Konbawa~! It been 3 days I never updated my blog already. Well life's is kinda boring and I don't really have much thing to say. Today I write this blog entry as a purpose to use it as an excuse to slack off from my stuff(although I've been slacking the whole day).

Anyway, today morning I went to do newspaper collection from the residence near my school. Well, actually it's the first time I ever did this kind of stuff. I seen many different types of people during my collection. There were some people who even was at home but did not bother to open the door when I knock on them asking for newspaper, and there were also people who gave their newspaper to us very generously. Seems that every where there is an extreme of people huh... Haha... Anyway after that, my friends and I went on to meet at TM and ate lunch together. We also ate dinner the previous day where we brought our formal attire from G2000. It was the first time I ever went to buy clothes with my friends, and really had alot of fun. But I guess that was a valuable time, and it would not happen again, at least not so soon. I didn't know that buying clothes with friends is really fun till this hehe....

Well, I'm feeling much happier now as compared to last time. I don't really know the reason, but probably the words from my friend is taking effect on me even thought I'm did not really take it in I guess. Anyway, I really hardly watch anime now. I don't know what anime to watch... SOB, and due to my projects and tests, I don't reall have the mood (not the time) to do anime hunting, as I feel that my mind is not in peace.

On Thursday, I went to CO and there was no people there (as in those newbie like me) except ZH, someone whom can considered as a friend to me. Even though we were the only 2 newbies there, the pros came and teach us new songs. I feel it was really fun as compared when the whole group of people was there. I'm really able to improve very fast as compared when practicing in a group. That time was sort of like a private lesson. I stayed till 8.30, which was the latest I ever stayed for CCA. Seems that it's getting fun and I'm looking forward to the next practice.

Recently, the O-level results were released. My friend and one of my cousin were the "victim" of it. They had trouble deciding what course they should join and can join. I'm not very worried about my friend as his results were still fine to enter many of the polytechnic courses, but on the other hand, I'm kind of worried about my cousin. It seems that she is in a dilemma in her choices. I think I should give her some advice about it as the deadline for the course selection is coming to an end soon.

Thinking about this, I backtracked my thoughts to the time where I got back my o-level results. When I see my results, I was actually depressed for a long time. I guess till someone broke up with me. I was not happy that I'm not capable to enter the same school as her at that time, and was afraid that she might because of it get further apart from me(which it had happened). Well, all is well now, there's a saying : "Saying good bye is the end of one story and the beginning of another". Though here is some part of me still clings on to the past, the rest of me is still able to move forward for the future. I guess this means by restarting one's life but not starting back from zero, but from a the point where a new story can be unfolded, DA CAPO! I remembered during my PAE, I went to MJ and before the release of o-level results, my form teacher let us listen a song named 'Unwritten' sang by Natasha Bedingfield. Although it is not a song which would make anyone likes it, the lyrics are very meaningful.

Here is the starting of the song:

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned.

Guess my book's still not filled and it's time to continue to write it I guess...

Hmmm Anyway it's kind of late now and I think I'm going to read some BFA notes and memorise my speech before starting to play my stuff, or maybe watch anime if I have anime to watchT_T. Ok see ya then! JA!