OMG!!!! It been nearly 2months when I ever updated my blog -_-", well guess now no one's following it anymore haha.. I got tired of playing maple, and so, I decided that I shall use the remaining time before bed time to post an blog entry.
Well, I "MIA" not because I'm busy or whatsoever, it's because of these 2 reasons:
Firstly: I'm too lazy to type an entry,Secondly: There are alot of things happening, and something made me not to post in my blog to tell everyone about it.Well so now you know why I didn't type a blog entry for a long long time=p.
Last week's Wednesday and Friday, I performed in the CCA recruitment drive in my school's Chinese Orchestra. It was my first time playing Guzheng in Chinese Orchestra, and I was not familiar when I first started, stuff like, when to come into the song, when to go out of the song etc etc. I was only given 2 days of practice, and more ever, I was required to play in F and G Major when I have no experience in it at all in my entire life. Well, after those 2 days of practice, I at least manage to catch up with the rest. During those 2 days, I was really stressed up, there were like no one to really encourage me. It was really a horrible feeling. Well, but all ends up well. My secondary school teacher once said to me," You work very well under stress". Guess she's right haha. But, in everything there is always a cause and an effect. I may be able to work under stress, but in turn, there would be something else. ( I won't say what though)
Oh ya! DRP in holidays! I haven't said anything about it yet. Remembered I said I was in some DRP thingy on my previous post? Because of it, I didn't really had my holidays-_-". Everyday was school school school. Arghh... My 6 weeks holiday was passed like this. Its like so saddening! T_T...
Talking about school, this year's intake has increased significantly as compared to last year, which caused me to miss my morning bus frequently! OMG! I was at the bus stop 45mins earlier and I was late for school because I couldn't get on 3 buses! The crowd was so overwhelming! Gosh I really hate this, what if I'm hate for tutorials and lectures which happens to have a pop quiz??? I'M DEAD T_T...(well not for now).
Hey sorry for my "messily" structured blog. Haha.. It's not in chronological nor in topical order, I just randomly type<_<.
Ok next, let me talk about my maple progress. Oh yes!!! I'm finally level 133 today! Woots! But I don't really have the "chionging-mood" to level my character, this is because I couldn't get my Sharp Eyes Book 2! It's so sad... I've been hunting for 1 week + already using twin coupon and also during x2 time slots. Bleh... I'm going to vomit blood... I guess there's still 13 more days before my twin coupon expires. Wish me luck! =X...
Now, back to my school life=X... This week's Tuesday, I went as usual for my school's Japanese Tutorial, and thought that I would be alone again as I was really sitting at one corner. Happens so that there's a group of people who came to my row of desks and sat there. I was happy for a moment, at least I won't feel really outcast. Other then this, there was something funny happened during the lesson. There was an activity time whereby student but go around asking for other people's name using Japanese. There was this guy(same diploma and year as me) came and like ask for the girl whom was sitting beside me. After asking, he suddenly like "act pro" and start teaching the girl like a teacher when she didn't ask anything to me taught, and after he left, the girl turn to me and say," He very show-off leh". I was like LOL... I think he wanted to give a signal to her that he was smart, and trying to catch her attention? No idea... I feel that he is just too............ thick-skinned.
Hmm.. I guess I can't really think of what stuff I could write about now, I shall end off talking about myself. In this period of time where I didn't blog, I think I changed alot. I started to feel the whole world is against me, and I didn't dare to voice out my ideas and such. I feel that I'm really rejected from the society. My friends won't very friendly to me either. If they had they chance, I think they would rather mix about with themselves leaving me out. Well, despite all these, I still act blur. Haha... No one till now really have a common interest as me or probably an equivalent type of thought. I'm also very shy and don't really dare to talk to new faces and to make friends with them. Sigh... I really feel I'm such a faiure... Oh well...
So... It's time to sleep now! 11.58pm! Gotta squeeze in the bus again tomorrow. T_T... Nightz! おやすみなさい!