Toitsu dzukereeba mietekuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiaru keba ii no?
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite
Nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima ikiteiru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara
Osorezu ni anata no yume wo sodatete
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing, keep on believing, keep on believing

Makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa Makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiarukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi mo
Sakete wa torenai keredo
Egao wo misete ima wo ikite yukou
Ima wo ikite yukou

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata ga
Shiawase na koto wo negaimasu...

English:

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...


Very meaningful. I just wanna share with everyone who reads this entry=p. Anyway I got this song. You can ask it from me too=). Ja~!


~ { 7:57 PM }

Friday, April 3, 2009



Omg Toradora is nice! The best JC Staff production. I only watched till episode 19 =/, the Christmas party episode, where Taiga finally realized that the one she really likes was ryuuji(I know many already completed this anime, but I wanted the series to end before watching it). I just realized... Toradora is written as とらドラ。The first 2 characters are Hiragana and the last 2 are Katagana. I have no idea why either lol.

Anyway omg.. I love this christmas song and their lyrics. Simple and wonderful.

Here toradora version of Holy Night by Emi Kitamura & Rie Kugimiya(Yay xD Rie kugimiya!):



Romaji:

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no egao
kimi ni todoketa PARTY NIGHT

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no negai
kimi ni chikaunda
HOLY HOLY NIGHT

kotoshi no CHRISTMAS kitto tokubetsu sa
LONELY CHRISTMAS ja tsumaranai
egao wa ILLUMINATION
hora kazatteageru

yurayura yurameite
minna de te o tsunagi
pikapika kirameite
minna de hoshi miage

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no egao
kimi ni todoketa PARTY NIGHT

saa CHRISTMAS
ippai no negai
kimi ni chikaunda
HOLY HOLY NIGHT

English:

Now it’s Christmas!
There are lots of smiles
I sent you a party night

Now it’s Christmas!
There are lots of wishes
I promise you…
… A HOLY, HOLY NIGHT!

This year’s Christmas is certainly special
A lonely Christmas is boring
The smiles are what illuminate it
Look, I'll decorate it for you

It's swaying and flickering
And everyone is holding hands
Sparkling and twinkling
I'm looking up at the stars with everyone

Now it’s Christmas
There are lots of smiles
I sent you a party night

Now it’s Christmas
There are lots of wishes
I promise you…
… A HOLY, HOLY NIGHT!

(The japanese words on the parcel サンタクロース means santa claus, santakuroosu in romaji)


Who wants to be alone during Christmas? =p. Anyway I'll end the post here ja!

~ { 12:57 PM }