Wah.. Today was a very... tiring day I supposed. My group didn't know much on what to do for PBL, so end up today, which is the deadline, we have not completed anything. We only completed in time for submission today, and it spent about 6 hours, using 3 people's effort. It was really tiring. Oh gosh, projects are really irritating-.-" I still have OC, BFA projects to complete. BFA I've no idea what to do nor my group has organised a meeting before, while for OC, it's kind of screw up. There was supposed to be OC meeting today, but ended up, as my other group members were also rushing to do PBL, they didn't have time for the meeting, and ended up it was cancel without able to compile anything. OC's deadline is soon and I hope that it could be done by thenT_T. Anyway I don't really know what I'm supposed to do. I completed my part, and now, I didn't know what to do. Well, I want to help in others part too!

Well, I just watched a few more episode of Da Capo Second Season (D.C.S.S). It was... no comment? heh.. Anyway I watched the finale of Da Capo (1st season) again. I caught the phrase there which I think it was quite meaningful, "People says you can't reset life like a game, but when you stumble, you can start all over again, just that you don't start from zero" Well don't really know the significance of it now as I'm not suffering from any downfall of results, or probably, not getting any impact from those bad results=X. So having this in mind, I went to check what's "Da Capo" meant. Actually, "Da Capo" is found in musical score as D.C. This means to repeat the song from the start, which was quiet relevant to the phrase I just said earlier. The creator of the show was quite a smart one I should say, the title which is an abstract corresponds to the storyline.

Oh here's a translated lyrics from one of the song from Da capo Season 2 in one of it's episode. In short, an insert song. It has a nice melody and of course, lyrics.

The harmony of the gentle wind melts in my heart,
As if it's spinning my memories together.
When I close my eyes, I see a sunny scenery.
Because I've met you.

Overflowing gently, my droplets of love,
They turn into warmth in my heart.

I want to let you hear my wish dyed with happiness.
I want to stay by your smile forever.
The flowers of light blooming in the sky chase away the darkness,
And let me sing with joy.

Do I know the real me?
With the pain of doubt and uncertainty,
The two of us spread our wings towards the unknown future.
Will we cuddle together in the wintry wind?

If I keep thinking about you, will it turn into love?
The radiance and tears that interrupt the night sky.

The more I wish the more my heart hurts from the singe.
But even so, I can't help blushing because of my love.
I'm satisfied with just you and my unanswered feelings.
I love you, so walk with me.

I want to let you hear my wish dyed with happiness.
I want to stay by your smile forever.
The flowers of light blooming in the sky chase away the darkness,
And let me sing with joy.
My love for you.

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Well, this song is kind of sad. It's saying about someone loving another person whom love another person. Kind of a love-chain, but knowing that the person she likes was happy with the person he likes, she was satisfied even though she could not be together with him. Well I guess that's what love is about huh?

Actually, I don't really have a close friend who would listen to me. Even the one I wanted to be good friend with, totally ignored me when I said my problem to him. I was kind of disappointed. Sometimes at night before I sleep, I would feel very depressed. It usually happens at night. I don't really have an idea why. It seems that it's going to be the end of the world. Sometimes when I feel too happy, I missed being sad and would try to be sad. Lol! I'm just so weird. It seems that I prefer to be sad as compared to being happy. Probably I need attention X_X. Well, it's an uncontrollable feeling I guess, and I think not much people are willing to make friend which such a emo person.

Well.. time for dinner! Itakakimasu!