On the 3rd of nov, I had my bbq party. It was quite fun. I thought i had trouble geling my friends up together, but all work find that day. I did not really eat alot of stuff that night so I was kinda hungry. After the bbq, which was about 10 plus, my friends went to my house to play playstation 2. They were having fun(i hope). After they went back, i attended my maple guildmate's wedding. A sudden struck of enviousness hit me. I don't really know why, but it just did.

Sigh...... I'm flunking in school. I cant pay attention in lectures, my tutorials are half-baked, my test are failing. What's happening to me?? Getting tired of school really... I tried to read up on the lecture notes but I still can't understand. Argh~ Stupid subjects, getting more and more difficult and making my life difficultT_T.

Oh ya, my about my CO. Today's practice has been cancel. I was happy and also sad. I wanted to practice the performance song with the group, but on the other hand, i was happy that i could go home earlier to complete my tutorial for tomorrow's make-up lessons( Just finished doing them). Talking about my make-up lessons, I had 2 make-up tomorrow!!! ARGH~~~ I COULD'VE GO SCHOOL at 12!!!! Now back to normal time, can't sleep more-.-"

Anyway, I made someone angry recently. I don't really understand why. I feel dumb. I tried to encourage that person to do well all these stuff, but all I get was mistrust. Just because i said something that I didn't know it would hurt, that person got angry. Since that person thinks I'm this, then I should save on my explaination then, which I guess that person won't listen anyway. If that person is reading this, hope you will look forward in your life, and don't be so discouraged.

Hmm, want to know what's my birthday wish this year? It is........................................... I shall not say, just its something that does not benefit me, or probably, indirectly i guess.

Someone birthday's coming, I don't know what to buy. Sigh... Okay... Time to go, see ya next time. =)