Hmm watching clannad makes me think a lot of things, and makes me emo! -_-. I guess Nagisa agreed to marry Tomoya. Well, otherwise no show to see anymore lol. Well I heard that Nagisa didn't died in the end according to the movie. Of course thats good! Then Tomoya won't be so lonley. Haha.
Anyway till episode 11, I feel that being accepted into a relationship and maintaining a relationship is 2 different thing. I guess even after marriage, it is another different problem again. Before episode 11, the couple were having problems in spending time with each other, and even once, when there was some event where Tomoya promised Nagisa to go with but work came up and he didn't really fufill the promise. He came late to meet Nagisa, and when he was there, the event was aready over. Nagisa was of course disappointed(In my opinion), but I guess she didn't mind cause she understands that he got work(although that event was something she looked forward to a lot). She still continues to go his house to cook for his breakfast and dinner before and after school.
Looking at this, I feel I'm very inferior to an animated character haha. I think in my previous relationship, many of those instances happened because we went to different places to study, and with my immature thoughts, I always can't understand. I guess I can't understand that, and that is why she didn't want me haha. I guess she did a right choice too, I'm not a good person anyway. Anyway from this, even if I liked someone, I won't even confess. It would just be deep in my heart. I believe I'm someone who can't bring happiness to anyone.
Hmm emo stuff again lol. Oh ya! I brought some stuff online. One single album and 3 packets of Japanese sweets(normal sweets not the traditional ones). Cost about 22 SGD in total. I'm spending money again-.-. I'm already very poor + I'm not working. Anyway, I love the sweet, it is a hard sweet with milk inside. I love milk xD. Ok no pictures for this post. Just words haha... Oh ya I got to phone a girl. Haha don't be mistaken, it is a relative of mine =p. バイ!