Today, I was walking back home from the MRT station.It was very windy and cold. While walking, memories, or rather my thoughts filled me.
This very path I walked, has seen though my path of life so far. I was lonely when i first walked this path, as times goes-by, she entered my life which made my life more motivated, at the same time, I lose something. Sounds like Sn1 reaction X_X.. Ok back to my thoughts.. Now, walking past this lane, I'm all alone again.... I'm thinking... Does true love exist? It strikes me when i watched enchanted.
Like the guy says, in this era, there aren't such thing as true love anymore, it's just the ability to last a long relationship till the end thats all. Thinking of this, I rethink again, what is life? Study? Play? Work? I initially thought life was interesting with a partner to share your dreams, ideals, feelings, and to provide mentally support, but again, I guess is not. So what's life? I'm starting to believe that "power" of love between a couple is just a myth, and also starting to doubt the word "love". Two hearts beating in one is impossible, having a telepathy is even more impossible. Relationship are short-lived, and I don't like it.
There's one thing I don't like about myself. I feel I'm not dependant-able. I guess i feel i can't do anything right. Thats one reason why I didn't find a job. I know I'm not cut out for it. I'm some one which people should not depend on me as i can't produce results. Bleh bleh~~=(
Ok enough talking about these stuff. Today i went to my friend's dad thai restaurant. It was FREE! My another friend who was a birthday boy was feeling gulity and wanted to pay my friend, while I and another guy have no intention of doing so. Why? I feel very gulity now. Its like, I'm only seeking for free stuff, and it's probably a problem in my attitude.
After that, we went to find cinema to watch Enchanted. We first when to somerset's cineleisue (not sure spelling), but tickets were sold out. So we walked all the way to a bus stop to take a bus to PS. While walking, there were lots of christmas tree, Santas and Santarina(new term my friend told me =X)There, we walked further down from PS to a place where the grand Cathay cinema was. Fortunately there was ticket, but at a time slot where one of my friend feared he was unable to make it. But in the end, he negotiated with his parents, and was able to watch with us. When i entered the cinema, I was stuned. The cinema was big, the screen was huge and the cinema design was awesome! GOSH! The ticket was cheaper than GV's and the quality of seats I get were more of a higher class than GV! I shall watch movie there next time=X.
After this, you should know what had happened, so i shall not repeat again=). Time to go cyaz!.