Yawn~ Just played finish Audition. Gosh... My brain was totally lagging. I can't do a 130 bmps fm and cfm, and most of my chance failed! OMG what had happened to me. I lost in a dota match badly, now I totally screwed up in audition. Sigh... Bad day for me I guess.
Tomorrow's the PIPC2 lecture quiz 3, and I'm very very lazy to study(though I already read through my tutorials and my notes once). I feel that i've not studies enough as the time I spent on two chapters is only around 2hours in 2days. I wonder if tomorrow's test would be easy... According to my lab instructor who was also a lecturer, she said the test tomorrow should be pretty simple as long as you study. I wonder what I did was studying? .. or... not? Oh well, the last topic was kind of confusing and I'm facing difficulty in understanding them. And morever I have not done my tutorial for tomorrow's PIPC2 tutorial again... I'm really getting screwed on this subject, but of course not as bad as TD. TD I'm really finished...T_T... Guess in this coming study week, I really need to do all my practice in my TD lectures as well as my tutorials so as to get a decent grade for my TD. I don't really want my GPA to be pulled downT_T... Talking about GPA, I just signed up for DRP in my school again. Hope I could get in again with my current GPA. That is why I really hope that this semester would not pull down my GPA as I may lose this chance again in attending DRP. I really want to learn new stuff, and the DRP I had chosen has biology content in them. I'm missing biology... Abit... Since it was one of my favourite subject in secondary school.
Oh ya let me talk about today's CSAS2 presentation of my fellow classmates. Today, I felt abit jealous. One of my classmate's GF was in the LT supporting him. I've no idea why but a surge of jealousy stuck me even when I didn't want to feel that way. Probably I haven't totally got over the thing that happened a few months ago which I thought I did. Anyway, today most of my classmates did pretty well(In my opinion). When during turn for the last speaker, suddenly a number of people enter the LT to see his speech, in actual fact, they came to "laugh" at those people who were presenting, and just nice it was the turn for the last speaker. I really pity the last speaker as he would be feeling really stress with so many unfamilier faces glaring at him, not positively, but trying to laugh at him. If I was the one standing there, I would really feel very... A feeling that cannot be described.
Eto... tomorrow's Valentine's day! WEE!! Well for some people, but not for me. When I was palying audition just a few minutes ago, there were many rooms that were celebrating for valantine's day (Couples). This is the first time in my entire life which I suddenly felt a surge of loniness. I really felt very very lonely which I believe I should not be feeling this way. Probably that is why I really got screwed up in everything I did today huh? Haha. One of my good friend in my class had already a crush on another girl from another class (Not sure if it's true, but I think it is). Well, having a friend who have a crush on another girl is fun because of teasing hehe. Gosh I'm so evil whahaha... Anyway I should Congrats him for having a crush on another girl as these kind of feeling don't come often, and which is why I'm lonely! LOL! If I had like a girl before Valantine's day, I may already be preapring something now to give her tomorrow. Guess now everything's too late for this year =/.
Well I guess my that good friend would be confessing to that girl tomorrow. Hope he succeeds, and that is the time where he would pengseh us again which he did to us last time when he was with his rock climbing friends-.-. Oh well... I think I'm going to look through my notes one more time before... deciding what to do later. So.... Ja mata!
