Ah! Been a long time since i posted. I have many things i wanted to say, but when ever i want to type an entry, my mind goes blank. Ok lets start with this week. So far, I received my Organic Chemistry and my Thermodynamics. I thought i would fail both of them. But apprently, I did quite good and was quite happy. Probably it was luck, guess i won't be so lucky next time. But, i'm still slacking now even though exam in coming in a week's time.

Lets date back the time......... *poof* time machine

The last sat, my family and I went to my Onmitheare's Sakura to have my dinner with my cousin and my grandparents. It was to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. The varities of food there were quite limited, and i didn't like most of the food there, so ended up, I didn't really filled my stomach properly. My aunt and my cousins and me played a "hangman" like game. It was to guess a word which my aunt choose and she would provide clues for us to guess. It was quite fun though. Something bothered me. My cousin said to me, "all guys like to see chio bu only right?" I didn't know how to answer. So just acted blur and skip it. Probably its a fact which everyone believes? I still find in uncomfortable to talk about the topic among my friends. I usually won't like say "blah blah blah very chio leh." Which I feel I was very abnormal.

Ok back~~~ Friday!~ I went to cybercafe with my friends. We played dota for about 3hours and lost all match! ARGH~~ We also played some audition games which I had did well(in my opinion). I managed to score the top most of the time, probably I can't get the best of both worlds. Lose dota=Win audition, a crap equation, i know=/. After that we went to eat our dinner at burger king. The service there was quite horrid. One cleaner was like yelling at me to move away when I was accidentally blocking her way. The person who took orders also had attitude problem, I didn't really enjoy my meal. Actually i wanted to watch enchanted as a late movie. But my friends wanted to head home so I didn't had a chance. I really wanted to watch it but no one wants to go with me=(. My friend said it was quite a nice show which makes it very tempting to watch it.

On this day, I received a sms, she had thrown away the things i gave her. Seems, its really over. Actually I wanted to try patch up things, but she still smses my as coldly as she did before asking for a break. Guess when the feeling is gone, everything become worthless, all become dusty, ugly, irritating. The things she gave me were all intact. They become a friend to me. Important friend. I know although they are not living things, I always tell them my concerns and worries. Even she is gone, they are still with me. I would never throw them away.

Talking about this, I have trouble communicate with the opposite gender. Its like.... I can't find words to say. I always worried saying the wrong word. Duno what happening to me, I tried but still... No use... Stumbled... Unless its some people i know then it's a different story. I guess... I'm giving up... I shall avoid it...

Ok! Time machine's over. Back to now! Actually, I would not mind if my poly friends find me irritating. Just don't know why. Even I loose them, it doesn't matter. I'm always out of the crowd. I can't cling well. Sad huh. Well, it doesnt matter

I think i didn't say this before. I brought a purple psp slim 2-3 weeks ago.(Don't ask me why i choose purple which was girlish, i just like purple) I'm having fun with it playing games. I managed to place PSone games into my psp! It was quite cool! PS1 in psp! =D... I'm currently playing FF7 now, which i wanted to play all along.

Ok I think its time to stop here. See ya guys next time. Sayonara~

While waiting for the bus, I looked a the puddle of water nearby... Watched the rain drops falling on it. Seems emotional huh? Well its not! When a rain drop drops on the puddle of water, a ripple is formed. But i realised that, when two raindrops fall at the same time near each other, two ripple formed, but one of the ripple caused will overrun the other. Why? Is it because of the magnitude(force) of the falling rain drop's that causes one of the ripple to be stronger? Which allows it to overrun the other ripple? Or something else? I've no idea.

Time for some "magnus's" theory=X. I've been thinking of sometime about types of bloggers, and I had categorised them into 3 Main groups.

Firstly, the loud-speaker. These group of people are one which uses blog to express their feelings and also what they did during the day. They usually put pictures of their activites on their posts. Their pictures are tend to be more than words, and if the post is a only-text entry, it would be short. They want viewers to experience what they felt and did during that day. These people are usually people which have a wide circle of friends, otherwise, they would not have viewers to view their blog, which beat the purpose of being "loud".

Secondly, "The-emo". These people are usually soft spoken, or they do not have close friends to share their feelings. So they uses the blog as a "person" to share their feelings. In order words, using it as the same purpose as a diary. Their posts style are usually very emotional and seems to be like talking to someone who wont be responding back, or in other words, a bad listener. They wish that viewers would understand him/her so that they could show him/her more attention.

Lastly, "The entrepreneur/Informer". This type of blogger would be the most "different" from the ordinary blogger. Why do i say entrepreneur/informer? Because I feel they come under the same catagory. Entreprenuer advertise their product on blogs. Why? Because its free! While informer post information(eg. Health information). Since they are all "consumer" related, i classifiy them as one group.

Haha.. Okay these are only my POV. Not based on any studies or what so ever.

Back to me! Yesterday's CCN day was a success! The profit earned was quite alot(in my opinion). I thought that we would incur losses, but seems we did not. I cant cut the fruits to prepare for the event. I was sick and there were not face mask. So i slacked thoughout the preparation process. Even when the event started, I did not really help out alot at the store><. There were too many at the store, and it soon become a hinderance instead of helping. So i played my psp at one corner, and also walked around to see other stores. I brought a bubbletea which was quite sweet. Someone came and find me. I was happy, even though i know we are not together. She waited for me as usual but too bad i couldn't go back to interchange with her because I got a make-up lesson. It ended pretty late and i was quite tired.

Today, I went to watch Stardust with my friend. The show was fine, but near the ending, there were some loophole in the story line which doesn't make the story very perfect. I wanted to eat out with my friends today, but they didn't want to. It's not they didn't want, its just that they could not. Anyway, i do not have much money left in my wallet<_<, so its ok hehe..

Hmm I got 4 test next week and tons of tutorial to do. Gosh my time management sucks><.. And i'm playing dota now! Ahhhhh..... Maybe i should start doing one tutorial later. Ok I shall stop here for now. See ya~

*SCREAMS* I DUNOE HOW 2 DO ALL MY TUTORIALS~~~ ARGHHHHHHH I FEEL STUPID MAN... SIGH...

My shortest post ever=X... Need a place to vent my feelings><

On the 3rd of nov, I had my bbq party. It was quite fun. I thought i had trouble geling my friends up together, but all work find that day. I did not really eat alot of stuff that night so I was kinda hungry. After the bbq, which was about 10 plus, my friends went to my house to play playstation 2. They were having fun(i hope). After they went back, i attended my maple guildmate's wedding. A sudden struck of enviousness hit me. I don't really know why, but it just did.

Sigh...... I'm flunking in school. I cant pay attention in lectures, my tutorials are half-baked, my test are failing. What's happening to me?? Getting tired of school really... I tried to read up on the lecture notes but I still can't understand. Argh~ Stupid subjects, getting more and more difficult and making my life difficultT_T.

Oh ya, my about my CO. Today's practice has been cancel. I was happy and also sad. I wanted to practice the performance song with the group, but on the other hand, i was happy that i could go home earlier to complete my tutorial for tomorrow's make-up lessons( Just finished doing them). Talking about my make-up lessons, I had 2 make-up tomorrow!!! ARGH~~~ I COULD'VE GO SCHOOL at 12!!!! Now back to normal time, can't sleep more-.-"

Anyway, I made someone angry recently. I don't really understand why. I feel dumb. I tried to encourage that person to do well all these stuff, but all I get was mistrust. Just because i said something that I didn't know it would hurt, that person got angry. Since that person thinks I'm this, then I should save on my explaination then, which I guess that person won't listen anyway. If that person is reading this, hope you will look forward in your life, and don't be so discouraged.

Hmm, want to know what's my birthday wish this year? It is........................................... I shall not say, just its something that does not benefit me, or probably, indirectly i guess.

Someone birthday's coming, I don't know what to buy. Sigh... Okay... Time to go, see ya next time. =)

Happy birthday to me~~ xD... Since its my birthday, i decided to write something. I had just eaten my birthday cake. It was a cheese cake! With brownie as the base of the cake. Hmm.. I rate the cake.... 7/10! It was quite nice, but it did not tempt me to eat another time as i was scared i might be sick of it soon.

I did not really do anything special today. I wake up, on my computer, play as usual. Except i got presents from my parents. Which i was happy. I did not really expect anything since they usually buy alot of things for me which i already deem them as my birthday present.

You might ask why i didn't do anything on this special day. My excuse would be, since its a weekday, people are having school, so they would not have time for me. But the real reason is that no one asks me out on my birthday.(Except some online friend which i dunoe is true or not). Kinda sad though.

I went for the CO combined prat ice and was quite ashamed. Everyone there knows how to play the new song but only my section do not know how. Probably is the change of the fingering to suit the song which makes learning it difficult. I need more practice to harness my Dizi skills=)

Ok i think that is all for today. I think I'm heading to school for the teacher-parent session. yawn~~~~ I know its gonna be boring. But, nevertheless, I shall just accompany my parents there, so....................... Cyaz~