Few more hours to the performance. Hmm what am I feeling right now? Well not nervous that is for sure. But I'm feeling rather worried than nervous. Well I've no idea why but it is a very uncomfortable feeling. I hope I'm able to sleep tonight haha.

Ok anyway, I started watching Gundam 00 second season. Hmm not disappointing at all. Every episode makes me wants to continue. I rarely watch mecha anime, but it seems gundam has a good plot about sutff like world peace, friendship, responsibility blah blah. Quite interesting I feel.

Here is one scene that I just watched. The girl was someone who is "created", in other words artifical, and the guy with the scar was the one who cared for her a lot(wanted to adopt her as a daughter), due to some circumstances, he decided that he should leave her as it is better for her so as she would not those gruesome war experiences again, and he rememberd some flashbacks from the past(season 1). I post this video is also because I love the song haha. I don't really know who is the singer though lol.



Anyway, I think I'm going to sleep now. I feel like watching some more episode of anime, but it seems that I don't feel very well lol(Sleepy or tired I guess). Ja... Oyasumi.

2 more days and counting before my concert performance. Well I only managed to sell like 5 tickets and give 2 tickets. Lol.. Thats the amount of people that would support me if I do something. Thats sad. I put my nick that I'm selling tickets for quite sometime but no one really come and ask me. And 70% of people I asked, rejected lol! 

Woo I was busy so didn't had time to type something. My friend came over to my hosue and we played a few matches of dota. Wow it feels so good to have accompany with you. It is much better than me alone facing the computer. Omg man I got to memorise the scores for one of my piece. Its so horrible-_-.. Hard to memorise. It's just not me if I memorise the score using the hard way. I wonder how could I even memorise 6 pages of guzheng scores without difficulty lol.

Anyway, I'm now chatting with 2 person and typing this entry, so I can't really think of what to write here. Hmm, I think I'm having a defiency of sleep even more now a days. I everyday get slight headaches that may be caused by it. Otherwise, I don't really know what is the cause of it. Bleh... Oh well. I guess I don't really have much to talk about today. So tada~ =p

Clannad~After Story~ Episode 13 done! Woo.. They got engaged haha. Every episode of clannad has an impact! Dam, it is the first time where an anime I watched held me back from continuing after every episode. This is not because the anime is not nice(its very nice infact), it is just that every episode is packed with emotions and it's very stress to take in all at a time lol. I only watched 2 episode today and not planning to watch anymore for the day.

Bleh I feel so lonely. My friends all went to NS and left me alone=(. No one I can ask to go out with me/play with me/watch movie with me. Ahh sad! Even my friend whom I knew him for a long long long time is usually busy it seems. Sometimes I randomly find stuff on the internet to research on. One example was using translation tools to play Japanese games. Well, it was "successful" as I had said in the previous post. I tried to improve it but, no avail. I spent like... 2 or 3 hours with no results. Haha. I can't really understand the dialog(bad english; don't really know if its me or the translation software problem) of the game either. Bleh I'm so useless-.- always can't do things right.

Oh ya the game I'm trying to play is Little Busters! Well I'm playing the normal edition one not the esatcy(hentai version) one. I guess I'm still a kid lol. I'm not used to seeing those kind of stuff even I'm already 19 this year. I know it is a common thing for a guy to watch/play this sort of stuff, but I just can't. I wanted to try Tomoyo After~It's a wonderful life~, the Clannad arc where Tomoyo and Tomoya were a couple(A continual story about the arc is the last episode of season 1 Clannad). I went to download the game and realised its a hentai game only after looking at the first few scene. Luckily it was some obscene kissing scene and not some other things. I immediately uninstall and deleted it from my computer.

Anyway, the game has such an innocent cover:



Man I hope they could come out with an OVA about it or a all-age rating game on it, or even a manga. I might read it even though I don't really like to read mangas lol.

Practice practice again. Tomorrow is the practice again. Tsumaranai!(boring). The song that I would be practicing tomorrow is the song that I really really can't play! The notes are so hard to blow(for me), and its so tiring when ever I play that song. More ever what I heard was, we are supposed to memorize the scores. Bleh! Well I guess I'll stop here for now. I wonder if my friend is going to be online, so at least there is someone to play game or to talk to me lol. If not I get emo liao　T_T.バイ！

Max comboxD done my me, recorded using fraps. But not very well done



Hehe bye again

Hmm watching clannad makes me think a lot of things, and makes me emo! -_-. I guess Nagisa agreed to marry Tomoya. Well, otherwise no show to see anymore lol. Well I heard that Nagisa didn't died in the end according to the movie. Of course thats good! Then Tomoya won't be so lonley. Haha.

Anyway till episode 11, I feel that being accepted into a relationship and maintaining a relationship is 2 different thing. I guess even after marriage, it is another different problem again. Before episode 11, the couple were having problems in spending time with each other, and even once, when there was some event where Tomoya promised Nagisa to go with but work came up and he didn't really fufill the promise. He came late to meet Nagisa, and when he was there, the event was aready over. Nagisa was of course disappointed(In my opinion), but I guess she didn't mind cause she understands that he got work(although that event was something she looked forward to a lot). She still continues to go his house to cook for his breakfast and dinner before and after school.

Looking at this, I feel I'm very inferior to an animated character haha. I think in my previous relationship, many of those instances happened because we went to different places to study, and with my immature thoughts, I always can't understand. I guess I can't understand that, and that is why she didn't want me haha. I guess she did a right choice too, I'm not a good person anyway. Anyway from this, even if I liked someone, I won't even confess. It would just be deep in my heart. I believe I'm someone who can't bring happiness to anyone.

Hmm emo stuff again lol. Oh ya! I brought some stuff online. One single album and 3 packets of Japanese sweets(normal sweets not the traditional ones). Cost about 22 SGD in total. I'm spending money again-.-. I'm already very poor + I'm not working. Anyway, I love the sweet, it is a hard sweet with milk inside. I love milk xD. Ok no pictures for this post. Just words haha... Oh ya I got to phone a girl. Haha don't be mistaken, it is a relative of mine =p. バイ！

Tsukareimashita!(tired) Just came back from my CO practice. Wow. Today's practice was really stress. The main committee were having meeting for a long long long time, and during the combined practice, my "support" was not there lol. Means I have to play alone-.-... Lucky someone agreed to play with my otherwise I'l really die@_@. The conductor was so scary just now too!

I've been sneaking into CO's people blog recently, and realise that a lot of them says this or something like this, "I hope that someone could come and see my performance". Well obviously it's a crush or something like that haha. Well I kind of feel jealous but not really a lot, just a little. For me, I just hope that I can keep a low tone, and scrape through the entire performance without causing any trouble to the entire orchestra. I'm really worried that my folly could affect the entire performance =(.

Pokey I brought in the morning was to waste-.-". I didn't got to eat, neither I'm able share with the person who helped me take care of my Dizi to eat lol! I'll eat with my sisters then, but it also means I need to wait till tomorrow because I already brushed my teeth. AND! I'M HUNGRY NOW =/.

Anyway, I'm really sleepy now even after bathing. It feels like that I could fall asleep right away when I lie on my bed. Hmm, I feel like ending the post here, but without picture or video, it is so plain! Let me get something..



The vocaloid Caramelldansen! In nendoroid form=p. I don't really know why I like to beautify my blog even though there is not much viewers. Anyway, the blog is for me to see muhaha... I like it this way. Ok I'll stop the post here. Tada~

Look at the side panel. Hatsune Miku Clock haha.Click on her and she will tell you the time (In japanese though). Hmm I don't really know what to type in this post, just that I would like to type a entry before going to bed. Soda! I wanted to talk about Osu!


Well here is 1 video:



Hehe.. Aka Hinoha by Hatsune Miku again.

Well let me explain how the game is played. The game uses a combination of both keyboard & mouse (Well you can only use mouse to play, but it would be harder).

See those numbers? You got to press z/x or click when the enclosing circle reaches the circle, and they should be pressed/click in sequence. And as for sliders, you got to hold z/x or the click to drag till the end of the slider, and if there's a return sign at the end, you have to continue holding z/x or the click till the slider ends.

Kinda easy huh? Well Try it then you'll know. Anyway, the sequences that pops up are in sync with the song, which is the interesting part of the game. More ever, there are many many songs(jpop, english, anime, kpop etc.) that can be played from Osu!, well, if you are not satisfied with the amount of songs they have, you can even create your own beatmap (the songs used to play using osu!) with your own customized movements.

Well, if you happen to try it, msn me your nick when I'm online. I'll play with you(don't worry I'm very noob =p.)

Oh ya anyway the website is: http://osu.ppy.sh/

Don't worry, everything about Osu! is totally free=).

Yay I've got the supercell album=p..

Ok here is one of my favourite Hatsune Miku song. Red leaf(Aka Hinoha)


Ahh SOB SOB. After watching clannad ~After story~ episode 9 I feel so sad lol! Nagisa is sick and tomoya is very worried for her=(. Hmm.. then they show some flashback of the happy things they did in the past. Tomoya has to graduate without Nagisa because Nagisa has to repeat another year due to her sickness. It gives me a feeling that Nagisa is going to die anytime like that-_-. And their love relationship is quite remarkable. I'm jealous@_@. I think I shall stop clannad for tonight, later can't sleep. Bye!~

Good morning *Yawns* (just woke up from my peaceful slumber)

I found this off while searching for anime:

Yet another anime completed haha... This time is spice and wolf.

Previously I said the drawings ere dull. Yea the drawing is still dull, but the anime is nice! No wonder there so many viewers for that anime. Anyway, this time there is not much song to hear to post as the I don't really like the songs for this anime. Haha.. Similar to kannagi, this anime is about romance between a human and a wolf(some special wolf or god). And the wolf is so cute=X... I won't say much about this anime because it would be a spoiler as it is just a series of 12 episodes only. Watch it yourself. I recommend this anime=p. One of my favourites.

Oh ya and second season is coming out on July. So long later-_-. Can't wait for it to be aired. I think there is a game on it on DS. DAMMIT! If I could read japanese, I could have played a lot of anime japanese games arghh...

Come to think of it, I've been pondering what kinds of girls I prefer. Well, sometimes people asks me, I can't answer them lol. I guess I prefer girls that are short? Like Horo; at the start of the post, Shana, and Chaos head's Rimi and Nanami. Well I guess I'm a shortacon(<- Does it word exist? o.o). In fact, my first crush in Secondary School was a very very short person.(I think shortest girl in class rofl).

Hmm.. So I guess, the next anime I'm going to watch is Clannad~After story~. My CCA friends spoiled the anime to me that Nagisa didn't die. BLEH! I wanted to find it out myself, why did he do that T_T.

About 3 more hours to CCA practice again. This time, I feel very very reluctant to attend. I don't know why though. Oh ya my emo relapse is here again-_-. Everytime when holidays sets in, I feel very emo. Don't really know why. The previous holiday, I was so emo that I didn't attend CO for sometime and I even quitted my DRP cause of that. It was really a mental torture. Even when school reopens, for 1 whole week, I avoided everyone in class lol.. There is this thought that comes to me," I feel at ease being alone as there is no one to account for". This thought strike me again recently, and I'm trying to drown myself in anime or else I would really go beserk again. I should wear a mask when I go out=X.

Anyway, I'm SOOOOOOOOO sleepy even after sleeping from 2 am to 11pm. That is about 9 hours. LOL.. Anyway I'm always sleepy-_-. Sore de, boku wa ima nap o shimasu.(I'm going to take a nap now). Ja mata kondo.

OH YES!! I managed to made the area for entry post bigger using photoshop lol!!... Due to my lousy skills, it took about 2 hours-_-.. I have to edit 2 pictures to make them tally each other.. Well... Bye again=X

Hehe... Another anime completed! Kannagi~

I decided to start up my blog again as I couldn't really find a place to type out(or let out) my feelings on. Haha.

Welcome the 2 girls on the top; Nagisa & Tomoyo =). Yup, my new blog is the clannad theme. Well, I initially wanted to find a Chaos; Head theme, I can't find it in blogskins, so I took the clannad theme. I added clannad songs too on the left, take a look. And... I love KEY animes, which are always so meaningful. If anyone think the theme very girlish, I think I might change it haha. I haven't really thought of what to write on my personal information, I'll fill that up when I thought of them.

Oh ya, talking about chaos; head, I finished that anime in 2 days, and WOW. Its a cool anime which relates magic and science together. Lol. Quite realistic. If someone is able to edit the electrical impulse of our brain, something out of nothing may appear due to the edited images in our brain. I think its quite true. Haha..


Chaos; Head ED: Super Special - Seira Kagami



Ops, the videos are a bit too long for the theme. Haha Oh well.. Doesn't matter.

Haha I'm going to *poof* off now. There's CO practice tomorrow again, I feeling both happy and bored whenever I attend practices lol... Anyway... バイバイ！<--- This is read as BaiBai (byebye)